When a Scot Loves a Lady

“My lady, I must take leave of your hospitality now. I have had a delightful time.”

“Boredom can be so amusing,” the countess murmured.

Kitty curtsied. “Good day, my lady. Mama, my lord.”

She fled.

Alex’s footman let her in through her front door, his black and gold livery neat as a pin. Kitty deposited her cloak, bonnet, and gloves with him, and climbed the elegant stair to the parlor.

The house was nearly empty. Over the holiday Alex and Serena had purchased a larger residence two blocks away, in anticipation of the baby. Kitty and her mother were to remove to the new house within the fortnight. For the time being that left Kitty without any company.

Perhaps she merely needed a good book. Distraction might help, although it had not in a month.

Clearly she needed a change. She could hire a companion and go to France. Everyone said Paris was pleasant in the spring. She could simply run away again, then again and again until old age or some tragic accident took her.

She opened the glass door to the bookcase and ran her fingertips along gilded bindings. Her hand arrested on a volume. She plucked it out. A History of the Fractious Clans of Scotland should be interesting reading. She would instruct the footman she was not available to callers and lose herself in the pages.

She set the book on a table, threw herself down into a chair much as Emily might, and draped an arm over her eyes. This simply would not do. She would never be cured of her infatuation if she continually fed it.

She squared her shoulders and grabbed up the book to reshelve. The footman appeared at the door.

“My lady, a gentleman is calling. I invited him to wait in the drawing room.”

She pressed the volume into its slot and closed the case, endeavoring not to notice the footman’s Meaningful Glance. Over the past few years the servants had all grown wretchedly familiar in the matter of her gentlemen callers. The housekeeper, Mrs. Hopkins, had taken to letting Kitty know of which gentlemen she particularly approved.

“Thank you, John. Please remain on the landing.” She smoothed her hands over her hair and down her skirts, then went through the short passageway into the adjoining chamber. The Earl of Blackwood stood in her drawing room.

Quite simply, she lost the ability to speak.

His eyes were not hooded. His hair was a bit long over the collar, but he was clean-shaven. His coat, waistcoat, and breeches were exceedingly elegant, of excellent quality and the finest cut, his boots shining, and his expression perfectly benign. There were no dogs in sight.

“Good afternoon.” He bowed, a graceful gesture without a hint of affectation. “I trust I find you well, ma’am.”

“You do.” She could manage no more. Not a curtsy or another word. She had never imagined he would come to her, and certainly not looking and sounding like this. He held his hat and riding crop in one hand as though he did not intend to remain long.

“May I inquire after your injury?”

Injury?

“The wound on your arm,” he provided.

Oh. “It is fine.” She could not think. But he allowed only a moment’s pause.

“I have come seeking your assistance. I can only hope that despite circumstances you will consider rendering it.”

“Circumstances?” The syllables required effort.

“The circumstance of my having withheld from you the truth.”

Kitty clasped her hands before her to still their shaking. “What is the truth, my lord?”

“That for several years I have been an agent of the crown in secrecy, playing a role to do my work.

I have recently given that up, save for one final loose end that must be knotted now. It is that task for which I seek your aid.”

She knew not whether to scream or laugh or cry. Emotions battered.

“You are a spy?”

“Were. And no. The organization of which I was a member sought out missing persons of great importance whose retrieval required particular discretion. We gathered information only to find those persons.” He spoke as though discussing the time of day, while Kitty’s world spun.

“That is nonsensical. How would playing that role have assisted you in gaining information?”

He held her gaze steadily. “You trusted me.”

She had. With her body.

He was known as a flirt, an affable cretin, but a handsome one. How many women before her had imagined him to be perfectly innocuous? She understood. If he had asked, she might have told him anything.

“No,” he said quietly. “In Shropshire I was not seeking information from you, Kitty. I only maintained the pretense to avoid having to tell you the entire truth, which was not mine to share freely.”

Her heart thundered. But this did not explain why he had not made love to her at Willows Hall. If only she could still her foolish trembling. The deep, unsullied timbre of his voice sent longing into every crevice of her body. Being near him now…

She had dreamed it, foolishly, hopefully—that he would come. But not like this. She had not imagined this.

“I see,” she replied.

“Do you?”

“I suppose I should think it all fantastical. But you haven’t wasted any time in coming to the point of your call today, so I must believe you.”

He moved toward her.

Nerves racing, she pivoted, went to the door, and shut it on John’s curious stare. Leam halted in the middle of the room, his dark eyes darting to the closed panel, then to her face.

She lowered her voice. “I do not understand why for a sennight in Shropshire you did not tell me the truth, but now”—she gestured to the door beyond which the footman sat, then to his elegant clothing—“you seem to be perfectly happy to tell the whole world.”

“I am not at all happy about any of it,” he countered. “I have come to London for one purpose.

When that is settled I intend to return home and none of this”—he lifted his fine silk hat and gestured to the street through the window—“will mean a thing.”

She could no longer meet his distant gaze. She dropped hers to the carpet. Oriental design. Tears would not stain it irreparably. She might feel free to fall apart if he weren’t standing before her.

“Do you know, Leam, I think I preferred the poetry to this plain speaking.”

“It is who I am, Kitty.” His voice sounded taut.

“Then I am astounded to find that I liked the false you better.”

This time when he came toward her she had nowhere to go. She flattened her back to the door and he halted before her, so close it would only require the slightest movement to touch him. He bent his head and spoke quietly above her brow.

“Allow me to discharge the errand with which I have been commissioned, and I will leave you in peace.” He drew a tight breath, the movement of air in the sliver of space between them stirring the locks of hair on her brow. “I pray you, Kitty.”

“All right,” she whispered. “Tell me then. With what do you believe I can assist you?”

His hand fisted about the riding crop. She could not tear her gaze away from the sinewy strength that had touched her with such tenderness and possessive passion.

“You and your mother play cards frequently with the Marquess of Drake and the Earl of Chance. Is this true?”

“Yes. But anybody could tell you that.”

“Officials in the Home Office are seeking information about Chance. They believe you may have something useful to tell them.”