The Hallowed Ones

destroying her again. A tear rolled down my cheek. I grunted as I swung with all my might, feeling the anger course through me, as if she were the one to blame for the dissolution of my relationship with Elijah. Not God.

It was easier to blame her.

“Katie.” Alex grabbed my arm on the upswing, and I struggled. Only then did I realize that I’d driven the stake deep into the dirt, embedding it beyond sight. I was simply pulping the flesh that I’d so carefully rinsed and tied together.

I landed on my backside, gasping, as he took the hammer from me. I drew my hands back to my chest, crept up close to Ruth on my knees.

I looked her full in her face. “Ruth, I’m sorry,” I whispered.

“Ruth,” Alex echoed. “That Ruth?”

My face flamed in shame. My rage at the dead girl was reprehensible. I was shocked that it had bubbled up now, at a time demanding compassion.

I closed my eyes. “Ja. That one.” I wanted to feel the sun on my face now, to feel God’s favor. But the sun and God’s favor had moved away, leaving me cold.

I was slammed back to the floor by a hand on my shoulder. My eyes snapped open, and I scrabbled back on my hands and knees in startlement. Alex stood over me, the gun trained on Ruth.

I jammed my fist in my mouth, stifling a cry. The dead girl had turned her head toward me, her eyes burning red. She opened her mouth and hissed, reaching for me.

But she couldn’t get to me with those pale fingers. She was pinned to the dirt floor by the stake, squirming like a spider caught on a pin. Her fiery gaze boiled on me with hate. Maybe even more hate than I’d fixed on her.

“The saw!” Herr Stoltz cried.

I crawled along the floor, my hands closing around the saw handle. Alex stood on Ruth’s nearest wrist, and the Hexenmeister fixed her head in place with his cane jammed in her frothing mouth. I smelled garlic.

I wedged myself between them, dodging her free arm. I set the saw blade against the tender white flesh of her throat. She kicked and howled as I drew the blade back, fighting and struggling until I hit the tough bones in the back of her neck.

I reached inside myself, for that last trickle of the cold well of hate, and ripped the saw through the bone.

The last bit of artificial life in her dimmed out as her head rolled free and came to a rest next to the dryer.

The three of us, tangled in silence, stared at the head.

Alex was first to speak. “There was talk of fire?”

“Ja,” the Hexenmeister said, struggling to stand. “There will be fire.”

* * *

We scoured the house and the outbuildings for every drop of kerosene we could find: from the lamps, cans in the shed, even from the clothes iron. The Hexenmeister instructed us to cover Frau Hersberger and Ruth first, then the men in the living room. The last of it was cast about in the girls’ room.

“The fire will rise,” Herr Stoltz said. “And there’s unlikely to be enough left for them to knit back together, anyway.”

I stood at the top of the basement stairs and lit a match. I tossed it down like a falling star. At first, it seemed as if nothing happened. Then blue flames raced across the dirt floor to engulf the women.

I turned and ran through the kitchen. Alex lit a book of matches and threw them on the floor, beside the Hersberger boy. Flames swept up from his body to ignite his father on the kitchen table.

We raced from the house to meet the Hexenmeister in the yard.

“Come on,” he said, gesturing for us to climb into the buggy. He was already perched on the seat and holding the reins. The white horse stayed at the side of the black one, and it seemed that there was no getting rid of him.

“There’s not room,” I protested. But Alex had already grabbed me by the waist and was shoving me up into the buggy.

“Scoot over, Bonnet,” he said as he swung up. “We’re gonna get friendly.”

I wound up awkwardly sprawled on Alex’s lap as the Hexenmeister drove the buggy away. I could see no sign of fire, except for a bit of smoke from the open living room window.

The sun was setting, blazing beautiful orange on the horizon as Herr Stoltz’s black mare trotted down the road. The white horse fell into step beside her, as if he were part of a hitched team.

I turned around to watch until the house was out of sight.

* * *

The Hexenmeister took Alex back to the kennel and me to my house, leaving us with stern warnings to stay indoors. There were still more vampires out there. As the Hexenmeister said: “More work to do.”

I let myself into my house while the sun was still at the horizon. As expected, my mother rushed to the door to meet me and hustle my blood-smeared appearance away from Sarah’s eyes. She drew me a hot bath. I protested, not wanting to be in the dark by myself.

My mother stayed. As if I were a small child, she undressed me, then scrubbed my back with a washrag and fresh soap. She washed my hair, cared for me just as thoroughly as I’d cared for Ruth and her mother.

Guilt closed my throat, and I choked back a sob.

“It’s all right, liewe,” my mother murmured. She gathered my head to her shoulder and let me cry, smoothing my wet hair. “You are such a good girl. I’m so proud of you.”

When I looked at her, her eyes were brimming with such tears of pride that I hated myself.

After I dried off, my mother dressed me like a doll, in a nightgown and a pair of thick socks that she’d knitted for winter.

When we climbed the stairs, I saw that darkness had fallen. My father and Sarah sat by the fireplace reading the Bible. He smiled at me with that same heartbreaking expression of pride. Ginger sat beside them, looking at me with interminable sadness and fear. The afghan she was crocheting had grown longer, from her lap almost down to her ankles. She showed few other signs of life. Since her link to the Outside had been destroyed, she had seemed to collapse in on herself. I was afraid for her.

“I’ll make you some soup,” my mother said.

“Thank you,” I said, around the guilty lump in my throat.

I crossed to the front window, turned the lock on the door. I saw a small dot of orange on the northern horizon.

I drew the curtains.

We were all learning to fear the darkness.

Chapter Twenty

We gathered for the funeral the next day, circling around the ashes of the Hersberger house.

Unimpaired by rain or human intervention, the house had burned down to its foundations. The support beams, second floor, and roof had collapsed on the first floor, leaving a blackened mess. Smoke still issued from embers deep inside the structure.

Our funeral traditions had not changed in three hundred years. We did not bring flowers, drape caskets, or eulogize the dead. We did listen to a sermon and prayers, but there was no singing. And we did organize viewings at the home and bury the dead in our cemetery, all with feet facing east.

Those graves in the cemetery would remain open. The pallbearers were at a loss. The benches for church were brought to the Hersbergers’ front yard and arranged as usual, but there were no bodies to weep over.

We looked to the Elders for what to do. They gathered in a tight knot next to the structure. I sat quietly with my mother and Sarah among the rest of the female side of the congregation, my head lowered. Ginger sat beside me, dressed in her Plain clothes and looking defeated. She seemed locked in her own world, occasionally