“I’m hungry.”
He chuckled and his eyes twinkled, as if knowing exactly what had been on her mind. Although he’d been able to read her like a wellworn book years ago, she hoped she wasn’t as transparent anymore.
Deil’s whinny startled her, and Cait turned to see a rattletrap buckboard rolling into the yard. A familiar frumpy ?gure hauled back on the reins, and Cait smiled warmly at the old woman.
“Whoa, you worthless sack of spit,” the woman cussed at her swaybacked mule.
“Good morning to you, too, Beulah.” Cait grinned as she strolled toward the wagon.
Beulah Grisman shook a gnarled ?nger down at her. “Don’t you be sassin’ your elders, young lady.”
Beulah slapped at her patched and faded skirt, and sent a small column of dust rising from her lap, inciting a raspy cough. She waved a blueveined hand in front of her face, and her ?t subsided. She adjusted her ?oppy hat, held by a scarf tied beneath her chin, then glanced around and spotted Win approaching from the corral.
Beulah grabbed the doublebarreled shotgun in the wagon’s box and aimed it at Win before Cait could explain his presence. “Who’s this varmint?” the old woman demanded.
Although the shotgun barrel didn’t waver, Win didn’t seem to notice. He swept off his hat and met Beulah’s suspicious gaze. “Win Taylor, ma’am.”
Beulah’s lips pursed and her eyebrows beetled. “This Injun a friend of yours, Cait?”
Cait’s mouth gaped. Although she knew Win was part Indian, she’d known him for so long that she didn’t even notice the characteristics he’d inherited from his mother’s halfCheyenne side. It was just part of who he was. But the way Beulah said
From her lofty perch on the buckboard, Beulah spat a stream of tobacco toward Win, narrowly missing his boot. “Ain’t nobody, not even someone like him, can break that stallion.”
“I’m betting I can,” Win said. “My pa was the best and he taught me all he knew.”
“He’s right,” Cait said. Although she didn’t owe Win anything, past loyalties were hard to break.
The whitehaired woman studied Win from head to toe, then lowered her shotgun. “He’s got nice teeth, I’ll give him that, and he ain’t too hard on the eyes neither.”
Cait had to admit Beulah was right on both counts.
“Thank you, ma’am,” Win said drolly.
“But that don’t mean I trust you. My ma always said you can trust a purty man as far as you can trust a sidewindin’ rattlesnake.” Beulah continued to eye Win suspiciously.
His eyes twinkled with amusement.
“What’re you doing here, Beulah?” Cait asked, hoping to sidetrack her.
Beulah raised her eyebrows. “We was goin’ into town to pick up supplies, remember?”
Since Cait lived along the route Beulah took into town, they often went in together. “I’m sorry. I forgot today was town day. Why don’t you come in for some coffee while I clean up?”
“Don’t mind if I do.” The older woman stood and gripped the edge of the seat to climb down from the wagon.
“Let me help, ma’am.” Win took hold of Beulah’s elbow.
“I’m old, not crippled,” Beulah muttered, but accepted Win’s help.
Accustomed to Beulah’s cussed independence, Cait was surprised she didn’t shake off Win’s hand. Although Beulah had to be seventy years old or more, her spryness belied her age. Cait had always taken for granted that Beulah would never change, but the years weren’t slowing down for either of them.
“Thanks,” Beulah said grudgingly.
He merely touched the brim of his hat, then turned to Cait. “I’m going back to work with Deil.”
“Be careful.” The words were out before Cait could stop her tongue.
Win smiled warmly and creases appeared at the corners of his eyes. “Yes, ma’am.”
He sauntered toward the corral, and Cait couldn’t help but admire his animallike grace.
“Pull them calf eyes back into your head, girl,” Beulah scolded.
Cait’s cheeks heated with embarrassment, although her body’s uncomfortable warmth was triggered by something she thought she’d never feel again. Especially for him. “He’s an old friend of Pa’s,” she murmured.
