Oh. We were taking turns.
Okay, I could dig that.
“Isis,” I blurted for reasons unknown to me. It just came out.
“Isis,” he whispered, his eyes drifting to her golden head and the way he said those two syllables, I decided that was it. My girl was Isis. Then his eyes came to me. “Why do you name our golden princess this?”
I tilted my head a little as it hit me for the first time that my husband and I shared something weird and pretty freaking cool.
So I replied quietly, “Your parents named you after a god and my parents named me after a goddess. Circe was the goddess of magic. Isis, too, is a goddess. She’s the goddess of motherhood and magic.”
Lahn grinned a grin I liked a whole lot.
Then he whispered, “This pleases me.”
It pleased me too and, damn it all, it pleased me that it pleased him.
I stared into his eyes and whispered back, “Dohno.”
His long, strong arm tightened around his family and his eyes dropped to my mouth. My warmed heart warmed more as my breath caught and my eyes dropped to his. It was coming toward mine. And when our lips touched, his opened and mine didn’t hesitate to do the same nor did the tip of my tongue hesitate moving to touch the sweetness of his and at that touch, warmth rushed through me, strong and unbelievably sweet.
He lifted his head and I knew with one look in his eyes, he’d felt the same.
“I am very proud of you, my golden doe,” he whispered.
“Shahsha,” I whispered back.
“Though,” his lips twitched, “I think the last time you dug your heels in my shoulders it was less an effort to bring our daughter into this world than it was something else.”
He wasn’t wrong about that.
My eyes slid away.
“Circe,” he called and my eyes slid back. Then he shared gently, “There has been only one moment in my life when I have been happier than I am in this one and that was sharing the beauty your magic created while you told me you loved me.” His arm gave us another squeeze. “Thank you, baby.”
I bit my lip as that slid through me warm and sweet as well.
Okay, I was in trouble. I wasn’t going to be able to hold up against this kind of sweet.
Still, the moment warranted it so I couldn’t help but whisper, “You’re welcome, Lahn.”
His eyes warmed further then his head descended so he could brush his lips against my forehead, my temple and then my lips.
Then he settled at my side and urged quietly in my ear, “Rest, my doe. I will hold you and our family safe as you sleep.”
Okay, shit. Shit, shit, shit.
This was beyond sweet. This was beautiful.
“Okay,” I whispered, my arm going tight around the tiny bundles sleeping on my chest, I pulled in a soft breath, let it out on a light sigh and closed my eyes.
A few minutes later, me and my family slept safe in my husband’s strong arm.
* * * * *
I heard his roar, it wasn’t exactly close but it wasn’t far away and my eyes opened.
Soft candlelight lit our room from the four, tall iron holders around the head of our bed. The rest of the room was in darkness but as the shouted words came at me, my eyes drifted over my two swaddled babies resting on their backs in the bed, tucked close to the curve of my body and I tipped my head back on the pillows.
Looking through our room and the opened doors to the bathing room, I saw my husband standing on the balcony, backlit by the bright lights of many torches coming up from the street.
“Your golden warrior queen proves again my claiming her beauty heralds The Golden Dynasty!” Lahn was shouting. “She battled mightily and refused to taste defeat when the fruit of our union, the future of our empire challenged her. As my golden queen always does, she triumphed, bringing forth not one but two heirs planted from my seed in her golden womb!”
An excited, shocked cheer rang out but Lahn spoke over it.
“A strong, warrior prince who will be your future Dax and a beautiful golden princess who will rain beauty and bounty on all Korwahk!”
Another boisterous cheer but again Lahn kept talking right through it.
“Prince Tunahn and Princess Isis sleep in the web of safety woven from my golden queen’s magic and my might, they will grow and flourish until they carry forth our Dynasty for all our people!”
Another cheer and more from Lahn right over it.
“Hail Prince Tunahn! Hail Princess Isis! And hail your golden Queen Circe!”
These cheers rang out, hailing my kids and me but I knew Lahn was done. As usual, he didn’t bask in the frenzy he created. He turned and walked to me.
I watched him move thinking that was laying it on a bit thick but I couldn’t help but like it.
I felt my precious bundles shift and tore my eyes from Lahn to see both my babies were awake and moving in their tight wraps. Tunahn’s movements seemed agitated, even demanding. Isis’s seemed exploratory, her unseeing eyes blinking; she was awake but appeared content.
Lahn’s weight hit the bed even as the cheers continued to ring out and he whispered, “They wish to suckle, kah rahna fauna.”
Oh man.
I nodded thinking I’d have to get used to this so I might as well start now and, wincing, I shifted up to sitting.
Lahn carefully picked up Isis and handed her to me after I pulled the drawstring loose over my breasts.
“Our princess first,” he murmured as I cautiously took her.
I was positioning her, feeling a little weird and a lot embarrassed as I offered my nipple to my daughter and Lahn picked up the fussing Tunahn.
Then, with Tunahn snug in the crook of Lahn’s arm, his other one snaked out, wrapped around my waist and he gently turned me and pulled me and Isis back so we were resting against his solid bulk.
Once there, instantly Isis latched on and started to suck.
I closed my eyes as my milk flowed, nourishing my child with my husband’s strength supporting me and all this slid through me like silk.
I relaxed and cradled my daughter to me. Lahn’s fingers stroked my side soothingly. Tunahn continued to fret.
“Our son will be greedy,” Lahn murmured and I smiled.
Like father like son.
“Maybe, in future, Tunahn should go first. Isis seemed content to wait,” I suggested.
“Me,” Lahn replied. “He took more of your womb and pushed out first. He must now learn patience and sharing.”
This was true, the taking more of my womb part. Tunahn was a healthy little bugger. Isis was dainty in comparison to her brother.
“Okay, Lahn,” I said softly, “you know how to build a warrior.”
“Mm,” he murmured and that slid through me like silk too, “and I look forward to learning how to spoil a princess.”
Man oh man.
Oh man.
I couldn’t stop it and didn’t try; I rested my head on his shoulder and turned it so I could press my temple against his neck. At this, Lahn held on tighter.
When Isis was done, it was Lahn who executed the impossible maneuver of exchanging babies and held Isis and me again while Tunahn fed (he latched on immediately and sucked hard – definitely greedy and knowing what he wanted – therefore definitely his father’s son).
I fell asleep in the middle of it, temple to my husband’s neck, son in my arms and woke up later to a dark
