Mr. Yale proffered the deck to Emily. “Will you take the first deal, ma’am?”
She distributed the cards. Warmth from the huge fire curled through the chamber, doors and shades closed tight to the cold without, and through a crack in the draperies the sparkling night shone dark. Lord Blackwood took a seat beside Kitty and she allowed herself to look at his hands as he took up his cards. Large hands, and beautifully capable of all sorts of things.
He wanted her to cast herself at him again. She was not a woman of loose morals, no matter what the gossips said. Naively she had given herself to Lambert in love—in what she had thought to be love. But Lambert Poole had never made her heart race by simply sitting beside her. She had never watched his hands and imagined them on her. She had never watched his hands at all.
They played cards. All went well for some time, except for Kitty’s nerves strung end-to-end.
Points were counted and Emily laid down the final trick.
“My lord,” she said, “did your brother fall in battle?”
The earl did not look up from his hand. “Nae, miss.”
Slowly Mr. Yale slewed his gaze across the chamber to the foyer. Kitty followed. No one stood there, but a cool filter of air seemed to twine about her now. She did not believe in ghosts, but Emily would persist in speaking of one.
“That is a pity,” Emily said. “I understand many soldiers succumbed to disease, especially in Spain.”
“He wisna in Spain when he passed, maleddy.”
Mr. Yale laid down a card. The earl placed his on the table. Kitty followed.
“Our hand, my lord.” Emily’s brows lifted. “Then where did he perish?”
“In Lunnon, miss. ’Twas a duel that teuk him.”
She blinked behind gold-rimmed spectacles. “I do hope his opponent was duly punished.”
He regarded her for a moment, then his mouth crept up at one edge. But there was no pleasure in the smile.
“He wis.”
Mr. Yale leaned back in his chair and seemed to contemplate the empty glass at his elbow.
“Blackwood, old chap,” he said in an oddly slow voice, “you have emptied my pockets.”
“Wadna be the first time.”
Mr. Yale stood. “I’m wrapped up for the evening, then.” He bowed. “Ladies, I bid you adieu on this holiest of nights.” He went upstairs.
Emily counted coins. “We did quite well for ourselves, my lord. How gratifying, although I suppose game is like that, of course, or otherwise sensible people would not be so taken with it. My father and mother certainly are, but they are not sensible and I believe they do it mostly to appear fashionable.” Her brow furrowed more deeply than usual. She stood. “Kitty, Mr. Yale’s departure has effectively ended our play. Will you go to bed now?”
Kitty’s stomach leaped with jitters.
“I will be up shortly, Marie.” The reply of a Jezebel, but an hour sitting beside him had made its mark on her senses. Emily peered at the contents of her purse with apparent displeasure and went up.
Lord Blackwood seemed to study the empty stair while Kitty’s insides did pirouettes. Slowly his gaze came to her.
“Whit are ye doing wi’ that bairn, lass?”
So much said in so few words. He was master at it. Kitty now understood that. Fools did not speak succinctly, wise men did. Kitty had few unwed friends in society. Most mothers did not allow their daughters her company.
“I realize it must seem that Lady Emily and I have little in common. But she is not a child, only young and disinterested in niceties. And she is concerned about her visit with her parents. They intend to betroth her to a most unsuitable gentleman.”
“Dae they?”
“One of their cronies. Not an appropriate match for a girl like Emily. So you see that distresses her. But she is quite lovely under normal circumstances.” Kitty paused, during which time his gaze remained level on the surface but the glint within it moved her inside. “And coming here with her offered me opportunity,” she said rather more quickly than she liked.
He lifted a brow.
“For running away,” she whispered.
His eyes seemed to still.
“Nou, frae whit woud a wumman the likes of ye be needing tae rin awa?”
Kitty’s mouth opened, then closed. Could he understand, as he had seemed to understand that night three years earlier? That she did not want to have her existence linked with Lambert Poole’s any longer?
For an eternal stretch of moments, he said nothing. Then:
“Care for anither game, maleddy?”
Kitty drew a long breath. Sat back in her chair. Adjusted her skirt.
“I haven’t any money left. You are a sharp, my lord. But that is to be expected.” She could not entirely meet his eye.
“Niver cheated a day in ma life. But tae be fair, lass, A’ll give ye the chance tae win it back.”
“I said I haven’t the funds for it. Weren’t you listening?”
“Ta’every word.” He had listened when she begged him to kiss her when he did not wish to. Twice.
On the surface his eyes looked lazy. Within, that hint of steel flickered. It did not seem cold now, but molten as it had been beneath the stair. “Wi’ or wi’out money, ye’ve still got something A’d care tae win.”
She waited.
He rumbled, “Those fine garments ye’ve got on.”
Kitty stared, mouth agape, a wild flutter of nerves tangling about her middle.
“My
Apparently she was, as ever, quite a pathetically naive fool.
“Ye lose a hand, A tak a piece. Ye win a hand…” A grin curved the corner of his gorgeous mouth.
“Is this what I have brought upon myself then?” Her tone sounded diffident without any effort, her breaths shallow, and someplace in her chest wretchedly flat. “A game played by rogues in hells?”
“The idea intrigues ye.”
“You are actually serious.” He was not a gentleman. She had imagined all the rest, his silent understanding and his honor. It was almost a relief to know it. It mattered nothing at all what he had said beneath the stair about Poole. He simply wanted her to remove her clothes before him and perhaps more. That was all.
It surprised Kitty how horrid that realization felt, in the very pit of her stomach, and how much she wanted to play his scandalous game, even so. Perhaps the gossips knew her better than she knew herself. Perhaps she was a wanton. Perhaps she always had been.
“Ye look warm.”
“What?”
“Yer cheeks are pink.” Deliciously pink. And her eyes glimmered with muted thrill beneath the mask of sophistication.
“They are not.” But she slipped her slender hands over her cheeks and her lips parted. Leam could taste those lips, sweet cherries and wood smoke, and glimpse the pink flash of temptation within. He wanted that tongue wrapped around his again and at present he did not care what he must do to ensure it.
“Well, I suppose they are,” she conceded. “But it isn’t to be wondered at.”
“For a wumman like ye, lass, it isna.”
She regarded him warily. And well she might. He should not have spoken so. That libertine arse Poole be damned, Kitty Savege was a lady, and she deserved to be treated as one, which he had not been doing since she set foot in this inn. Of course she hadn’t helped matters any.
But it was far too late for regrets. He was already damned, and she with him. Folly’s fool knew no