Morning Glory

But what kind of lawyer? His suit looked as if it had been washed in a washing machine; his shirt looked as if it hadn’t. His hair stood on end like a dandelion gone to seed, an occasional tuft lifted above the rest as if ready to fly at the smallest puff of wind. He was not only disheveled, but moved with a tired slowness that made Will wonder if he’d suddenly rusted up halfway onto his chair. There he hung, backside pointed in the right direction while Will counted the seconds-one, two, three-and finally the old duffer sat, expelling a breath and clasping one bony knee with an equally bony hand. When he finally spoke, his jocular tone of voice was one suited to a speech honoring the outgoing president of the lady’s horticultural society. 'I went to school with Gladys Beasley. There was a question for a while about which of us would be named valedictorian. It was always my opinion they should have named two that year.' He chuckled as if to himself, resting a finger along his jaw. 'Gladys Beasley, after all these years-can you beat that?' He glanced up with a hint of devilment in his eyes. 'She was a damned fine-lookin’ woman. And smart, too. Only one in the whole class who could discuss anything more intelligent than the length of hems and the height of heels. Used to scare the daylights out of me, she was so bright. Always wanted to ask her on a date, can’t really say why I never did.'

Will sat befuddled, wondering why Gladys Beasley would recommend a creaky old fart like this. In his dotage, smelling like the inside of a mummy’s wrappings, and with a wandering, maundering mind. Will wondered if he might be better off defending himself.

But just when Will’s opinions crystallized, Collins threw him a curveball.

'So, Will Parker, did you kill Lula Peak or not?'

Will fixed his brown eyes on Collins’ faded gray ones and replied unequivocally, 'No, sir.'

Collins nodded thrice almost imperceptibly, studied Will silently for a full fifteen seconds before asking, 'You got any idea who did?'

'Nossir.'

Again came the lengthy silence that gave the impression rusty machinery needed oiling inside Collins’ scruffy head. But when he spoke, Will was somehow relieved. 'Then we have work to do. The arraignment is set for tomorrow.'

Collins took the case, promising to apply pressure to every possible quarter in an effort to get it through the courts fast. He was very good, he said, at applying pressure. Will didn’t believe him. Yet in spite of his constant half-rumpled appearance and his surface slowness-he had a habit of tugging an earlobe, crossing his arms and pausing as if confused-he was bright, thorough, and totally unimpressed with the prosecution’s case. Furthermore, he was convinced that he could gain a jury’s sympathy by implying that the law had pounced on Will primarily because of his prison record when it was his war record they ought to bear in mind. He gave little credence to the note bearing Will’s initials, even believed it might prove helpful since it would take one all-fired gullible fool to believe it wasn’t a plant.

The arraignment was quick and predictable: the court refused bail due to Will’s past record. But, true to his word, Collins arranged for a grand jury hearing within a week. Witnesses willing to testify for Will began piling up, but, as is the case with grand juries, the accused was not allowed counsel in the hearing room, thus the Solicitor General’s evidence weighed more heavily than it would when rebutted: the grand jury handed down a true bill.

Disappointment crushed Will. He was removed from the hearing room through the back halls which led directly to the jail, so he had no chance to learn if Elly was waiting somewhere in the courthouse for word about the jury’s decision. He had foolishly hoped for a glimpse of her, had fantasized about her approaching him with hands outstretched, saying, It’s all right, Will, let’s forgive and forget and put it behind us.

Instead he returned to his dismal cell to waste away more of his life, to wonder what would happen to him next, and if the shambling old attorney sent to him by Elly and Miss Beasley was senile after all. The confined space seemed suddenly claustrophobic, so he sat sideways on his bunk, his back pressed to the cold concrete blocks, and stared straight through the bars-the longest view-and thought of Texas, broad and flat, with wind blowing through the pungent sage, with an immense blue sky that turned hot pink and purple and yellow at sunset, with Indian paintbrush setting the plains afire just before the sun sank and stars appeared like gems on blue satin.

