She doesn’t want to wait and I release my breath in a rush.
Her touch is everything I thought it would be.
And so much more.
It’s soft but confident, and I bet she could make me come just stroking me through my jeans. But I’m not about to let that happen.
I reach down and grab her hand, pushing it behind her back and pinning it there. With just a tug, I pull her forward so her body is pressed into me. Both of our free hands hang loose by our sides and we just stare at each other. I take in her gray eyes, which are bathed in the soft glow of colored lights and looking at me with that openness that I’ve come to appreciate about Rowan. I let my eyes travel, taking in her cheekbones... the slope of her nose... how her bottom lip is just slightly fuller than her top. I roam my eyes all over her face, memorizing it so when I close my eyes to sleep, I can appreciate the details.
Leaning down, I brush my lips lightly back and forth against hers. She sighs into me... a sound that is so peaceful... so content, that I’m all of a sudden nervous over the power I may hold.
I hold Rowan’s body in my hands, but more importantly, I hold her heart. She’s guarded it fiercely and now she’s opened the door to it and invited me in. The responsibility is huge and while I have no clue what the future holds for us, I know I’ll never intentionally hurt her. Not the way her parents did.
I push these thoughts aside because I don’t want to talk myself out of sinking into Rowan tonight. I know that may be selfish of me, but Rowan gave me the go ahead and I’m not stopping unless she tells me to.
Moving my lips, I feather them over her temple, down her cheek. I softly graze over her ear, and then move down her neck. Soft, light, warm kisses. Mostly just my lips, sometimes a little lick of tongue. Her skin is so soft, I could run my lips across it for hours and never tire.
With every touch she shivers, or squirms, or flexes her hips into mine.
She’s growing restless from my lazy touches and brings her hand up to wrap around my neck. She tries to urge me on, but I’m not having any of it. She’s made me wait, for what seems like an eternity, and for all I know she could spook and run tomorrow. But for tonight... she’s mine and this will be done on my timetable.
When I whisper my lips back over her mouth, I gently run my tongue along her bottom lip before moving toward her jaw. Rowan grips me by the hair and demands, “Kiss me, Flynn.”
“I am,” I tell her as I nibble along her skin.
“No,” she says with a moan laced in frustration. “Not like that.”
“Oh... you mean like this?” I move back to her neck, and just slide my lips along its silky slope. She shivers but shakes her head.
“Then how?” I ask.
“My mouth... hard... please.”
Releasing Rowan’s wrist, I move my hands up to hold her face. Her eyes are wide... luminescent. They are pleading with me to make her mine, in every carnal way I know how. It tests my resolve to take this slow because the way she’s looking at me now, I could have this over and done within a matter of minutes.
Instead, I reward her with what she asks. I lean down and seize her mouth, taking it in a brutal storm of lust. My tongue plunges... masters, and I feel like a fucking caveman that brought home the biggest rump of dinosaur roast when I feel Rowan tremble and practically sag against me.
Wrapping a hand around her waist, I pull her tighter into me, pushing my thickness into her belly. My other hand snakes under her shirt and I trail my fingers up her ribs and over the bottom slope of her breast. It is one of the times I’m grateful my girl doesn’t wear a bra and her skin feels like fire when my entire palm covers her, causing Rowan to moan out and push herself harder into my hand.
I keep molesting her mouth while I gently squeeze her breast, teasing her every so often with a flick of my thumb over her nipple. Each time I do it, her breath catches and her hips move, and it gives me a heady feeling of power that I can control her body this way.
It makes me wonder what else I can do.
After a slight pinch of my fingers on her nipple, I pull my hand out of her shirt. She gives a cry of distress into my mouth and I pull back just enough to say, “Shhh.”
My hand immediately goes to her pants. I easily pop her top button and slide the zipper down. Rowan gives a groan of approval, although she holds her breath when my hand starts its descent down. I efficiently burrow into her panties, and just like I remembered from that night several weeks ago, she is liquid heat. I move my finger back and forth through her slickness, then rub her in tight circles.
I want her to come for me, right here and right now. I pull my mouth from hers and say, “Look at me, Rowan.”
Her eyes open and she focuses on me, although her hips buck every time I hit her just right.
“Watch me, baby. I want to see those beautiful eyes.” I work my finger against her, every so often plunging inside, but immediately retreating to caress against her. The pressure I’m using is causing her to shake and I know she’s not long for this plane of existence.
Her eyes start to roll backward and her lids flutter as she gets close.
“Uh-uh,” I chide. “Eyes on me.”
She refocuses and I smile at her. “That’s my girl. This feels good, doesn’t it?”
She nods and I rub the pad of my finger against her faster.
Our eyes are locked, our breath coming in choppy spurts. “You don’t know how much I’ve dreamed of this, Rowan. Of doing this do you.” I plunge and caress a little harder and I can feel her body start to stiffen. “I want to do so many things to you... really,
Rowan gasps as I push two fingers in and then pull them both out to spread her moisture around. “Yes,” she gasps. “Anything.”
“Will you come for me? Right now?” I push against her as I say those words and holy fuck, she fractures apart in front of me. A scream comes out of her mouth and I swoop down with my lips to swallow it up, all the while keeping my hand firmly wedged between her legs as the orgasms rends her body.
When I feel her start to sag, I pull my hand out of her pants and scoop her up in my arms. She’s as limp as a rag doll as I walk swiftly down the hall to my bedroom. Capone is on our heels and he tries to follow us in, but I close the door in his face. “Sorry buddy. I’m not doing this with an audience.”
Rowan giggles and I look down at her. Her head is resting against my chest and she’s looking at me with playfulness.
“What’s so funny?” I ask.
She gives another tinkling laugh. “It’s just a dog, Flynn. It’s not like it’s a person watching us.”
I capture her mouth for a quick kiss, pulling back and biting on her lip. “Baby... what I have planned for you will have that dog blushing, trust me.”
Her entire body shivers in pleasure and there’s that caveman feeling again. I set her down on the floor and she immediately starts working at my pants. “I need to touch you,” she says.
I pull her hands away and push her back gently. “And you will... in time. But I have other things planned first.”
Rowan’s eyes widen and her tongue darts out to wet her lips. “Like what?”
“Like making you come again. With my mouth.”
Her lips part as she sucks in a wisp of air for fortification. “I want to do the same.”
“And you can... later. I want to play first.”
I expect Rowan to balk but instead her mouth curves upward in a sensual smile and her eyes flicker with heat. Her voice comes out all soft and breathy when she says, “Okay. Tell me what to do.”
I cross over and sit on the bed, resting my hands by my hips. “Take off your clothes for me.”
She grins. “Want me to do a sexy dance?”
I laugh and shake my head. “I’ve seen the way you dance. If you do that while taking your clothes off, you’ll kill me. Dead.”
Chuckling, she pulls her shirt up over her head and tosses it to the side. My eyes go to her breasts and they are perfect. They are soft, round, and sit high with pink nipples that are hard against her satin skin.
She pushes her jeans down, sliding them over her bare feet and kicking them to the side. She’s left in nothing but a pair of pale pink panties that are mostly lace. I can see the dark triangle of hair shadowed between her legs. She hooks her thumbs at the waist and starts to push them down.
