“What else do you know about Ecstasy?” Margery said.
Like everyone in South Florida, Helen considered herself an expert on street drugs. “It gives you endless energy,” she said. “You can dance all night. It makes your teeth clench, so some people use suckers to relieve that symptom. Jason had a bunch in his car.”
“Is it addictive?”
“I guess so,” Helen said.
“How?” Margery said. “Does it mellow you out like pot? Does it make you crazy like angel dust? Do you try to fly off buildings like with LSD? Or do you think you’re putting a stake through a vampire’s heart when you’re really killing the mother of the bride?”
“I don’t know,” Helen said. “But I’d better find out. Could you drop me off at the library? I have time to do some Ecstasy research before I go to work.”
“I’ll go with you,” Margery said. “After you do your research, we’ll see Jason and check him for scratches.”
“He won’t be at the theater until six,” Helen said.
“Who said anything about the theater? You can get home addresses on the Net.”
I’m losing my edge, Helen thought. Too much time with chiffon, not enough with computers. “Glad somebody’s thinking,” she said. “We have a good chance of catching him at home before noon. Drug dealers are rarely early risers.”
Helen put her name on the computer list at the library. Twenty minutes later, she was typing in “Ecstasy addiction.”
“Bingo,” she said. “This article says X users may encounter problems similar to amphetamine and coke users, including addiction.”
Helen scrolled down the story. “Wow. Jason is using it for sure. Listen to this: “ ‘The designer drug Ecstasy, or MDMA, causes long-lasting damage to brain areas that are critical for thought and memory. . . . Researchers found that four days of exposure to the drug caused damage that persisted six to seven years later.’ No wonder Jason was dropping lines in
“That boy’s in big trouble,” Margery said. “Actors depend on their memory for their living.”
“Here’s a list of where to get help,” Helen said. “Florida has a major rehab industry. Jeez. Clean doesn’t come cheap. A top rehab center costs as much as a good college.”
Margery checked her watch. “Your computer time is about up. Did you look up Jason’s home address?”
“Yes. He lives in a town house in Dania,” Helen said.
Half an hour later, Margery pulled her white whale of a car into The Gardens at San Andrino. Florida developers loved to give subdivisions splendid names. The semi-Spanish town houses had an impressive entrance and a velvety green lawn.
“Margery, paranoia is a symptom of Ecstasy addiction,” Helen said. “Jason may think the two of us are ganging up on him. I’d better talk to him alone. Would you mind waiting in the car?”
“OK. I can grab a smoke. If you’re not out in fifteen minutes, I’m coming in after you.”
Margery sounded like a late-night movie, but Helen felt a little safer. Jason had a nasty streak for a guy taking a huggy drug.
Jason’s town house was one of six set around a tropical courtyard. Helen knocked on his door. No answer. She knocked harder and a voice called out, “I’m coming. I’m coming.”
Jason swung open the door and blinked at the bright light. His face was puffy from sleep, but startlingly handsome. He wore a blue velvet robe and nothing else. His chest was perfectly tanned and toned. Helen wondered if he waxed it.
Jason’s beauty was only skin deep. He had an ugly mouth. “I said I didn’t want to talk to you, bitch,” he snarled. “Beat it.”
A small, determined woman in her sixties came out two doors down. She stood on her porch, cell phone in hand, and glared at Jason.
Helen lowered her voice. “You can invite me in for five minutes or I can tell your neighbor there how you make your money. I don’t think she’ll be happy living by a drug dealer.”
Jason reluctantly opened the door. His right wrist was wrapped in an Ace bandage.
Helen waved at the woman as she stepped through the door. Her protector nodded but didn’t budge from her porch or put away her cell phone. Good. She’d be listening for sounds of mayhem.
The cold air hit Helen immediately. It was like walking into an upright freezer. She caught a glimpse of a kitchen sink piled with dirty pots. That was the last normal sight in the town house.
The living-room walls were covered with dark blue velvet. The couches were dark velvet, too, a fabric way too warm for Florida. No wonder Jason had the air-conditioning set at subzero.
Midnight-blue curtains blocked the light. In the soft velvety darkness, the white marble fireplace had a graveyard glow. Over the mantel, in place of a picture, was a flat-screen TV.
Helen felt like she was trapped inside a jewelry box. The dark velvet made Jason’s green eyes glow like emeralds. His face was cold white stone. He made a grab for Helen’s arm, but she stepped back and put a velvet chair between them. She picked up a black marble candlestick from the mantel and hefted it.
“Nice,” she said. “And heavy.”
Jason backed off. “All right, bitch. What are you doing here?”
“What happened to your wrist?” Helen said.
“I sprained it during a sword fight at rehearsal,” he said.
Helen saw blood spots on the bandage. Sprains didn’t bleed. “When did that happen?” she said.
“None of your frigging business. You want to tell me what this is about?”
“I saw your performance as Richard.”
“And you came by for my autograph?” A nasty sneer disfigured his face.
Helen knew how to wipe it off. “You’re losing your memory.”
He shrugged. “It happens to actors.”
“It happens to X users,” Helen said. “Ecstasy destroys memory. You’re using your product.”
His Adam’s apple bobbed up and down. He opened his mouth to deny it, then burst out with, “I didn’t know it did that. Nobody told me. I didn’t find out until too late. At first, all I knew was X gave me energy. I could rehearse till midnight, then party till dawn. I felt like a god. I’d discovered the secret of the universe. The other actors were working shit jobs and struggling to pay their bills. X made me all this money. It gave me all this energy.”
“Then it took it.” Helen said.
“It took everything.” Jason’s voice was sticky with self-pity. Were those tears in his eyes? He’d gone from threats to tears in eighty seconds. If he’d shown that range onstage, he’d have been a great actor. He had no trouble remembering his lines for
“Ecstasy took my memory. I started dropping my lines. It took my confidence. People talked about me behind my back.”
“Paranoia is a symptom of addiction,” Helen said.
“I saw that Web site, too.” That sneer again, a rictus of hate. But Helen remembered something else from the Web site. The last piece fell into place.
“That’s why you were all over Kiki at the rehearsal. You wanted her to bankroll your rehab. A good rehab center would cost you twenty thousand bucks.”
“She owed it to me as an artist. She had the money. It was nothing to her.”
“Wrong, Jason. Money is everything to the very rich. They want value for their money. What could you give her?”
“What do you think?” He thrust his pelvis forward. Helen prayed the robe stayed closed. She’d seen enough of Jason. “Where would an old bitch like her find a young stud like me?”
Helen laughed. “Boys like you are on every street in Florida. Kiki had her boy toys drive her Rolls. Besides, she wouldn’t hand you the cash. She’d make you crawl until you hated her and hated yourself—then you wouldn’t get the money, after all. That’s what she did to her chauffeurs.”
Jason petted his velvet sleeves. “Do you think it’s easy selling X? There’s not that much money. I don’t have a Miami penthouse and a Mercedes. I’m in Dania, driving an Eclipse. It’s not even a convertible.”