But imagination could rescue him only temporarily. In time he rolled onto his side and shut his eyes, swallowing hard. He’d lost again, and he hadn’t seen Elly. God, how he needed to see her, how he’d banked on it. He didn’t know which hurt worse, the fact that she hadn’t been there, or that he’d lost the first round in court. But he’d hurt her so badly he’d been afraid to send word through Deputy Hess, afraid he didn’t deserve her anymore, afraid that even if he called, she wouldn’t come.

But she showed up even as he lay on his bunk, dejected.

'You got a visitor, Parker,' announced Hess, opening the door. 'Your wife. Follow me.'

So she hadbeen here all the time, waiting for word. His heart started klunking and he flew from his bunk. 'Just a minute, Hess!' He dipped before the mirror and dragged a comb through his hair, four swift strokes. The mirror reflected his cheeks flushed with expectancy before he turned and hurried after Hess.

The visitors’room was a long, empty expanse totally devoid of trim. It held a bare window, a table and three chairs much like those in the Carnegie library. When Will entered, Elly was already seated at the table, wearing something new and yellow, clutching a purse on her lap. Hess motioned Will toward her, then took his place beside the door, crossing his arms as if planted for the duration.

Slipping into the chair opposite Elly’s, Will wondered if she could feel the floor tremble from his thudding heart.

For a full ten seconds they stared.

'Hello, Will,' Elly greeted with a sad smile in her eyes.

'Hello.'

Their words, though softly spoken, echoed clearly through the room.

Will’s palms were sweating and his neck felt hot as he drank in the sight of her and suppressed the awful need to reach for her hands across the table.

'I’m sorry about the grand jury decision. I thought… well, I hoped you’d be home today.'

'So did I. But Collins warned me not to get my hopes up, especially when he couldn’t be in there to tell our side of it.'

'It don’t seem fair, Will. I mean, how can they keep your lawyer out of the hearing room?'

'Collins says that’s how the law works, and our chance will come when we go to trial by traverse jury.'

'Traverse jury?' Her brow wrinkled.

'The big one, the one that lets us tell our side.'

'Oh.'

The thought of it shook them both as they gazed at each other, wishing futile wishes, regretting the harsh words of their last meeting. Elly kept a two-handed grip on her purse while Will dried his palms on his thighs.

'Elly, I…' Tell her you’re sorry, fool.But Hess stood guard, listening to every word, and apologizing was hard enough in private. The thought of baring his heart before an audience seemed to paralyze Will’s tongue. So instead he told Elly, 'I like Collins. He’s a good one, I think. Thanks for hiring him.'

'Don’t be silly. Did you think I wouldn’t hire a lawyer for my own husband?'

The words pressed up against Will’s throat, and Hess or no Hess, he had to speak them. 'I didn’t know what to think after the way I talked to you last time.'

Elly’s eyes skittered aside. 'I’d already hired him before I saw you.'

'Oh.' Will felt justly stung. His hands, only moments ago sweating, grew suddenly icy. So what’d you expect, Parker, after the way you talked to her?Again came the aching desire to ask her forgiveness, followed by the godawful fear that she wouldn’t warm again, and if that happened, he’d have no reason to fight his way out of here. So he sat in misery, with his heart painfully clamoring and a lump in his throat that felt the size of a baseball.

'You okay?' Elly inquired, letting her glance waver back to him. 'They feedin’ you okay in here?'

Will swallowed the lump and managed to sound normal. 'Pretty good. The sheriff’s wife’s got the cooking contract.'

'Well… you look good.' She flashed a nervous smile.

Silence again, made more awkward by the passing minutes and the fact that they spoke of everything except what was paramount on their minds.

'How did you get here?' He found himself obsessed with an irrational greed to know everything she’d done and thought since he’d been in here, to fill in the blanks of the time he was forced to forfeit. Life had grown so precious