with the gruff warrior.
She breathed in another deep breath, enjoying the sweet-scented air.
“Oh, look, that’s perfect,” she said, yanking her hand out to point at a rock that jutted over the water’s edge.
The huge boulder was flat on top and afforded a great place to sit and enjoy the view. She eagerly moved forward, leaving the two men behind so she could claim her spot.
She clambered up and stood, gazing over the water and to the opposite bank where mothers pushed baby strollers, there was a dad trying to get a kite up for his son, and there were a few joggers making a circle around the small lake on the worn walking path.
When she glanced back for Cade and Merrick, they were standing just below her, indulgent smiles on their faces as they watched her. She hopped down from the rock to help them spread the blanket on the bank. When the wind kicked up, curling up one of the corners, she plunked the picnic basket down to hold the blanket in place.
“What did you bring to eat?” she asked eagerly.
Merrick chuckled. “You look like a kid in a candy store, baby.”
She grinned, her enthusiasm not at all dampened by his gentle teasing.
Cade drew her in to kiss her forehead and then reached to open the basket.
“I made some kick-ass sandwiches. I brought some chips and sodas, but the piece de resistance? Fudge brownies.”
“Oh my God. Gimme!”
Both men laughed, and Cade snatched the basket up before she could attack.
“Be a good girl and eat your lunch first,” Cade admonished. “No dessert until you’ve cleaned your plate.”
She elbowed him in the ribs and sat down cross-legged, a disgruntled twist to her lips.
Cade chuckled again. “Whoever says pouting doesn’t work clearly hasn’t seen you pout. I’d damn near give you anything with that bottom lip stuck out so prettily.”
Her cheeks warmed, and then she eyed him devilishly. “Does that mean I get to eat dessert first?”
“Dive in,” Cade said.
Merrick shook his head. “What a wuss. You didn’t hold out five seconds against her.”
Elle turned her pout on Merrick and gave him her best impression of doe eyes.
“Ahh, hell, give her the damn brownie,” Merrick grumbled.
Cade burst into laughter, and then Elle followed suit. Merrick grinned good-naturedly and made a grab for one of the sandwiches.
Elle devoured the brownie first, groaning in pleasure the entire time. As she licked the last of the crumbs from her fingers, Cade held out a sandwich to her.
After eating her fill, she eyed another brownie and sighed wistfully.
“I want it, but I’m so stuffed I can’t possibly eat it.”
Then she yawned so broadly that she nearly cracked her jaw.
Cade smiled and patted his leg. “Lie down for a while. Take a nap in the sun. You can eat the brownie when you wake up.”
She reclined between him and Merrick, resting her head on Cade’s thigh and propping her feet over Merrick’s lap. Cade ran his fingers through her hair, smoothing the strands in a soothing rhythm.
Contentment eased through her veins, warming her from the inside out. A lazy, lethargic sensation took hold, a gentle lullaby that had her eyelids fluttering with the effort to stay awake.
Cade’s palm descended over her forehead, and he traced lines from her temple over the curve of her cheek. She lost the battle and closed her eyes, sinking further into the darkness that awaited.
She dreamed of a beach. Warm sand beneath her feet. Waves lapping at her toes. And she was happy. Laughing and smiling.
Firm hands gripped her waist and then went to her arms, sliding down their length until they captured her hands.
There was power in his hold. And it was a man. Someone she knew intimately. She could see the muscles ripple in his chest and forearms. How broad his shoulders were.
And then he kissed her. Hard, deep. Like he knew everything there was to know about her and how she loved to be touched. His hands roamed freely over her body, possessive and demanding.
She wasn’t afraid. She welcomed his touch. She wanted more.
She looked up, straining to make out his features. To put a face to this nameless man who knew her so intimately. She squinted against the sun, blinking as he pushed in close to once again claim her mouth.
She came awake, gasping as the words echoed through her mind. She’d been thinking them. That she loved this man. Someone who was no more than a stranger to her. Or was he? Was he someone from her past?
“Elle? Elle? Are you all right?”
Cade’s voice broke through the haze of confusion surrounding her. She pushed herself upward, warding off his and Merrick’s hands and instead wrapping her arms protectively around her waist, hugging herself tight.
She climbed onto the rock, seeking the warmth of the stone surface as she huddled, knees drawn to her chest, staring out over the water.
What had the dream meant? Had it even been real? Was it a memory tucked away in the dark recesses of her mind, or was it just a dream and nothing more?
She touched her forehead to her knees and closed her eyes, trying to recapture the images from the dream. If she only knew what he looked like. What his name was.
“Elle, baby, talk to us, please,” Merrick said just beside her. “Tell us what’s going on. Did you have a bad dream? Did you remember something?”
How could she say no, it wasn’t a bad dream. It was a
“I don’t know,” she whispered. “I don’t know if it was real.”
“Tell us what it is so we can help you sort it out,” Cade said.
“I wasn’t afraid,” she choked out. “I don’t know if it was a memory or just a random dream.”
“Then why did it upset you so much?” Merrick persisted. “Elle, can you look at us, baby?”
She kept her head down, hot tears sliding down her cheeks. She was a complete head case. Why would such a happy dream cause her so much distress? Shouldn’t she be relieved that someone out there had cared about her? That she’d cared about someone else?
But if she’d been so damn happy, and this man in her dream had cared about her and knew her so intimately, then why had she blocked him out, and why wasn’t he looking for her?
She wiped at her cheeks, not wanting them to see her crying. The muttered curses that echoed so close to her told her she hadn’t been successful.
Strong arms surrounded her, pulling her in close. Merrick tucked her head underneath his chin and rubbed his hand in a small circle over her back.
Disgusted with herself, she muttered, “I ruined the whole day.”
“No you didn’t,” Merrick said quietly. “We still have the day. You slept an hour. Not long at all. We can do whatever you want. If you want to go home, just say the word.”
She shook her head. “I want to stay here with you and Cade. It’s a beautiful day. I don’t want it ruined because I’m a basket case.”
“Shhh,” he admonished. “Just sit here a while until you get your bearings.”
Slowly she raised her head up and gazed over to where Cade stood just beside the rock she and Merrick were sitting on. He was holding a brownie.
Staring at the offering, she teared up all over again. She had the two most wonderful men in the world, and it shouldn’t matter to her who she’d dreamed about.
That was her past. These men were her present. And her future. They were who mattered. Not some faceless, nameless ghost in her past. Someone who could have been the person who’d raped and tried to kill her.
