big, rugged man with the glittering eyes so intent on her, but something reckless made her want to push him.
“I’m not,” he said grimly, dropping her hand. “And don’t want to be.”
The night had turned chilly. The evening sounds hadn’t abated, neither had the wind. And yet Ally was mesmerized by Chance’s gaze, so much so that she couldn’t have turned and walked away if she’d wanted to. Hidden fire, hidden pain, she realized with a shock.
His gaze held both.
And so had Brian’s.
She nearly fell off the wagon right then and there, nearly let herself forget her new resolve, nearly let her heart jump into the fray, but she got a grip.
She was done taking care of people. She was! And anyway, Chance was completely self-reliant. Capable. Confident.
But God help her, she was drawn to those very things. Of its own free will, her gaze landed on his mouth. And of its own free will, her mind wandered…wondered.
He shook his head. “Stop it.”
“Stop what?”
“Stop looking at me like that.” His voice was little more than a growl.
“Like…what?”
“Like you want to be kissed.” Eyes glittering, he took a step forward, so that barely an inch separated them, and she had to tilt her head up to see his face. Now if she so much as took a breath, their bodies would touch, chest to chest, thigh to thigh, and everywhere in between.
She didn’t breathe. “I don’t. Want to be kissed, that is.”
“Liar.” He tilted his head. Their mouths lined up perfectly.
Not that she was noticing.
He held himself perfectly still. So did she. Every single part of her was at war.
“You weren’t wondering?” he murmured. “Wondering what it would be like?”
“No.”
“Wondering if maybe you could not like me and still want to kiss me?”
“No!”
“What about that hug?”
“What hug?”
“The one Lucy asked you to give me.” His eyes sparkled mischievously. “I’ve been waiting for it.”
She remembered Lucy’s request at the hospital.
That made him laugh harder, but he finally got control of himself and simply grinned at her. “I’m not with Jo.”
She went into self-denial over the relief that washed through her.
“I’m not another woman’s man. I’m not
Yes, she could feel the heat of it on her skin. How gentlemanly of him to point it out.
“Was it having to lie about not wanting to kiss me?” he wondered. “Or having to use the word…
“Stop it.”
“Come on, where’s that sense of adventure you’re always threatening me with?” He lifted a mocking brow. “Just admit it. You wanted to kiss me.”
“Did not.” But she couldn’t help but wonder what Chance, a man who greatly treasured his solitude and freedom, would have done if she had admitted the truth.
That for a moment, just a short one, she indeed wanted to kiss him.
ON HER SECOND NIGHT in the wilds of Wyoming, Ally got another call from Lucy.
“Having fun?”
Ally tucked the phone in the crook of her shoulder so she could continue to stoke the small fire she’d finally managed to start in her fireplace. The cabin was tiny and cozy, but icy cold, so it was necessity that had driven her to this, rather than the aesthetic value. It’d taken nearly an hour, and every single paper towel in the kitchen to get it going, but Ally was determined to get warm.
She only hoped she didn’t have to use the toilet paper stock as well. “Am I having fun?” She’d taken three showers to get the lingering smoke smell out of her hair from the trail. She had mosquito bites in places no one should have to itch and her arm muscles were so sore from today’s work she practically cried every time she moved. She blew a strand of hair from her eyes and sat back on her heels. Then grinned. “Yeah.”
“Really? Oh, honey, I’m so glad. Tell all.”
Ally used the poker, satisfied to see the tiny flicker of flame maintain itself. “Well, the trails are looking good. And I got on a bike today and didn’t break anything.”
Lucy laughed. “That’s a great start.”
Somehow Ally had convinced a staff member to show her how to ride, and given that she’d hit a tree on her first run, she was really doing remarkably well.
Even if she could hardly walk.
“Be careful,” Lucy warned. “Watch out for the pesky rocks.”
“Yeah, well. I’ll try.” She doubted she’d get another shot at it. Chance had nearly blown a gasket when he found out, and now no one would even talk to her, much less show her a good time.
“Tell me more. Is everyone treating you right? I worry, because though I love every one of them, my staff can be…well, rather snobby when it comes to the resort, but I’m sure Chance’ll take care of you.”
Oh yes, good old Chance. He’d take care of her. Of
“He has, right? Taken care of you?”
“Why are we talking about me?” Ally asked, tossing another piece of wood to the fire. “How are
“Bah! I’m as good as it gets. Now don’t work too hard, Ally. We’ll open when we’re ready.”
“You keep saying that, but I thought work was the whole idea.”
“Good heavens, no!” Lucy sounded appalled. “You’re to have the time of your life, do you hear me?”
Ally couldn’t help but smile at her vehemence. “I hear you.”
“Maybe you’ll have such a good time, you’ll want to stay forever.”
Ally’s amusement at the both of them quickly vanished. Slowly, she set down the poker. “Forever?”
“You don’t have to sound so shocked.”
“But…” She didn’t have forever. She was here because…
Darn it.
Being here had nothing to do with obligation or family loyalty. It had nothing to do with her old life. She no longer
No, she was here because she’d wanted to do something purely for herself. She’d wanted to live,
Still, it was temporary. When Lucy was better, Ally would go back and figure out what exactly to do with the rest of her life.
Forever wasn’t an option.
“Ally? Would it be so terrible?”