Beulah cackled with laughter. “Iffen you think he’s old, you’d best get some spectacles, girl.” She sobered and wistfulness eased the weathered lines in her face. “My husband was as handsome as the day was long, too, but he didn’t have no backbone like that Taylor feller.”
They entered the cabin and Cait poured Beulah a cup of coffee from the pot on the stove. Beulah had never talked about a husband, so Cait was fascinated by the glimpse into her friend’s past.
“What happened to him?”
Beulah shrugged. “Got up one morning and he was gone. Skedaddled like some skunk in a chicken coop. Left me alone, without even a young’un.”
No wonder Beulah had understood all those years ago-she’d been left high and dry by a man, too.
“You gonna ?ap your mouth all morning or you gonna change so we can get goin’ before the sun gets too hot?” Beulah’s characteristic grumpiness returned.
Cait entered the only other room of the cabin and quickly slipped off her everyday shirt, replacing it with a clean blue gingham one. As she buttoned it, she wondered what Beulah would do if she discovered Win was the one who’d driven Cait to accept Beulah’s help all those years ago. Beulah would more than likely give him a piece of her mind, and maybe some buckshot in that ?nelooking ass. While tucking in her shirttails, Cait laughed silently at the image that thought conjured. Win deserved that and more for what he’d done to her. Maybe it wouldn’t have been so bad if… She curved her arms around her waist as the humor faded.
Cait glanced up and caught sight of herself in the rectangular mirror hung on a nail on the wall. Dark smudges beneath her eyes made her appear haggard. She’d long ago given up on trying to gain the attention of a man, yet the thought of Win seeing her look so worn out made her wonder if he was now glad he’d ridden away that spring morning so long ago.
Loneliness-a constant companion since her father died and, if she was honest with herself, for years previous- ached like a sore tooth. She’d lost her best friend as well as her ?rst lover when Win had left her. Surprisingly, it wasn’t the physical loving, but the companionship she’d missed the most. Not that she didn’t have a woman’s needs, but she could deal better with those than the loss of Win’s friendship. How could she not hate the person who’d made her suffer through hell alone?
“The past is gone. You’ve made your bed and now you have to lie in it,” she said to her re?ection. She reached out to touch the mirror’s surface. “Even if it’s a cold, lonely one.”
“What’re you doin’-dressin’ for a ball?” Beulah asked from the other room.
“I’ll be ready in a minute.”
After a careless sweep of her hairbrush, Cait joined Beulah.
“In all the years I knowed you, I never seen you gussy up for a feller,” Beulah commented with a knowing smirk.
Heat ?lled Cait’s cheeks. Beulah was right. If Win hadn’t been there, she wouldn’t have changed just to ride into town to buy supplies. People were accustomed to her unfeminine clothing and wouldn’t have looked twice.
“My shirt was dirty,” Cait said, not meeting Beulah’s gaze.
Beulah’s snort echoed in the cabin as Cait grabbed her shopping list.
Outside, Cait found Win standing inside a corner of the corral. It was the ?rst time there was no barrier between Win and Deil since the stallion had tried to kill him. Her heart collided with her throat. “Get out of there,” she whispered hoarsely.
Beulah wrapped her bony ?ngers around Cait’s elbow. “He ain’t your pa,” the older woman said in a low voice.
“No, but Deil’s already tried to kill him once.”
“I’ve heard tell of Injuns who can talk to horses. That Taylor looks like he may be one of ’em.”
“Maybe, but I’m not leaving while he’s in the corral with that devil.” Cait crossed to the pen and stood there, the block of fear growing in her throat. She forced herself to watch Win, and thought Beulah might be right. Deil’s ears were pricked forward, as if listening intently to Win’s voice, and there didn’t seem to be any murderous intent in the stallion’s stance. Could those previous days when Win had talked until he lost his voice ?nally be making an
