Shadowland

it might be something you could use.''

    'Just that?' I challenged him. 'Just something I could use?'

    'After all this time you must realize that it's more or less in your line. And I've been thinking lately that it's about time I talked about it.'

    'Well, I'm happy to listen,' I said.

    'Good,' he said, seemingly satisfied. 'Have you thought about how you want to start it?'

    'The book? With the house, I thought. Shadowland.'

    He considered that for a moment, his chin still propped on his hand.

    'No. You'll get there eventually anyhow. Start with an anecdote. Start with the king of the cats.' He thought about it a moment more and nodded, seeing it as a problem in structure, like his act. I had seen him improve it in a dozed ways, revising with a craftsman's zeal, always bending it more truly toward the last illusion, which should have made him famous. 'Yes. The king of the cats. And maybe you should really start it at the school — the story proper, I mean. If you look back there, you should find some interesting things.'

    'Well, maybe.'

    'If you look. I'll help you.' He smiled again, and for the space of the smile his thoughtful tough's face was that of a man who had looked, and I thought again that whatever his circumstances and surroundings, it was only a dead imagination that could call him a failure.

    'It might be an idea,' I said. 'But what's all that about the king of the cats?'

    'Oh, don't worry about that story. It'll turn up. It always does. Say, I ought to check over some of my equipment about now.'

    'You're too good for a place like this.'

    'Do you think so? No, I think we're pretty well suited to each other. The Zanzibar's not a bad old room.'

    We said good-bye, and I turned away from the bar toward the hazy light rectangle of the open door. A car sped by, a blue-jeaned girl jiggled past in sunlight, and I realized that I was happy to be leaving the club. Tom said that he was suited to the club, but I didn't believe that, and to me it felt-suddenly-like a prison.

    Then I turned around again and saw him sitting in the murk with his sleeves rolled up, and He looked like the ruler of that dark empty room. 'You're here two more weeks?'

    'Ten days.'

    'I'll only be in town another week myself. Let's get together again before I go.'

    'That'll be nice,' Tom Flanagan said. 'Oh. By the way . . . '

    I lifted my head.

    'Jack of clubs.'

    I laughed, and he saluted me with his beer glass. He had never once glanced at the card, not even when the trick was over. Casual little miracles like that had nailed him into his life.

    The king of the cats?

    I hadn't the faintest idea of what this 'story' was, but as Tom had promised, it turned up a few weeks later in a reference book. When I had read it, I knew immediately that Tom's instincts had been accurate.

    When I set the story down here, I am going to put it in the context in which Tom first heard it.

Anecdote:

'Imagine a bird,' the magician said. 'Just now — flapping up, frightened, indeed tormented by fear, up out of this hat.'

    He twitched the white scarf away from the tall silk hat, and a dove the shade of the scarf beat its wings on the brim and awkwardly fell to the table — a terrified, pan­icked bird, unable to fly, making a loud clatter of wings on the polished table.

    'Pretty bird,' said the magician, and smiled at the two boys: 'Now imagine a cat.'

    He whisked his scarf once again over the hat, and a white cat slipped over the brim. It came up out of the hat like a snake, flattening itself down onto the table, looking at nothing but the dove. With a slow predatory crawl, the cat went toward the dove.

    The magician, who was dressed as a sinister clown in white-face and red wig above black tails, grinned at the boys and abruptly sprang over and backward, landing on his gloved hands. He held himself rigidly still for a second and then folded his legs down and his trunk up in what looked like one flawless motion. Now he was standing where he had been, and he dropped the white scarf over the elongated form of the cat.

    When the magician passed his hand into the scarf, it fluttered down onto the flat surface of the table. Three inches away, the dove still worked its wings and made its terrible clattering noise of panic.

    'And that's it, isn't it?' the magician said. 'Cat and bird. Bird and cat.' He was still grinning. 'And since our little friend is still so frightened, perhaps we'd better make her disappear too.' He snapped his fingers, twitched the scarf, and the bird was gone.

    'Cats remind me of a true story,' he said to the mesmerized boys, speaking as if he were merely yarning, as if nothing but entertainment was on his mind. 'It's an old story, but the truest stories are very often the oldest ones. This was told by Sir Walter Scott to Washington Irving, and by Monk Lewis to the poet Shelley — and to me by a friend of mine who actually saw it happen.

    'A traveler, in other words my friend, was journeying on foot to the house of a companion — not me — where he was going to spend the night. He had been walking all day, and even though it was already late and night was coming on, he was tired enough to rest his feet when he came to a ruined abbey. He sat down, took off his boots, leaned against an iron fence, and began to rub his feet. An odd series of noises made him turn around and peer through the bars of the fence.

    'Down below him, on the grassy floor of the old abbey, he saw a procession of cats. They were formed into two long equal lines, and were marching forward very slowly. Now, of course he had never seen anything like that before, and he bent forward to look more closely. It was then that he saw that the cats at the head of the procession were carrying a little coffin on their backs, and were making for, were slowly approaching, a small open grave. When my friend had seen the grave, he looked horrified back at the coffin borne by the lead cats, and noticed that on it sat a crown. As he watched, the lead cats began to lower the coffin into the grave.

    'After that he was so frightened that he could not stay in that place a moment longer, and he thrust his feet into his boots and rushed on to the house of his friend. During dinner, he found that he could not keep from telling his friend what he had witnessed.

    'He had scarcely finished when his friend's cat, which had been dozing in front of the fire, leaped up and cried, 'Then I am the King of the Cats!' and disappeared in a flash up the chimney. It happened, my friends — yes, it happened, my charming little birds.'

The true beginning of this story is not 'More than twenty years ago, an underrated,' etc., but, Once upon a time . . . or, Long ago, when we all lived in the forest. . .

PART ONE

The School

Arise and sing the praises

Of the school upon the hill

School song

ONE

He Dreams Awake

The last day of summer vacation: high cloudless skies, dry intense heat; endings and beginnings, deaths and promises, hover regretfully in the air. Perhaps the regret is only the boy's — that boy who is lying on his stomach in the grass. He is staring at a dandelion, wondering if he should pull it up. But if he pulls that one up, shouldn't he also pull up the one growing three feet away, whose leonine head is lolling and babbling on a stalk too thin for it? Dandelions make your hands stink. On the last day of summer vacation, does he care if his hands smell like dandelions? He tugs at the big tough-looking dandelion nearest him; at least some of the roots pull up out of the ground. He thinks he hears the dandelion sigh, letting go of life, and tosses it aside. Then he slides over to the