And so I built the greatest ship our science could produce: the Phoenix Exultant, a hollow streamlined spearpoint a hundred kilometers from stem to stern, with all her hollow hull filled up with antimatter fuel, and her hull of chrysadmantium, this same invulnerable substance in which you see me clad, made one artificial atom at a time, at tremendous expense. The fuel-to-mass ratio is such that near-light speeds can be maintained. But the College of Hortators feared...'
'I know what they feared. They feared war. War in heaven.'
'How do you know this, sir? Do you know the Hortators?'
'I know war.'
'Who are you?'
'You ask too soon; your tale is not yet told.'
'Ah ... yes. Where was I, Rhadamanthus?-er.' Phaethon winced for a moment, then recovered himself. 'Ahem. So the ship was built. No other vessel like her has ever been launched. For example, in a mean average burn of fifty-one gravities acceleration, if maintained for a decade and a half, assuming a mean density of one particle per cubic kilometer in the intervening medium, and adjusting for radiant back pressure created by heat loss due to friction, the vessel is able to reach a speed of...'
'I do not need to hear the ship specifications.'
'But that is the most interesting part!'
'And yet I am your host. Continue the tale, Phaethon Zero.'
'The College of Hortators threatened to ostracize me if I launched the Phoenix Exultant. Since flight to even nearby stars would be a deeper and longer exile than any they could impose, I laughed their threats to scorn. The threat fell where I did not expect. I was in the process of launching the ship on her maiden voyage, when my wife, whose frail courage was overcome (for she was sure I would die in interstellar space), drowned herself. I reacted with rage, and broke into the crypt where her dreaming body is kept. Atkins, the military-human interface, was called up out of old archive storage ... but you know who he is.'
'I know him. Part of me lives in him.'
'Atkins was called, and threw me on my face. The College of Hortators denounced me; the expense of the Phoenix Exultant bankrupted me; my father died in a solar storm, died trying to save my vessel, docked at Mercury station, from harm. I suppose I should tell this in a better order ...'
'You have engaged my interest. Continue.'
'The result was that the College agreed not to exile me if I agreed to forget about my ship. My father's relic was woken out of Archive, and I had to forget he was not my father, because the event of the death was connected to the memory of the ship.'
'Father? You are a biological puritan? Your father bore you?'
'Pardon me. He is my sire. I was constructed out of his mnemonic templates. I am using the word 'father' as a metaphor. We Silver-Grey are traditionalists, and we believe that certain specific human emotional relationships, such as family love, should be maintained even when no longer needed. We are devoted to the idea that... hmph ... perhaps I should be saying, 'they are' or 'I was,' shouldn't I?'
The vulture heads stared at him, yellow eyes unblinking, and said nothing.
'In any event, I also had to forget the drowning of my wife, whose suicide was caused, after all, also by my ship. This was on the eve of the celebrations.'
'Again you use the phrase metaphorically ... ?'
'Do you mean 'wife'? She really is my wife, joined to me by sacred vow. 'Suicide'? I suppose that is a metaphor. She is dead to reality. Her brain information exists in a fictional computerized dreamscape with no outside access permitted; her memories were altered to divorce all knowledge of real things from her. I know of no way to wake her; she did not leave any code words for me.'
'It is indeed a metaphor, my young aristocrat. In earlier times, and even now, among the poor, death is not a thing we can afford merely to play at, or use an elegant machine to imitate. But no matter: I know what next occurred. All the millions in the Golden Oecumene agreed to forget as well, in order that the danger of star travel pass them by; and those who would not agree at first were pressured, or bribed, or browbeaten by the College of Hortators. As the ranks grew of those who had agreed to the redaction, those few who held out, found that they had fewer and fewer friends; and only those who would not or could not attend your celebration and transcendence still remembered you. Much hate fell on you, before your deed was forgotten, by those who blamed you for the need to make themselves forget.'
'Interesting. I did not know that aspect of it.'
'The pressure from the Hortators was greater among the poor, who have no avenue to resist such potent social forces; in the last days before the celebration started, you were indeed not well liked among the humbler members of the Oecumene.'
'I met one of them. I think. An old man. I mean, a man who had suffered physical decay and entropic disintegration of his biochemical systems-he had white hair and ossified joints. I don't know who he was. He is the one who first told me that Phaethon of Rhadamanth was not who he thought he was-I was not who I thought I was. And yet he knew me well enough to know how I typically dressed; he knew enough about how I programmed my sense-filter, to use an override trick and escape from my perception. That is what started this all.
'I shut off my sense-filter to look for the old man, and instead found an Eremite from Neptune, a shapeless, shape-changing amoeboid in shapeless, shape-changing armor of crystal blue. The Neptunian approached and introduced himself as Xenophon. I had worked with the Neptunians while building my ship, and I knew many of them-this was an imposter of some sort, trying to get me to resume my old memories.'
'Why?'
'To get my ship, I think. Certain Neptunians were clients and partners of mine during the ship construction. Friends, even. From somewhere they got the money to buy out the debts I owed the Peers, so mat if I defaulted, the ship would go to them, rather than to my creditors. Meanwhile Xenophon was controlling the other Neptunians. The arbitrator, you see, had placed my ship in receivership ...'
'I do not know the term.'
'Bankruptcy. Hock. Pawned.'
'Understood. Go on.'
'Xenophon tried to pretend he was a friend of mine, to get me to open my memory casket and resume my old life. This would have triggered the injunctions established by the College of Hortators, my loans would automatically default, and the debts I owed the Seven Peers would now be owed to the Neptunians, debts for which the Phoenix Exultant stood as surety. In other words, after my default, the Phoenix Exultant would end up in the hands of Xenophon rather than the Seven Peers.'
'Who are they?'
'How can you know who an obscure historical figure like Atkins is, but not know who the Seven Peers are?'
'I do not move in your social circles, Phaethon.'
'The Peers are a private combination of monopolists who have made a number of agreements, and who coordinate their efforts, in order to maintain their wealth and prestige. Gannis of Jupiter, who makes the supermetals; Vafnir of Mercury, who makes antimatter for powerhouses; Wheel-of-Life, who runs ecological transformation nexi; Helion stops solar flares; Kes Sennec organizes the scientific and semantic pursuits of the Invariants and controls the Uniform Library of the Cities in Space; the Eleemosynary Composition runs translation formats; Orpheus grants eternal life.'
'Oh. Them. They are not monopolists. Your laws allow other efforts and businesses to compete against them. In my day, those who opposed the grants of the General Coordination Commissariat were sent to the Absorption Chamber, and members were swapped between the compositions.'
'The Commissariat was abolished before the end of the Era of the Fourth Mental Structure. You cannot possibly be so old as that. That was over many thousands of years before immortality was discovered.'
'Second Immortality. The Compositions have a collective immortality of memory-records. Individual members die, but the mass-mind continues.'
'Are you part of the Eleemosynary Composition?'
'It is not yet time for me to speak. Finish your tale. Xenophon tricked you, and you opened your memories?'
