Third man out

to come after me, too, with his fucking file on me.' He looked as if he might burst into tears.

'Look, I just used the files to get your attention. Just answer some questions for me, Ronnie, and I promise you that when John Rutka's killer is caught, the files will be trashed. I'll do it myself.'

His sweet boy's face with the button nose and round soft eyes got a stricken look and he struggled for control. 'What do you mean, get my attention? What are you trying to get me to tell you? You are blackmailing me!'

'I truly do not want to hurt you, Ronnie, because I know you've been hurt already and you don't need this. Just answer a couple of questions to help me out and that's probably all I'll need from you.'

'Probably!'

We had pulled out onto Central Avenue and were headed east in the fuming stop-and-go morning traffic. 'What happens next,' I said, 'all depends on the veracity and the particular nature of your answers. So take care.'

'Oh, Jesus.'

'The first question is, of course, did you kill John Rutka?'

First he jerked up, as if I'd jabbed him with a pitchfork, and then he began to shake all over. I said, 'Does that mean your answer is yes, or no?'

'No! No! Jesus, of course not!'

'You threatened him after he outed you.'

Linkletter's slight body writhed in his seat belt. 'Well, of course I did. I was fucking out of my mind. The man nearly ruined my life. All I ever wanted was to be in the media, and that asshole almost blew my career right out of the water. Sporkin Communications has let me know-indirectly of course-that when my contract is up next year it might be nice if I had something lined up in Montana or some other diddly-doo minor market. John Rutka was shit. I'm sorry somebody killed him, but he was shit and he deserved to die. I don't mean actually die, but you know what I mean.'

I said, 'I agree that Rutka did things to people that were all wrong and you were one of those people.'

'Then why are you harassing me too?'

'So that I can find out who killed John Rutka and then get rid of the bloody files. Get it?'

'Oh, sure.' He looked unimpressed.

'So. Where were you Wednesday night, Ronnie?'

'When Rutka was killed?'

'Yes. Between, say, seven and ten?'

'At a meeting. At the Parmalee Plaza Hotel.'

'And Scooter Raymond watched, right?'

That got him with the pitchfork again and he jerked up and then he jerked down. Here I was, taking out my pent-up disgust with the monumental inanity of local television news on this unlucky twerp. I resolved to be more objective with Linkletter from that moment on.

'How do you know about that?' he moaned.

'That wasn't fair, I admit, but I'm trying to evaluate your trustworthiness.'

'Maybe somebody should evaluate yours.'

He had me there. I pulled off Central into the parking lot of Albany's premier Long Island-style, Athenian-glitz diner and parked at the deserted far end of the lot.

I said, 'I talked to Bruno Slinger last night.'

'Oh. I guess I'm his alibi and he's mine. And Scooter's too.'

'Bruno thinks you're wonderful.'

Now some of the tension went out of him and he let loose with a wan little grin. 'I know. I think he's wonderful.'

I said, 'Even though a couple of prime suspects like you and Bruno corroborating each other's alibis wouldn't impress a jury, the fact that people at the hotel saw you coming and going-assuming they did-would probably be enough to establish your whereabouts somewhere other than at the scene of the abduction and murder. And, I guess, Scooter would testify as to your whereabouts.'

He got trembly again. 'Oh, Jesus, poor Scooter. I shouldn't have let him come. I never liked threesomes, but I knew Bruno wouldn't mind, so I let him talk me into it. If the station finds out about Scooter, they'll have him sweeping the newsroom floor for the rest of the term of his contract. But he wanted to come. He has this thing about watching weathermen being-you know.

Scooter's a little weird.'

'Bruno mentioned that. What is it about Bruno you find so attractive, Ronnie?'

A puzzled look. 'You don't think he's attractive?'

'That kind of thing is pretty subjective.'

'Well, for me it's his charisma.'

'That's not a word I'd have come up with for Bruno.'

'You know,' he said, gesturing vaguely, 'his power and glamour. Somebody who's in his natural element when he's in the media eye. Bruno is brilliant and aggressive-and God is he butch. I get goosebumps just thinking about him.'

'Have you ever been involved with that type of man before?'

His body tightened. 'Sure. I've gotten lucky a couple of times.'

I looked at him and said, 'Who was the last powerful, butch man in your life?'

Sweat popped out on his forehead and he looked away. 'I can't tell you that.'

'You can't, or you won't?'

'I can't. And I won't, ever. That subject doesn't have anything to do with John Rutka, so drop it. What else do you want to know?'

'I'm getting the idea there was a connection between your last boyfriend and John Rutka. Maybe his name is in Rutka's file on you. I'll have to go back and check.'

He shook his head. 'No. He was too careful. There's no way John Rutka could have known about this man. It won't be in my file, I'm sure. You'd be wasting your time with this man. Take my word for it.' Sweat was dribbling off his nose.

'In your file,' I said, 'there's a note that says you were at a certain motel with someone referred to as 'A' once a week for nearly a year up until mid-June. Was that your boyfriend?'

Tears slid down his face. 'I can't take this.'

'Was 'A' one of his initials?'

He shook his head and wept silently.

I said, 'If John Rutka had known about this man and had been preparing to out him, what would the consequences have been?'

He pulled a perfect white handkerchief out of his back pocket and mopped the tears and sweat from his face.

'Awful,' he said. 'It would have been- Oh, God. Look, I can't talk about this anymore. I really can't.'

'Just tell me this, Ronnie. What would this man's reaction have been if he had been outed?'

He sat there for a long moment shaking his head again, when suddenly he gave a furious shudder, yanked up the sleeve of his jacket, and thrust his left wrist in front of my face.

'Do you see that?' he rasped.

I stared at the scar.

'Ten years ago I had enough of a world full of people like you. If you keep pushing me, Strachey, I'll do it again. And I'll leave a note blaming you.'

'No need for that,' I said.

'I mean it!'

'I can see you do. I believe you.'

'And this time nobody will find me.'

'Hey, I'm cool.'

'Are you going to stop leaning on me?'

'Yup.'