convinced of the importance of his own opinions and the manifold advantages that would accrue to those who heard them. He recommended several religious works of an evangelical persuasion and expatiated on the moral beauties of Cowper's poetry. Miss Carswall played her part gamely but I do not think it came easily to her.
The boys and I said little. There were no roles for us to play in the billing and cooing between the Carswalls and the Ruispidges. I sat forgotten in my corner. Charlie and Edgar were called over to meet Captain Jack, but their conversation did not last long. Soon it became apparent that the boys were bored.
Edgar took matters into his own hands. He was a headstrong boy, unlike the pliant Charlie, and persuaded Mrs Frant to allow the three of us to withdraw on the grounds that moderate exercise would complete the cure of his ankle. Once outside, Edgar refused to take my arm but accepted a stick. We walked as far as the kitchen gardens and back. On the way, I learned that the boys had not given up their intention of searching for the monks' treasure.
'They would not hide it in the grange,' Edgar said. 'Any more than in the abbey itself. They would be the first places where King Henry's men would look.'
'They might bury it somewhere near,' Charlie suggested.
'Or find a cave. But I think it very likely they would have hidden it up at Monkshill rather than down by the Abbey. It would be far safer.'
As we were returning to the house, we heard the sound of the curricle receding down the drive. We found the rest of the party still in the small sitting room. Mr Carswall was standing by the window and rubbing his hands with pleasure.
'They are engaged to dine with us when Mr Noak will be here,' he told me, for he needed to tell someone whom he had not told before. He turned back to Miss Carswall. 'We must have game, Flora. Nothing but the best. If only Lady Ruispidge will be able to accept as well.'
He ran on in a similar vein for much of the day. There came a moment when Miss Carswall and Mrs Frant were out of the room; I was waiting for the boys to bring down their books; and Mr Carswall was enlarging upon his plans for the dinner party to Mrs Lee. Mrs Lee was his ideal interlocutor for she rarely said anything of significance but knew to perfection when to insert into the flow of someone else's words those little phrases of assent and interest that are so agreeable and encouraging to the other party.
'I have half a mind to invite Mrs Johnson, too,' Carswall said in his harsh, carrying voice. 'After all, it was she who was kind to Edgar. It would be a very proper attention, too: she is a cousin of the Ruispidges, as well as a neighbour. And it would look most odd if we did not ask her, particularly if she is still staying at Clearland.'
Mrs Lee cleared her throat loudly, an action so unusually emphatic that he stared at her in surprise. 'I do not know whether you are aware of a certain unhappy circumstance in Mrs Johnson's early life, sir,' she said in a low tone. 'It might be prudent to consider the wisdom of such an invitation very carefully.'
'What? Speak plainly, madam. I cannot understand you if you talk in riddles.'
Mrs Lee drew back in her chair, and the features of her face trembled. But her voice was perfectly steady, though even quieter than before, so quiet I had to strain to hear it: 'You must be the best judge, sir. It was merely that I wondered whether you were aware that, before Mrs Johnson's marriage, there was – or rather it was believed that there was – what they call an understanding between her and Mr Henry Frant.'
46
Mr Noak was due to arrive on Monday, the 3rd January. The Ruispidges had been invited to dinner the following day. The weather continued very cold – as I have mentioned, it was an exceptionally cold winter that year.
I cannot say that we were a cheerful household. By his very nature, Mr Carswall engendered a domestic strain that affected us all, even the boys, even the servants. Now, after the exchange I had overheard in the library, I knew of another, more specific source of discord. I watched and said nothing. I noted that Mrs Frant avoided an open breach with Mr Carswall but rarely spoke to him or allowed herself to be alone with him. Once I glimpsed an expression of despair on her face when I came across her walking in the garden and believing herself unobserved. One evening I heard the sound of sobbing as I passed her door.
The boys and I were happiest outside. Sometimes we went down to the lake and skated on the ice. I had grown up in the Fens, where the combination of cold winters and an inexhaustible supply of water made skating an acquirement one picked up almost as soon as the ability to walk. The boys lacked this early training, and gave me undeserved credit for my skill on the ice.
One afternoon I saw Miss Carswall and Mrs Frant watching us from the bank. At the time I was skating slowly on the far side of the lake, with a boy attached to either hand. I released Edgar, in order to raise my hat to the ladies. His arms flailed, his body twisted to and fro, but he kept his balance. Vanity prompted me to abandon my charges, and to skate across the lake at speed, and with many graceful pirouettes, on the spurious errand of discovering whether there was anything we might do for our visitors.
'How I envy you,' Mrs Frant said with unusual animation. 'To travel so quickly, to be so free.'
'I'm sure it is capital exercise,' put in Miss Carswall. 'Look at the boys – their cheeks are as red as pippins.'
'Better than dancing, even,' Mrs Frant continued. 'It must be like gliding through another element, like flying.'
'I am sure there are more skates at the house,' Miss Carswall said. 'I wonder if we might find pairs that would fit us.'
Her cousin gave a little shudder.
'You need not look like that,' Miss Carswall said with a laugh. 'One cannot always have new things. Besides, I believe Mr Cranmere's family were all excessively well bred.'
As she spoke, she twisted her face into a painfully genteel expression. Mrs Frant and I burst out laughing.
'But how would we learn?' Mrs Frant objected. 'It must be very difficult.'
'We might have a chair brought down, if you wished,' I suggested. 'Then I could push you on it across the ice.'
'But I do not want to be pushed,' she said with a smile. 'I want to skate by myself. I'm sure my cousin does, too.'
'Then if you would permit me, I could teach you, as I have been teaching the boys.' I looked from one to the other. 'Though it is largely a matter of teaching oneself. The principal difficulty at the beginning is that of retaining one's balance. Once one has the trick of that, the rest will follow.'
As if to illustrate my point, the boys were now zigzagging across the frozen water towards us. Their progress was slow, and no one would have called it elegant, but progress it was.
Miss Carswall took a gloved hand from her muff and laid it on her cousin's sleeve. 'Oh, pray let us try it, Sophie. I am sure the boys and Mr Shield will make sure we come to no harm.'
The ladies' skating lessons began that very afternoon. Chivalry dictated that I should take them by the hand, just as I had the boys, one on my left, one on my right. There we were in the very dry, very cold air, with no sound but the hissing and scraping of the blades beneath us, the panting of our breath and the occasional bursts of laughter. Physical exertion can act as a form of intoxication, as can excitement; and sometimes it seemed to me that I was doubly drunk.
Mrs Frant fell twice, Miss Carswall five times. In order to help a lady up, I had to put my arm around her, to feel her weight. I cannot deny that I enjoyed these upsets, and I suspect that Miss Carswall fell more often than she needed. In sum, the hours we spent together on the ice were peculiarly intimate – not indecorous, but on the other hand not something that was discussed in Mr Carswall's hearing.
In the intervals of skating, the boys continued their hunt for the monks' treasure. They ranged over the park, exploring every nook and cranny they could find. They tried excavation in one of the kitchen gardens but the head gardener did not share their antiquarian enthusiasm and in any case the ground was too hard for their spades.
The treasure hunters had high hopes of a shell grotto on the shore of the lake. It was in the form of a short, barrel-vaulted tunnel ending in an apse, where stood a ghostly statue of Aphrodite. Moisture dripped through the roof and glittered on the shells that studded the interior. When one held up a lantern, it was as though one confronted a beautiful and almost naked woman in a cold cave of sparkling diamonds. The boys' hopes were dashed
