men thanks to you, and now you are ready for more? What’s the matter? Didn't your little red-haired whore please you? Or was it because she was not your little captive?' Then she laughed seeing the look of surprise upon his face. 'Did you think I haven't noticed those languishing looks you give her when you think no one is observing you? You are like a cowherd with his first maid!' And she laughed scornfully, but in her heart Isleen was darkly jealous.

She had caught him off guard for a brief moment, but then he slapped her lightly as he drew her up the stairs. 'If I treat the lady Eleanore differently than I do you, my pretty bitch, it is because she is a lady and a truly good woman. You are an evil whore with a soul as black as night. I fear you are the perfect match for me.'

***

On Christmas morning, while the snow swirled outside Gwynfr Castle, Elf sat as usual weaving at her loom. After her morning prayers she softly had sung a little carol she remembered from St. Frideswide's. It saddened her that there was no Christmas here in this place. The tapestry was beginning to take shape. As this was no place for a religious theme, she had taken her inspiration from the hills about them, weaving a pattern of green mountains, a blue sky, and a field of flowers. She intended to set a pair of deer in the landscape as well.

Elf shivered with the cold. Her cloak was not enough over her simple tunic and skirts. Despite the fact she huddled by the fire, the chill always came through the stone walls whose mortar was either worn with age or gone entirely. She thought of her own warm hall at Ashlin. How was her little Simon? Had Ranulf returned yet from Normandy? When was she to be released from this terrible captivity? It was Christmastide, and yet there was no Yule log here as there would be at Ashlin. There were no scented beeswax candles, roast boar, or Ashlin folk singing carols in the newly restored church. It was Simon’s first Christmas, and she would not be there to see her baby wonder at it all. For a moment a black anger came over her, but she fought it off remembering that the Christ Child had come to bring peace on earth. She let her thoughts return to her home. She missed her querulous old Ida, Willa, faithful Cedric, stalwart Fulk. She missed her bed and the good food her cook prepared. Here at Gwynfr the meals were dull. There was hardly a green to be seen unless she asked.

Outside the wind howled mournfully. Elf shivered again, then started as a heavy fur cloak was dropped over her slender shoulders. Surprised, she looked up and found herself face-to-face with Merin ap Owen. Their lips were almost touching. Startled, she flushed and drew back, unable to speak. The look in his eyes! She had recognized that look. It was the same look that Ranulf had for her, and in a flash she realized what it was. Ranulf loved her! Her heart soared with the knowledge, then plummeted as quickly. Merin ap Owen loved her, too! He looked away.

'Gwyll has pointed out to me that you have few garments, and now that winter is here, you might be able to use a heavier cloak,' he said in a quiet voice.

Elf swallowed hard. 'Thank you, my lord,' she answered, bending low over her weaving.

'It is wolf. The cloak. I hunted them down myself last winter,' he continued.

I must look at him, or he will think something is wrong, Elf thought. She glanced up again. 'I am grateful, my lord. I already feel warmer. I shall use it on my pallet at night as well.'

'Why did you not say you were cold?' he demanded.

'It is not my habit to complain.'

'Ask for what you need in future, my lady Eleanore. Granted our situation is unique, but it is not my intent to make you uncomfortable or harm you in any way. I am an honest man, and give value for the coin I gain. I would return you to your husband in good condition.'

Elf giggled. She couldn't help it.

He smiled, for he had never heard the sound of laughter from her throat. 'What amuses you, lady?'

'You are an honest man? You are a bandit, a thief, Merin ap Owen!' Elf chortled.

He laughed. 'Aye, but I am a honest bandit, an honest thief.'

'I wonder if the nuns at St. Bride’s thought that of you,' she said softly.

He flushed at her words. 'Blood lust is a difficult thing to control, lady. Never before had I ravished or murdered like that; but that day I was driven to it by a she-devil. I was weak. I am ashamed of it, but it is done and cannot be undone.'

'You could pray for those you wronged, Merin ap Owen,' Elf told him gently. 'A wrong can be undone by a right. If you are truly contrite and ask God’s forgiveness, He will give it to you.'

He smiled wearily at her. 'I am past salvation, my lady Eleanore. Perhaps if I had met you earlier in my life, but I did not.' Then with a small bow to her, he turned and walked away.

Elf’s hand returned to her loom, but she felt a great sadness for Merin ap Owen. What had he been before Isleen had come into his life? Gwyll said his master was a wicked man from birth, but had he really been wicked, she wondered? Probably yes, she admitted to herself, for Gwyll loved Merin ap Owen and was completely loyal to him. He but spoke the truth, as harsh as it was. What a world this was, Elf considered, and she should have known none of it had she remained in her convent. There would have been no Ranulf or Simon. In the world one had to take the good with the bad, she realized. The good, she thought hopefully, far outweighed the bad. The rising wind rattled the windowpanes.

***

Snow. This was bad, Ranulf thought irritably. He had wanted to send Sim to Gwynfr to tell Merin ap Owen that he had returned, and would comply with his demands as quickly as a buyer could be found for his livestock. There would be those who would wonder at his selling his flocks and his herd. Some might even take advantage of him. It was a difficult problem, but he would solve it. He wanted his wife home safe.

The storm finally stopped, and as it had not been a hard snow, Sim set out for Gwynfr. He arrived with the first day of January. He rode up the hill to the castle, his eye scornful of the ruin and the neglect he saw.

'What do you want?' the man behind the portcullis demanded.

'To see Merin ap Owen,' Sim replied.

'He don't see strangers.'

'I have come from Ranulf de Glandeville, the lord of the manor of Ashlin, and your master will indeed see me,' Sim snapped.

'Wait.' The gatekeeper disappeared, returning several long minutes later. Without a word he raised the portcullis halfway, allowing Sim to duck beneath it as he rode into the courtyard. 'Through there,' he said, pointing toward one of the two towers that still stood.

Dismounting, Sim did not bother to thank the porter. He headed straight for his destination. He came into an entry and was met by a villainous-looking fellow who signaled him to follow, leading him into the great hall. There at the high board sat Merin ap Owen himself, and on his right was the lady Eleanore, looking pale, but otherwise unharmed. On his left, sweet Jesu, was Isleen de Warenne! Now, Sim thought, there is the real cause of all our troubles. Sim bowed.

'My lord, I have been sent by my master to tell you he has returned to Ashlin. He will follow your instructions, but he would be certain that his lady wife is safe and will indeed be returned.'

'You can see your lady for yourself,' Merin ap Owen said. 'I am an

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