could know if they’d been moved.
‘You say you were at home on the night Mickey was killed?’
She gave me her headlights, trapped me in the highbeam. ‘I say that because I was. Nobody can prove otherwise.’
‘Ring anyone?’
‘Just Sophie. She was in one of her down moods, everything’s a total fuckup.’
‘Where was she?’
‘At home. In Richmond. It was early, sevenish.’
‘She wasn’t seeing Mickey that night?’
‘No. She was going to a party.’
‘You established that?’
She wasn’t happy. She touched the cup to her lips, put it down, drew on the cigarette. Its tip glowed steel- burning bright.
She waited and I waited. She knew what I meant but she didn’t want to answer. A stillness in her. Without looking, she ground the cigarette to death in an ashtray the size of a dinner plate.
‘I didn’t seek to establish that,’ she said. ‘She told me. It would have been very odd indeed if she hadn’t told me. Sophie tells you everything.’
I wished I’d accepted coffee. Something to do with my hands.
She put her cup to her lips, put it down, stood up. ‘Second chance. I can warm the coffee without ruining it. It’s filter.’
‘Please. Black.’
She left. I rose and paced the painting wall, slowly. Paintings are strange things. Some affect you directly, they connect with something in the brain, unprotected contact. But seeing paintings so different in kind and quality so close together had a disorienting effect, and standing back didn’t help. I was only halfway, at the first woman, a Grace Cossington Smith, when Sarah returned, no fear of spillage in her walk, my coffee in a heavy cafe cup. It was unharmed by reheating, dark and oily and Jamaican.
‘This isn’t meant to be an interrogation,’ I said. ‘I’m assuming you didn’t kill him. I’m asking the questions other people will ask.’
‘I understand that,’ she said. ‘Do you know what it’s like to feel guilty even when you aren’t? My father has the capacity to do that to me.’
I got on with it. ‘What was the state of Sophie’s relationship with Mickey?’
‘Not wonderful. She said he was manic one minute, everything coming good, then he’d go black and the next thing he was talking about suicide. Violent swings, you’d say. Sophie should know. Christ knows what it was like when their downers coincided.’
‘Did you know him to be like that?’
‘Not the suicide end of the pendulum. The highs, absolutely, that was Mickey. But I think things were going well in business when we… were together.’
‘And his wife. Do you know her?’
‘Wife isn’t the term that comes to mind, it wasn’t exactly a suburban marriage. But, yes. Corin Sleeman. She’s an architect, she commissioned a piece from me for a building.’
‘Something I could stop by and have a look at?’
Sarah lit a cigarette, eyes on me. ‘It may not astonish you to hear that the developer rejected it,’ she said.
‘Unequal to the challenge,’ I said. ‘Did she know about you and Mickey?’
‘When she commissioned the piece? I didn’t think so then, like a fool.’
‘So she wasn’t necessarily indifferent?’
Sarah tilted her head. ‘You’re knowledgeable in the areas of betrayal and revenge?’
‘An academic interest. Everything’s in books.’
She touched her lips with a finger, the nail unvarnished. ‘Yes,’ she said, a nod and a smile. We sat, cups in hand, the scent of coffee, gossamer smoke in the sunlight.
‘Who found him?’ I said.
‘Apparently he didn’t ring Rick to be picked up. His mobile was on and he wasn’t answering, so Rick rang security at the building and they went in.’
‘The weapon,’ I said. ‘Did you tell anyone you had it?’
‘No. Just Sophie.’
‘Which leaves Mickey and Rick and whoever they told.’
‘I suppose so. I can’t imagine Mickey telling the world.’
‘What do you know about Rick?’
She hung her head, closed her eyes in mock contrition. ‘I don’t even know his surname. He’s big, going bald, he’s polite.’
‘And now he’s an unemployed vegetarian, I presume.’
Sarah shrugged.
‘The cops. When did they arrive? I haven’t been told that.’
Only because I hadn’t asked.
‘Sunday morning,’ she said. ‘Just before nine. They asked me to come to the station. When we got there, they left me alone for about half an hour and then they came in with the gun. I told them about it and while I was doing that I realised I needed a lawyer.’
‘Many people don’t have that reaction.’
Sarah gave me the child’s direct look. ‘I’ve seen the movies, mate. It’s not just the guilty who need a lawyer.’
I nodded. ‘Sound attitude. Everyone needs a lawyer. And a couple in reserve.’
‘So I rang my father and Andrew came to the station. I thought I’d be leaving with him. The movies didn’t prepare me for a week in remand.’
‘Nothing in life would. What does Sophie do?’
‘As in, for a living?’
I nodded.
‘Nothing. Cursed with artistic leanings, the Longmores. I was trying to paint so she wanted to be a painter. She fucked a lot of artists but that didn’t help with the actual painting.’
She fetched another cigarette.
‘Pottery was next,’ she said, ‘but potters were too boring to fuck, plus she hated the feel of clay. Computer- generated crap, that went on for a while. Soph quite liked it but the men were worse than potters. Then she met Ernst, a photographer, a man who carried his telephoto lens in his underpants. That was my impression, anyway.’ She blew smoke. ‘She had a little falling out with Ernst and he took his long lens elsewhere. But she still takes photographs. Compulsively. Terrible photographs.’
We sat silent for a while.
‘Will she be a prosecution witness?’ I said.
‘Against me?’ She closed her eyes and shook her head. ‘No, for Christ’s sake, she knows I didn’t do it, couldn’t do it, wouldn’t have any fucking reason for doing it, how can I get this over…’
‘Having a key to Mickey’s place? How does that work?’
‘I had it, I never gave it back, he never asked, I forgot I had it. I told the police that. Now that may be fucking dumb but it’s not exactly the act of a guilty person. Telling the police about your key to the victim’s apartment.’
I didn’t comment. Guilty people had done stranger things. Time to go away and think of questions I should have asked. I finished the coffee.
At the door, she touched my arm. I turned. No direct childlike look now, her gaze averted, her shoulders lowered.
‘Jack,’ she said, ‘I’m not a great client, but thanks.’
I found myself awkward.
‘I’m trying to be tough,’ she said, still not looking at me. ‘Someone who can handle this kind of
