Taking advantage of Kevin's pain, Mike grabbed for the paper, but Kevin flipped him, then inched forward for the paper just out of reach.
Mike put a knee in his back, let out a huff that Kevin knew was a laugh, and while Kevin gaped for air like a fish, Mike snatched the paper, tearing it into little bits.
They both got to their knees, breathing like lunatics, crumbs of chips falling off of Kevin.
Mike grinned.
Kevin shook his head, disgusted with the both of them.
Mike looked at him but ultimately shook his head and turned away.
Kevin pulled him back around, half braced for another wrestle session.
Mike tried a smile, but it failed to reach any real wattage.
Well, if that wasn't the question of the hour. He'd been doing it for so long it had become second nature, ever since that terrifying morning when their mother had gone out shopping and said to Kevin, 'Watch over Mikey.' Kevin would never forget standing there in the ER waiting room, just a little kid himself, his mother sobbing as she yelled at him, 'You were supposed to watch Mikey!'
No sane person would blame the kid, but sometimes guilt had nothing to do with being sane.
Now Mike was waiting for an answer, and the only one Kevin had couldn't be uttered. So he shrugged.
Mike looked at his feet, huffed out a breath, then looked up again.
Kevin's heart squeezed, and he shook his head.
Ah, hell.
Kevin had promised himself no more interfering, no more rescuing. And yet he still rushed to get in front of his brother, putting his back to the door so Mike couldn't slam out.
Mike lifted a brow.
Mike's eyes narrowed suspiciously.
Mike wouldn't take the job. He wouldn't, because deep down, Kevin was convinced, Mike liked being unemployed, liked the handouts, the free ride.
The pity.
But it was just as hard to turn his back on the guy now as it had been when Mike was a little kid, not hearing the shouted warning of some danger coming from behind…
Mike let out a snort that didn't have any humor in it and shoved his fingers through his hair.
Kevin waited.
When Mike finally nodded, he looked extremely defenseless.
Kevin held him back.
Nodding, he turned to the door, then looked back.
And then he was gone.
Kevin shook his head and more chips fell. He gathered his keys and helmet and headed out, too.
The rap was still booming. The house immediately to his left was Mr. and Mrs. Dickenson. They were a couple in their fifties who enjoyed cruises to Mexico, morning walks through the hills, and opera. Not rap.
'Turn that crap down!' boomed a female voice through the morning air.