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him?'

    I said as much as I could. 'He did away with himself when he found out that he was Howard Dunstan's son. That's all I can tell you.'

    She did not move. 'Somewhere in or around Edgerton is the dead body of Cordwainer Hatch. Eventually, this body will be discovered. Not long afterward, it'll be identified.'

    'That won't happen,' I said. 'Believe me.'

    Her hand sank away from her chin; her forearm slipped down the back of the sofa; her knee moved to the edge of the cushion. In a paradoxical form of rejection, Laurie's face came nearer to mine. 'Everything you say is sovague. You want me to believe you, but you get less and less believable. Trust me enough to tell me where you went, at least.'

    Hostility I barely knew I felt made me reckless. Laurie Hatch hung before me like an untrustworthy angel, and at that moment, more than I wished to open to her the secret parts of my life, I wanted to repay her for being untrustworthy.

    “I'll do better than that,' I said. “I'll show you.'

    'Show me? I don't want to go anywhere now, Ned.'

    I held out my hand, unable to stop myself from making an irrevocable mistake. 'Put down the glass and take my hand.'

    Slowly, without taking her eyes from mine, Laurie placed her glass on the table. I thought that she had not been so unable to read a man's intentions since the days with Morry Burger. By the time she moved in with Dr. and Mrs. Deering, Laurie's peripheral vision had taken in everything on both sides and behind her, too. Ever since, she had been able to see around corners and the corners beyond those corners.

    If you want to know about me,I thought,you'd better know about this.

    Laurie Hatch grasped my hand, and with the usual sense of dropping through a sudden hole in the earth I pulled her into what I already knew she would never be able to accept. We came to rest on the corner of Commercial Avenue and Paddlewheel Road, a short distance from the future offices of C. Clayton Creech. The brownstones were still single-family houses with private access to the park, which was enclosed within a tall iron gate. Directly across the avenue, a Model T Ford and a truck with slat sidewalls stood at the curb beside a construction site.

    Scaffolding encrusted the first two floors of a structure ascending into a skeleton of girders. Men crawled along the scaffolding and disappeared into the regions behind it. At the front of the unfinished building, a man in a derby hat yelled at two workmen next to a vat of cement; directly across the gated tip of the park on our side of the avenue, two men unloaded timber from a horse-drawn wagon. A man in a boater and a seersucker suit that did not disguise his resemblance to either President Garfield or Luciano Pavarotti, depending on your frame of reference, strutted toward the frame from behind the parked vehicles. It was a mild, slightly overcast afternoon in what felt like mid-September.

    About ten feet from Laurie and me, the photographer who would freeze this moment watched his composition move into being from behinda tripod and a bellows camera the size of an orange crate. One arm held his flash and the other the black veil attached to his camera. He looked like a magician.

    Laurie sank to the sidewalk, pressing her free hand to her forehead. I pulled her to her feet.You wanted answers? I thought.Look around. Her face had an unhealthy shine, and her eyes were dazed. 'Try not to throw up,' I said.

    “I never throw up.' She lifted her head. 'Whereare we?'

    'Paddlewheel Road and Commercial Avenue,' I said. “In 1929. Take a look.'

    The elements of the scene moved toward their defining moment. Garfield-Pavarotti rounded the corner and came to a halt behind the foreman, whose bellow at the men just now trundling their wheelbarrows away from the vat could barely be heard over the din from the building. The photographer ducked beneath the black veil. The sawmill hands finished unloading the wagon, got their arms under the ends of a dozen two-by-fours, and began their journey across the avenue. The cement workers bent like pit ponies to their task. The foreman crossed his arms, pushed out his chest, and spread his legs in a posture of command. The heavyweight in the seersucker suitcrossed his arms, pushed out his chest, and spread his legs to keep his balance. Under the Mack veil, the photographer spread his legs and leaned into his viewfinder. The workmen advanced into the frame and turned their eyes to the girders. A row of flashbulbs exploded witha yellow flare and a sharp, percussivepop!

    Laurie jumped. The wheelbarrows rolled up a plank runway to the scaffold; the two-by-fours passed over the curb. The spectator in the boater navigated around the foreman, and the foreman bawled at the pit ponies. The photographer emerged from his veil and arched his back.

    'Ned, I don't want. . . Ned,please,' Laurie whispered.

    The enormous room on Blueberry Lane took shape around us. Laurie reeled around the coffee table and sank to her knees a foot from the sofa. She doubled over and rested her head on the carpet, like Mr. Michael Anscombe in his last moments. I knelt beside her and stroked her back. She waved me away.

    'Can I help you?' I asked.

    'No.' She crept forward, levered herself onto the sofa, and went limp. After about a minute, she sat up and flopped against the cushion. “I almost broke my golden rule and puked all over the carpet.'

    'How does your head feel?'

    'Attached.' She tilted forward, picked up her glass, then sank back and held the glass to her forehead. Her eyes closed. She stretched out the parallel lines of her legs. The glass descended to her mouth. “I want to see that picture again.'

    Laurie hitched forward and fumbled through the photographs. Her eyelids looked swollen. 'Two minutes ago, we were standing right there.'

    'Any closer, we would have been in it,' I said.

    “I don't understand this, and for sure I don't like it.'

    “I don't like it much, either,' I said.

    Laurie pushed herself back and straightened up. 'But youdid it. Youtook me there. That isn'tright.'

    “It isn't right or wrong,' I said. 'But you sure could say it's irregular. Unexpected.'

    'Unexpected!' Her face blazed a smooth, bright red. 'Why didn't you tell me what you were going to do?'

    'Would you have believed me?'

    Observant insightful intelligence moved back into her eyes. She was fully present again. That she felt as though she had the flu meant nothing. She saw it all, oven the anger to which I had been blind. 'Do you do that a lot?'

    “I do that as seldom as possible, I'll probably never have to do it again.'

    “Is this something you inherited from Cordwainer Hatch?'

    'From his father,' I said.

    “I can't deal with any more of this tonight.'

    'Whatever you say.' I began pushing the photographs into their folders. My mind felt as though it had been clamped in a vise and beaten with a hammer. Laurie drew her knees under her chin and watched me leave. After I made it through her door and into the Taurus, I looked at my watch. My thirty-fifth birthday had disappeared into history. On the way back to town, I had to pull off the highway and pass out for an hour.

 •124

 •Officer Treuhaft monitored my progress around the dead fountain as though waiting for me to bolt.

    'Looks like I have guests,' I said.

    'Captain Mullan and Lieutenant Rowley are waiting for you, sir.'

    'What do they want to talk about?'

    Treuhaft blinked. “I believe it's related to your visit to Headquarters this evening, sir.'

    'Makes sense to me. Have you been here long?'