the tub, picking up the towel and wrapping it around her body. Her hands went to her hair, pushing the tangled mess from her face.
“Oh God, oh God. I did not just do that. I did not just do that!” Her voice was getting louder each time.
“Fuck.” Knox took off his condom, stepping out of the hot tub. “Calm down, Diamond.”
“That’s easy for you to say; this is normal for you. I don’t do shit like this. I am going to lose my license, and I just had sex with two men at the same time.” Diamond had never had an anxiety attack, yet she knew that was exactly where she was headed because of letting her attraction to Knox undermine everything she had worked for years to accomplish.
“You’re not going to lose your license.” Knox tried to reason with her, but it was a lost cause as she started to run to the bathroom for her clothes.
Knox grabbed her around the waist, picking her up and putting her wiggling body over his shoulder. Leaving the room, he went through the gym and up the stairs.
“Have you lost your mind; you’re naked and I am, too,” Diamond screeched.
Knox didn’t stop, just continued through the kitchen where Evie, Raci and Bliss stood with their mouths hanging open. As he carried her through the living room Winter, Beth, Razer and Viper turned from the bar to watch as he continued through the room and up the steps. Diamond buried her face in his back.
“I’m going to kill you for this, Knox. So help me, when you let me down I’m going to kick your ass,” Diamond threatened.
Knox stopped in the hallway, opening his door and carrying her into his bedroom. He stood her wiggling body on the floor by the bed.
“You going to calm down?” Knox asked.
“Fuck you!” Diamond screamed.
“That’s it.” Knox sat down on the side of the bed, pulling Diamond across his lap.
“What do you think you’re doing?” Her bottom was smacked with a large hand.
“Ouch.” Diamond said, hitting his leg with her fists.
“Are you going to calm down so that we can talk?”
“Go to hell!” Diamond tried to bite the side of his leg.
“Woman, you’re going to regret that.” His hand smacked her ass twice more. The swat on her bare bottom stung.
“You bastard.” Swat.
“I’m going to make you eat your nuts!” Swat.
“I’m going to be the one that pulls the switch when they fry your ass.” Swat. Swat. Swat.
“Got any more smart-ass remarks?” Knox’s clenched jaw showed his temper was under control, but he wasn’t going to put up with her hysterics.
“No.”
Knox lifted her up, sitting her on his lap facing him with her knees on the bed beside his hip. His hand buried in her hair, lifting her head so that he could hold her eyes with his own. “You ready to talk?”
“Am I going to get spanked again if I say no?” Diamond asked mutinously.
“Diamond...”
She drew in a deep breath, managing to get her riotous emotions back under control.
“Better?” he asked, a glint of amusement appearing in his eyes. “That’s some temper you have.”
“Yes,” Diamond answered both questions with one word.
“So I take it you were freaked out about Rider?”
Diamond threw him a look that doubted his intelligence.
“Careful, Diamond. How did I know that it would freak you out? You could have said no at any time. Do you think I wanted that from you?” Knox asked, obviously worried that she might have felt pressured.
“I didn’t think at all,” Diamond admitted.
“That’s the point; you enjoyed it. Don’t start that crap about feeling guilty for something that was what you wanted. We all enjoyed it; it was fucking great. I’ve never seen Rider get hard so fast.” Knox’s fingers went to her breasts, playing with her still red nipples.
“I shouldn’t have done it. It was crazy! I don’t act like that, Knox. I don’t fuck around with a lot of men. For me to have sex with you while blowing Rider is scaring me.”
“Diamond, you’re just letting go. Your body has demands that you’ve been pushing down, afraid to let loose. I’ve never seen a more uptight woman than you. Don’t feel bad about letting your sensuality loose; explore and find out what you want out of sex, experiment a little. You did admit you enjoyed taking Rider and me at the same time.” Diamond turned her face away, but Knox had her turning back to face him. “Don’t be ashamed of finding pleasure doing new things.”
“I’ll try.” She didn’t know how successful she would be, but it had happened and Knox was right, it had been great.
“Cool, then if you want him to join us again, he will. If you don’t, he won’t. It’s up to you.”
“Okay. But I already know I don’t want to do that again,” Diamond said, looking him firmly in the eyes.
“Whatever you decide to do, Diamond. I aim to please.” As Knox’s head dropped to the nipple he had been teasing with his fingertips, Diamond’s arms circled his thick neck, her hand turning so that her palms could lay flat against his bald head. The ball of his tongue’s piercing pressed against her sensitive nipple, sending a renewed sense of desire through her clenching pussy that was aching to be filled as if they hadn’t just fucked less than fifteen minutes ago.
Diamond felt Knox reach for a condom from his nightstand then he turned with her still on his lap until she lay on the bed with him between her thighs. He took less than a minute to expertly slide the condom over the piercings on his cock.
“I’m on the pill.” Diamond arched as he slid his covered cock into her warm pussy.
“I never fuck without a condom. I’ve already broken one of my rules for you,” Knox said, surging within her. His head went to the spot he preferred on her neck, right under her ear. She didn’t understand what he was talking about, however she lost track of their conversation as he began to fuck her.
She had wanted to feel his naked length inside her, but liked that he kept himself protected. Diamond gasped as she lost herself to his passion, returning to the place that only Knox could take her. She let her recriminations and doubts leave her, determined to spend the rest of the night in Neverland.
Tomorrow, reality would arrive soon enough.
Chapter Fifteen
Knox dropped her off at her apartment before the sun rose the next morning. She climbed off his bike, pausing before going to her apartment.
“Come here.” His arm went around her waist. “I’ll watch until you’re inside.”
“Okay.”
“Later.”
Diamond nodded her head, stepping away from his warm body.
She went up the short flight of steps to her apartment. Putting the key in the lock, she unlocked the door and turned on her lights then turned and waved to Knox, who waved back before leaving. Diamond went inside her apartment, locking the door behind her and then stared around the white, emotionless room.
She realized then that there was no going back to the vacuum she had turned her life into. Knox had awoken the emotions of desire she had buried deep within her that day she had caught her father cheating on her mother.
Going into her bedroom, she took off her clothes and went into the shower. She let the water get warm as she turned around and caught sight of her body in the full length mirror she kept on the back of the bathroom door. Her breasts and neck had faint marks Knox had left behind. He hadn’t been rough and had never caused her any pain, but the marks seemed to reinforce the possession he had taken over her body.
Turning away from the mirror, she got into the shower, hoping it would wake her up. She hadn’t slept much
