Don’t let him. Don’t forget how to believe.”
Maggie cleared her throat. “Your mother is probably worried about you,” she said. In a mother’s tone of voice. “And my kids are waiting for me. Why don’t you come back to my place? You can phone her from there.”
“I told her I was staying at a friend’s house tonight,” the girl said. She hesitated, and then added, “I’m Simone.”
“I’m Irene,” I told her, extending a hand. “And you can stay at Maggie’s.”
Maggie nodded quietly. She held out a hand, and the girl took it without hesitation. Good sign.
We made our way back to Maggie’s house, but stopped at the foot of her walk. She looked at me, her eyes bright with moonlight. Simone was talking; she had started to talk when we had started to walk, and she hadn’t stopped. She wasn’t crying. She wasn’t-at least to my eye-afraid. Rescue has its purpose.
“I think you should go in first,” Maggie told me quietly.
I knew. I knew then.
“I’ll be up; I think Simone and I have a lot to talk about.” She hesitated, and then added, “We’ll be waiting for you if you need company.”
I nodded stiffly and made my way up the walk. Opened the door, which Gran hadn’t bothered to lock. Very, very little can get past Gran when she’s on the lookout.
She was in the kitchen, beside a pot of tea. She looked up as I entered, and the breath seemed to go out of her in a huff. As if she’d been holding it since we left.
“We found her,” I told my Gran. “In time, I think.”
“She’s an idiot?”
I frowned, and Gran gave me a crooked smile. “You understand.”
I nodded.
“Why it’s hard to be the maiden.”
And nodded again. “But Gran, I understand other things, too.”
“Oh? That would be a change.”
“I understand why it’s hard to be the crone. To watch. To know and to have to sit back on your hands.”
“Good.” She rose, pipe in hand. “I’ll be getting home, then.”
“I’ll go with you.”
“I don’t need company.”
“I do.”
She snorted. “You have company. Maiden and mother. I never thought-” She bit her lip. “I stopped hoping.”
“You kept watch,” I told her. “You remembered the old lore. You kept it for us.” I offered her a hand, and she took it; her hand was shaking. Old, old hand.
“You’ll be good at this,” she said, as she rose. “But you take care of my garden, hear?”
“I’ll take care of the garden,” I told her. It was really hard. “And the house. And the lore.”
“No television in my house.”
“Yes, Gran.”
“And none of that trashy garbage Maggie reads, either.”
“Yes, Gran.”
“And don’t think too much.”
I laughed. I walked her out of the house, and past Maggie, who stopped her and gave her a ferocious hug. No words, just a hug.
Gran snorted, and lit her pipe; Maggie, unaccompanied by her children, took it in stride.
And me? I waited. I bit my lip and I waited.
I walked Gran home. I took her up to the porch. I let her get comfortable in her chair. I even sat on the steps, because I wouldn’t be sitting on them again anytime soon.
I don’t know when she died. I know that she was talking; that she was telling me all the things that she thought I’d forget. That she
Because I was the crone.
And she was finished. She could be tired. She could rest. She said as much, and then drifted off into silence, the way she sometimes did when she was satisfied with the state of her garden.
The silence lingered, grew louder, grew, at last, final.
And when it had gone on for long enough, I closed her eyes, took her pipe, and emptied it. I kissed her forehead. I would have asked her to hug me, but public displays of affection had always made her uncomfortable. I hugged her only afterward, because it wouldn’t matter to her.
Then I made my way back to Maggie’s house, carrying Gran’s cane. The light was still on, and two thirds of my self were waiting for me to join them.
About the Authors
Kelley Armstrong is the author of the “Women of the Otherworld” paranormal suspense series, the “Darkest Powers” YA urban fantasy trilogy, and the Nadia Stafford crime series. She grew up in Ontario, Canada, where she still lives with her family. A former computer programmer, she’s now escaped her corporate cubicle, and hopes never to return.

Patricia Briggs is the

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