Small Town Girl

to pour me into that church!'

So Mary had called Clarence Spillforth down at the plumbing and heating store, and said, 'Clarence, I want you to come up here and put me some air-conditioning into my house because my girl Tess is gonna get married here. She's marrying Kenny Kronek, you know, and he's moving to Nashville to take care of her business for her, and his daughter, Casey? Well, she's been singing on Tess's records, don't you know. So, Clarence, when can you be here?'

Everybody in town knew what was happening over at First Methodist an hour from now. There would be lots of reporters at the church, and Tess had no desire to encounter her groom for the first time with shutters clicking from fifteen directions. So she and Kenny had made their secret plans.

She took Mary's hands, and said, 'You understand, don't you, Momma? Kenny and I just want a few minutes alone together before we go to church.'

'Well, of course. You got a right to do your wedding day the way you want. I'll get my purse, then I'm all ready to go.'

While she went off to the bedroom, walking with scarcely a visible hitch these days, Tess and Renee exchanged a sentimental smile.

'Thanks so much for being with me this morning,' Tess said, going to hug Renee, who rubbed her back.

'I wouldn't have missed it.'

'You sure it's okay that I didn't ask you to be my bridesmaid?'

'Absolutely. You picked the perfect ones.'

'Thanks for understanding.'

'All ready,' Mary announced, returning. 'Let's go, Renee, and leave these two to do whatever it is they want to do.'

At the back door, Renee paused, the last one out, and looked back at the bride. 'It is the happiest day of her life, and it's no secret who's going to be her favorite son-in-law from now on. We're all happy about it, Tess.'

'Thanks, sis.'

They went out and the house grew quiet. In the alley the car doors slammed, an engine started, then disappeared. The only sound in the kitchen came from the humming of the clock. Tess went to the window above the sink and looked out. The back lawns were neatly mowed. Heavy red tomatoes hung on the vines in the garden. Up the side of Kenny's garage a huge purple clematis vine cascaded with brilliant blooms. The sun shone on his back porch where she and he had played together when they were children. His garage door was up, and inside she could see the tail end of a brand-new Mercedes she'd bought him for a wedding gift. It was a smart buy, he'd told her, for it could be legally written off on her taxes as a business expense, since he was now a vice president of Wintergreen Enterprises.

She smiled, realizing how perfectly his life was meshing with hers, and how much help he'd be to her in the future.

Then she checked the time again, and got her gardenia out of the refrigerator.

'Well, here goes,' she whispered to herself, and headed from the room. But reaching the doorway, she turned to scan her mother's kitchen one last time as a single woman. She had no inkling what prompted her to pause and look back, but doing so, she experienced an unexpected bolt of nostalgia, and thought, Let it never change, let me always come home and find it just this way, plastic doily and all.

Outside on the stoop the sun was hot on her head as she paused and looked across the alley. It took less than five seconds before Kenny appeared on his back step, too, dressed in a gray tux with a cutaway jacket and a pleated white shirt. Even from this distance, his appearance made her heart race, this man she'd taken for conservative, who was constantly surprising her with his clothes.

They stood for a moment, studying each other across the depth of two backyards, recalling a dawn with the sun coming up through the trees behind him, and the sprinkler fanning the garden while Tess jumped the rows of wet vegetables, barefooted, and Kenny stood watching her with a cup of coffee in his hand and his bare toes curled over the back step.

No bare toes today. Instead, two enchanted people in their wedding finery, initiating a ceremony of their own design.

They walked slowly down their respective steps, across the backyards, between patches of summer grass. Instead of an organ, the cicadas piped a song from somewhere among the rhubarb leaves. Instead of bridesmaids, a pair of white cabbage moths fluttered along in front of Tess. Instead of an aisle, a coarse concrete sidewalk; and instead of an altar, an alley.

They met in it, dead center, halfway between his house and hers, where they had met so many times during the weeks when they were falling in love.

The sun lit his dark, neatly combed hair and put little flames into her red curls. It picked out the intensity in his eyes and threw it into hers.

He took her hands lightly, the single oversized gardenia falling back over her knuckles.

'Hello,' he said softly.

'Hello.'

'Happy wedding day.'

'Happy wedding day to you, too.'

'You look…' He searched for a word. 'Radiant.'

'I feel radiant. And you look exquisite.'

'I feel like the luckiest man on earth.'

They smiled some, then he asked, 'Are you ready?'

'Yes.'

'So am I. Go ahead.'

She dropped her gaze momentarily, composing her words, then looked up into his eyes.

'I, Tess McPhail…'

'I, Kenneth Kronek…'

'Take you, Kenneth Kronek…'

'Take you, Tess McPhail…'

'To be my beloved husband for the rest of my life.'

'To be my beloved wife for the rest of my life.'

'To love you as I love you today…'

'To love you as I love you today…'

'Renouncing all others…'

'Most definitely renouncing all others…'

'And we will share all that we have, and all that we will have… the joys and the sorrows, the work and the play, the worries and the wonders… and your daughter… and my mother… and all the love and commitment it will take to see them through the years ahead…'

'And we'll be kind to each other…'

'Yes. And respectful…'

'And I swear to love you, sustain you, be your strength when you need it and your ease when you need it.'

'And I'll do the same for you.'

They tried to think of anything they'd missed. He thought of something. 'And I renounce all jealousy… of your fans and their demands on you.'

She smiled, and said, 'Why, Kenny, how sweet of you.'

'That might be my hardest part,' he admitted.

She rubbed his knuckles, and replied, 'For me, too… being away from you.'

They paused once again, adoring each other without smiles, because the moment seemed too sacred to diminish with smiles.

'I love you, Kenny.'

'I love you, Tess.'

'Forever.'