He had called her Diantha the night before. And for a moment, in that moment, he had truly frightened her.
“Slightly lost?”
“Possibly.” Another silence, washed by the steady stream of rain about them and punctuated by Mrs. Polley’s snores.
“Probably lost?”
“Yes.”
“What shall we do about it, then?”
He glanced up and she realized that she missed his eyes when he did not look at her. She drank in the profile of his jaw and the contours of his mouth. Droplets of rain fell from his hat brim onto his coat.
“Mrs. Polley is sodden to the bone,” she continued, because speaking was considerably easier than contemplating his mouth and wishing for things she could not have, “and I think Owen is sleeping as he walks.”
“It will be best to find a place to hide for a bit.”
“To ‘hide’?” He did not strike her as the sort of man who hid. From anything.
“To take shelter.”
The rain fell heavily now, silencing all but itself. But he also did not seem the sort to shy from bad weather.
“Oh,” she said. “For my safety from Mr. Eads.”
Back to no reply again.
“But you said he agreed to allow you to assist me on my quest because of a tragedy having to do with his sister and a brothel.”
“That was before you rode out of town on his horse.”
Her hands jerked on the reins and the big roan snorted.
“You stole—” She glanced back at her sleeping companion and lowered her voice. “You stole his horse?”
“It was Eads or the law.”
“Hm. I see. Given the policy on troublesome wives in that town, one might not hope to meet with justice over the theft of a carriage and pair.”
“My thought precisely.”
“Probably a good one. You don’t think he will turn us in to the authorities?”
“I believe he will wish to avoid the authorities altogether.”
She looked over her shoulder. The road behind was swathed in gray. “Perhaps we should pick up our pace a bit?”
“Or take shelter off the road where Eads will not look.”
“Perhaps you’re right. My available time is already growing short and we have had to make more detours than I like. It would be silly to advance yet farther. How far is Bristol from here?”
“Several days’ ride.”
“And perhaps the man in brown has confederates too. I would not want to run afoul of any more of your enemies.”
“It cannot be wondered at.”
“It would further delay us.”
Finally the slight smile shaped his mouth. Diantha could not look away, her insides all tangled again.
“Why are you smiling now? You have not smiled at me all day, which cannot be wondered at, of course. But I cannot imagine now that this is a good sign.”
He drew the horse to a halt. “The rain is worsening. I will send Owen ahead to scout out a place to rest for the night.”
“An inn upon this deserted road? And you did not answer my question.”
He glanced at their companions approaching from behind. “An inn may be too much to expect.”
“A farm then.” She could not ask if they would once again pretend to be married.
He seemed thoughtful. “I would encourage you to come down from there and rest while he goes ahead if it weren’t for the mud and the prospect of Eads catching up.”
“I would come down if Owen would take the opportunity to ride. Or you.”
The smile lingered at one corner of his mouth. “You think infrequently of yourself.”
“What on earth do you mean? I’ve done nothing but think of myself since I left Brennon Manor.” Especially with him, begging for kisses when he told her not to.
His regard shifted to Ramses trotting ahead on the narrow road, his coat a matted mass, then again to Owen and Mrs. Polley. “You adopt strays,” he said beneath the rattle of the rain.
“They needed our help, and we needed theirs.”
“Not precisely.” His eyes seemed to glimmer now. “Why do you do it? Do you intend to save the world from its ills, one lost soul at a time?”
He did not tease. She could see this. His voice held a desolate note that burrowed into her and made her feel achy again, but not like the night before. This ache was different.
“Give me your hand, Mr. Yale.”
His gaze arrested. He did not move.
“Please,” she said more quietly, her voice nearly lost in the rain.
He did as she asked, offering his hand, palm up. She brought hers beneath it and through her sodden gloves felt his heat so that, within, she stirred.
“Your hands are large and strong. You are accustomed to doing with them what you will. With very little effort, I suspect, you have an effect upon others.” She could no longer hold his gaze. She laid her other hand upon his, matching palm to palm, fingers to fingers. “My hands are quite small, as you can see. I can do very little of effect. But what little I am able to do, I will always try to do.” Wresting her courage from her soaked shoes, she lifted her gaze. He drew a visible breath.
“Hem.” Galahad appeared beside them, Mrs. Polley staring pointedly from the saddle.
Mr. Yale’s hand slipped from hers.
“Owen, walk a pace with me up the road while I apprise you of our—” He glanced at her. “—plan.” He set his hand on the boy’s bony shoulder and the two moved away.
Mrs. Polley glared after them. Of course, she would glare much more pointedly if she had any idea that the hand he’d just allowed Diantha to hold had been up her skirts the night before.
She sighed. “I do wish you would cease looking at him as though he were a villain intent on my ruination. He has no such designs.” Would that he did. Teresa had told her there were many duties gentlemen expected of their wives, other men’s wives, opera singers, and an occasional French maid. Diantha thought she had discovered one of those duties last night while pressed up against his bedchamber wall. She wanted to discover more but that, unfortunately, was not in his program. “He merely wishes to help me, you know.”
“I’ll not be saying what I think his true intentions are, or not,” her companion said with a wag of her head, bonnet spewing water in all directions. “But I’ll warn you, miss, gentlemen with a dark look like that one do only what’s to their advantage.”
“Well don’t we all? I think you will soon come to see your mistake.”
Mr. Yale came toward them, alone now. “He is looking for a dry refuge ahead.”
Mrs. Polley clucked her tongue disapprovingly. “There’s nothing dry for miles, sir. You’ve brought us into Noah’s flood.”
“I am sorry for your discomfort, ma’am.” He stroked down the filly’s neck with quiet care. Diantha’s insides went wobbly. He looked up and found her staring at him, and his eyes shaded. “No doubt we will find shelter soon.”
Three quarters of an hour of green hills and muddy road later, Owen reappeared.
“Found a house ahead, back from the road.” He glanced at her with a shy smile. “It’s a grand place, miss. Looks like a church. But there’s no one about. Knocked on all the doors and the gatehouse.” He was speaking English for her sake, and she smiled in return. His cheeks bloomed with red spots beneath his pallor. Even he was tired, all of them weary of the rain, Diantha’s teeth chattering and Mrs. Polley’s face pale.
