“I’m not that grateful.”
“No?”
“No.” She climbed back into his lap, giving him a heart-stopping view when she spread her legs over his.
Completely naked against his completely clothed body, she sat on him, eyes closed, mouth open, head back, her sweet, soft skin flushed, her body clearly aroused, and he thought he’d never been so turned-on in his life.
“Uncuff me so I can help.”
“In a minute.” She ran her hands up his abs, her fingers cool and not quite steady as she lifted his shirt. “Is that okay?”
“That you take a minute? Take as many minutes as you want, just please, God, don’t stop.”
She laughed and shoved his shirt up farther, pressing her mouth to his chest. She kissed a pec, then ran her tongue over his nipple.
Unable to stay still, he rocked up, and she wriggled, better seating herself on him. Her nipples were hard and pouty, and when he fought the cuffs, once again trying to touch her, her belly quivered. Her thighs were still spread, still revealing the most gorgeous view, disclosing exactly how turned-on she was, having him sprawled out beneath her like he was.
She did like her control, his Lizzy, and knowing how hot she was only made him all the hotter, and he thrust up again, until she let out a soft whisper of pleasure as his jeans rubbed at her.
“More,” she whispered, and dipped down, taking her mouth on a little tour over the middle of his rib cage, nibbling at his abs…and then her fingers went to the waistband of his jeans.
And he held his breath.
“Are you comfortable?” she asked softly.
“Are you kidding? I have the woman of my dreams naked on top of me, her fingers in my pants.”
“Before last night, I hadn’t done this in a long time.” She popped open the buttons on his jeans. “I don’t know why.”
“Because you didn’t have a pair of handcuffs-
“I didn’t mean the cuffs. That’s completely new. I mean…the sex. I think it’s because I forgot how to let someone in.”
Over the expanse of his chest and stomach, her gaze eyes met his, hers more open and honest than he’d seen yet from her and he reached to touch her,
“Ja-”
“You’re still in the driver’s seat,” he promised as she rose up and leaned over him with the key. “It’s all you. I just want to-” When his hands came free, he ran them down her back, and because she was still leaning over him, her breasts an inch from his face, he indulged himself there, too, drawing the hardened tip into his mouth to suck.
Her response was to melt against him with a soft moan, her hands going to the back of his head, her fingers sinking into his hair to hold him against her.
As if he was going anywhere. He licked, nibbled and sucked, while she held him in her hands and drove him out of his mind with her strokes. He cupped her sweet ass, shifting her a little closer so that she could-oh, God yeah-run the hottest, wettest part of her over the hottest, hardest part of him. “God, Liz-”
She tugged at his shirt and he obligingly lifted his arms. Before yesterday it’d been a long time for him too,
When she sank down on him, she gasped out in pleasure, a sound that co-mingled with his low, helpless groan. “Lizzy,” he murmured, hands going to her hips. “Let me-”
She rocked her hips and he saw stars. He’d wanted this to last forever, but he didn’t have forever, not with her silken wet heat clamped around him and her breath soughing in and out in his ear, not with her hips pumping restlessly, with an air of desperation, as if she needed him so badly she could hardly stand it. With his hand in her hair, holding her head for his kiss, he shifted her leg, opening her a little more for him, so that her body was completely flush to his now, and just like that, everything in his world began to come together.
Or explode.
Depending on how he looked at it. He pushed up into her, a long, hard slide of slick, heated flesh that had her crying out in shocked pleasure as her arms went around him tight, holding on as if for dear life. “Jason-God, Jason…”
Yeah, the way she panted his name just about did him in. He tried to hold back, tried to hold still and just let it ride over him, the feel of his own body sliding in and out of hers, her soft, sweet body plastered up against him, but then she tightened, shuddered and, with a small cry, burst. Unable to hold it together in the face of her gorgeousness as she fell apart for him, all over him, he followed her over.
For what might have been forever, they remained wrapped up like pretzels, breathing like lunatics. He let himself absorb it all, her soft breath in his ear, her hands clasping him close, the feel of her little aftertremors.
Finally she pushed off him and rolled over to flop on the couch at his side. “Not a bad way to go out.”
He rolled to face her and pulled her in. “That wasn’t our last time.”
“Yes, it was.”
“Lizzy,” he said very gently. “It’s not going away.”
“What isn’t?”
“Us. Even though you want it to.”
She swallowed and closed her eyes. “Don’t.”
“Why?”
“Because you’re in transition. It’s a bad time for this.”
“Really? That’s all you’ve got?”
“Okay, then it’s because I’m going to LosAngeles.”
“Which, luckily, is still on Planet Earth. I even know how to get there, imagine that.” He dipped his head close. “This thing isn’t going to go away, just like my feelings for you aren’t going to. And pretend otherwise all you want, I’m going to bet it’s the same for you.” Because he knew his words needed a moment to sink in, he got up and went into the kitchen for water.
LIZZY WATCHED his sexy butt go into her kitchen, watched him grab a glass and turn on the tap while her breath caught in her throat, threatening to choke her. Standing up, she went into her bedroom and grabbed her bathrobe, and on second thought, her spare one, as well, since Jason’s clothes were damp. She put on one and entered the kitchen to find Jason finishing a glass of water.
In the buff.
He set down the glass and looked at her.
“I’ve thought about what you said,” she told him. “And I think you’re confusing love with…”
He stroked a finger down her jaw. “Love?”
She gulped. Yeah. That. The one emotion she’d never been able to tame, control or make work for her without pain.
Him being gloriously naked didn’t help. She tossed him the robe. He held up the pink silk and, with a small smile, slipped into it. He looked ridiculous.
And hot as hell.
“I’m not confused, Lizzy. In fact, I’ve never been more clear. This isn’t lust.”
“It’s been twenty-four hours.”
“It’s been over ten years. And here’s the thing I’ve known since high school, but never had the balls to follow up on-you’re it for me.”
“Oh my God.”
“I want this to work.”
“This?” She spread her hands. “This is merely adrenaline, and okay a lot of affection and heat, but that’s all in- the-moment stuff. I’m going off to get the life that’s always been within my grasp, and you…you don’t even know for sure what you’re doing.”