The coldness took all the anger away from his face now. 'All right, I'll tell you the alternative. You're trying to do something. Time is running against you. Don't give me any crap because I know you better than you know yourself. This isn't the first time something like this cropped up. You pull your connections on me, you try to play it smart--okay--I'll make time run out on you. I'll use every damn regulation I know to harass you to death. I'll keep a tail on you all day, and every time you spit I'll have your ass hauled into the office. I'll hold you on every pretext possible and if it comes to doing a little high-class framing I can do that too.'
Pat wasn't lying. Like he knew me, I knew him. He was real ready to do everything he said and time was one thing I didn't have enough of. I got up and walked around the desk to my chair and sat down again. I pulled out the desk drawer, stowed the .45's back in the niche without trying to be smug about what I did with the gun. Then I sat there groping back into seven years, knowing that instinct went only so far, realizing that there was no time to relearn and that every line had to be straight across the corners.
I said, 'Okay, Pat. Anything you want. But first a favor.'
'No favors.'
'It's not exactly a favor. It's an 'or else'.' I felt my face go as cold as his was. 'Whether you like it or not I'm ready to take my chances.'
He didn't answer. He couldn't. He was ready to throw his fist at my face again and would have, only he was too far away. Little by little he relaxed until he could speak, then all those years of being a cop took over and he shrugged, but he wasn't fooling me any. 'What is it?'
'Nothing I couldn't do if I had the time. It's all a matter of public record.'
He glanced at me shrewdly and waited.
'Look up Velda's P.I. license.'
His jaw dropped open stupidly for a brief second, then snapped shut and his eyes followed suit. He stood there, knuckles white as they gripped the edge of the desk and he gradually leaned forward so that when he swung he wouldn't be out of reach this time.
'What kind of crazy stunt are you pulling?' His voice was almost hoarse.
I shook my head. 'The New York State law says that you must have served three or more years in an accredited police agency, city, state, or federal in a rating of sergeant or higher to get a Private Investigator's license. It isn't easy to get and takes a lot of background work.'
Quietly, Pat said, 'She worked for you. Why didn't you ask?'
'One of the funny things in life. Her ticket was good enough for me at first. Later it never occurred to me to ask. I was always a guy concerned with the present anyway and you damn well know it.'
'You bastard. What are you trying to pull?'
'Yes or no, Pat.'
His grin had no humor in it. Little cords in his neck stood out against his collar and the pale blue of his eyes was deadly. 'No,' he said. 'You're a wise guy, punk. Don't pull your tangents on me. You got this big feeling inside you that you're coming back at me for slapping you around. You're using
Before he could swing I leaned back in my chair with as much insolence as I could and reached in my pocket for the slug I had dug out of the fence. It was a first-class gamble, but not quite a bluff. I had the odds going for me and if I came up short, I'd still have a few hours ahead of him.
I reached out and laid the splashed-out bit of metal on the desk. 'Don't
Pat picked it up, his mind putting ideas together, trying to make one thing fit another. It was hard to tell what he was thinking, but one thing took precedence over all others. He was a cop. First-rate. He wanted a killer. He had to play his own odds too.
'All right,' he told me, 'I can't take any chances. I don't get your point, but if it's a phony, you've had it.'
I shrugged. 'When will you know about the license?'
'It won't take long.'
'I'll call you,' I said.
He straightened up and stared out the window over my head, still half in thought. Absently, he rubbed the back of his neck. 'You do that,' he told me. He turned away, putting his hat on, then reached for the door.
I stopped him. 'Pat--'
'What?'
'Tell me something.'
His eyes squinted at my tone. I think he knew what I was going to ask.
'Did you love Velda too?'
Only his eyes gave the answer, then he opened the door and left.
'May I come in?'
'Oh, Laura--please.'
'Was there--trouble?'
'Nothing special.' She came back to the desk and sat down in the client's chair, her face curious. 'Why?'
With a graceful motion, she crossed her legs and brushed her skirt down over her knees. 'Well, when Captain Chambers was with me--well, he spoke constantly of you. It was as if you were right in the middle of everything.' She paused, turning her head toward me. 'He hates you, doesn't he?'
I nodded. 'But we were friends once.'
Very slowly, her eyebrows arched. 'Aren't most friendships only temporary at best?'
'That's being pretty cynical.'
'No--only realistic. There are childhood friendships. Later those friends from school, even to the point of nearly blood brotherhood fraternities, but how long do they last? Are your Army or Navy friends still your friends or have you forgotten their names?'
I made a motion with my shoulders.
'Then your friends are only those you have at the moment: Either you outgrow them or something turns friendship into hatred.'
'It's a lousy system,' I said.
'But there it is, nevertheless. In 1945 Germany and Japan were our enemies and Russia and the rest our allies. Now our former enemies are our best friends and the former allies the direct enemies.'
She was so suddenly serious I had to laugh at her. 'Beautiful blondes aren't generally philosophers.'
But her eyes didn't laugh back. 'Mike--it really isn't that funny. When Leo was--alive, I attended to all his affairs in Washington. I still carry on, more or less. It's something he would have wanted me to do. I
'So this one went sour.'
'It hurts you, doesn't it?'
'I guess so. It never should have happened that way.'
'Oh?' For a few moments she studied me, then she knew. 'The woman--we talked about--you both loved her?'
'I thought only I did.' She sat there quietly then, letting me finish. 'We both thought she was dead. He still thinks so and blames me for what happened.'
'Is she, Mike?'
'I don't know. It's all very strange, but if there is even the most remote possibility that some peculiar thing happened seven years ago and that she is still alive somewhere, I want to know about it.'
'And Captain Chambers?'
'He could never have loved her as I did. She was mine.'
'If--you are wrong--and she is dead, maybe it would be better not to know.'