The memory of that day had come unbidden, dredged up by Colleen. Zak shook it off, but he knew it would come back. It always did.
He knew she was looking at him, trying to figure him out, perhaps trying to remember all that her brother had said about him. That’s the way people were. They all wanted to know your past, as if that was the key to knowing who a man was now. He was not the same man who had fought alongside Crook in his battle with the Paiutes. A lot of water had gone under the bridge since then. But he also knew he was forever bound to General George Crook, as Crook was bound to him.
Over the beige land they rode with their grisly cargo. Low hills, studded with rocks and cactus, appeared on their flanks, looking like ancient ruins, rubble from once majestic cities that rose above the land, then crumbled to dirt and broken stone.
Zak stopped the coach at Apache Springs.
“You might want to drink,” he said. “I’m going to water the horses. This is the only water hereabouts.”
“Yes,” she said. “I am thirsty. And I want to stretch my legs.”
He unhitched the horses, leading them one by one to the crystal clear stream to drink. The others, left behind, whickered in anticipation. Colleen cupped her hands, dipped them in the water where it emerged from the rocks, and slaked her thirst. Then she walked over to the oak trees that bordered the stream and took some shade beneath the leafy branches.
Hills rose up on both sides of the long basin that sequestered the sparkling spring. It was a peaceful place, an oasis in the harsh desert where yucca bloomed like miniature minarets. There was cholla, too, beautiful, delicate, and dangerous, prickly pear that the Mexicans called
“What’s that I hear?” Colleen said as Zak led Nox to the stream. “Over there, in the hills.”
“Probably Fort Bowie,” he said.
“We’re that close and you stopped to water the horses?”
“Yes’m.”
“We could have watered them at the fort.”
“Yeah. Now we don’t have to.”
She walked over to him, stood in the glaring sun. “With those men in there, you stopped, took all this time.”
“They’re not going anywhere, ma’am.”
“No, but they—they’re…”
“I don’t want a lot of chores to do when we get to the fort.”
“Just what is your business at the fort?” There was a demanding tone in her voice.
“Personal.”
“I hardly think an army post is the place to conduct personal business.”
Nox finished drinking and Zak started walking back to the coach, leading the horse with the reins.
“Ma’am, out here, the army serves as the eyes and ears of the public. They generally know who comes and who goes.”
“So, you’re looking for someone.”
“I’m going to ask about someone, yes.”
“I don’t think it’s your place to use the army for your own personal agenda, Mr. Cody. But I expect they’ll tell you that at Fort Bowie.”
He hitched Nox to the coach. They could hear voices from the fort. They floated on the vagrant breezes, wafting here and there, fragments of loud conversations that made no sense. A Gambel’s quail, sitting atop a yucca some distance from them, piped its call, as if serving notice of its presence to any who would hear. A Mexican jay answered the call with harsh
“Yes’m,” he said, without protest.
“You’re a strange man, Zak Cody,” she said. “I don’t know what to make of you.”
“Easy decision, then.”
“What?”
“You don’t have to make anything of me. I’m what I am. Accept it or reject it.”
“Well, so you do have a mind after all,” she said.
Zak said nothing. He drew a deep breath and looked around at the ruins of the old fort. There wasn’t much left. Wind and rain and neglect had pretty much wiped out all traces of the original Fort Bowie. The desert took back everything that was left to it. That’s one thing he liked about the desert. It treated civilization harshly. People passed through it at their own risk.
“What are you looking at?” she asked, following his gaze.
“The fort used to be here,” he said. “Do you know the story?”