Summer Morning, Summer Night

“No wonder we didn’t recognize each other!”

They looked at one another for a long time.

“Well, let’s get home. Isn’t it a beautiful day?”

They squeaked along in their new shoes. “Yes, beautiful!” they both agreed, smiling. But then they glanced at each other out of the corners of their eyes and suddenly looked away, nervously.

Their house was blue-dark; it was like entering a cave after the fresh green spring afternoon.

“How about a little lunch?”

“Not hungry. You?”

“Me neither.”

“I sure like my new shoes.”

“Mine, too.”

“Well, what’ll we do the rest of the day?”

“Oh, go to a show maybe.”

“After we rest awhile.”

“You’re not tired!”

“No, no, no,” she cried, hastily. “You?”

“No, no!” he said, quickly.

They sat down and felt the comfortable darkness and coolness of the room after the bright, glaring warm day.

“I think I’ll just loosen my shoelaces a bit,” he said. “Just untie the knots a moment.”

“I think I’ll do the same.”

They loosened the knots and the laces in their shoes.

“Might as well get our hats off!”

Sitting there, they removed their hats.

He looked over at her and thought: forty-five years. Married to her forty-five years. Why, I can remember...and that time in Mills Valley...and then there was that other day...forty years ago we drove to...yes...yes. His head shook. A long time.

“Why don’t you take off your tie?” she suggested.

“Think I should, if we’re going right out again?” he said.

“Just for a moment.”

She watched him take off his tie and she thought: it’s been a good marriage. We’ve helped each other; he’s spoon-fed, washed and dressed me when I was sick, taken good care...Forty-five years now, and the honeymoon in Mills Valley—seems only the day before the day before yesterday.

“Why don’t you get rid of your ear-rings?” he suggested. “New, aren’t they? They look heavy.”

“They are a bit.” She laid them aside.

They sat in their comfortable soft chairs by the green baize tables where stood arnica bottles, pellet and tablet boxes, serums, cough remedies, pads, braces and foot-rubs, greases, salves, lotions, inhalants, aspirin, quinine, powders, decks of worn playing cards from a million slow games of blackjack, and books they had murmured to each other across the dark small room in the single faint bulb light, their voices like the motion of dim moths through the shadows.

“Perhaps I can slip my shoes off,” he said. “For one hundred and twenty seconds, before we run out again.”

“Isn’t right to keep your feet boxed up all the time.”

They slipped off their shoes.

“Elma?”

“Yes?” She looked up.

“Nothing,” he said.

They heard the mantel clock ticking. They caught each other peering at the clock. Two in the afternoon. Only six hours until eight tonight.

“John?” she said.

“Yes?”

“Never mind,” she said.

They sat.

“Why don’t we put on our woolly slippers?” he wondered.

“I’ll get them.”

She fetched the slippers.

They put them on, exhaling at the cool feel of the material.

“Ahhhhh!”

“Why are you still wearing your coat and vest?”

“You know, new clothes are like a suit of armor.”

He worked out of the coat and, a minute later, the vest.

The chairs creaked.

“Why, it’s four o’clock,” she said, later.

“Time flies. Too late to go out now, isn’t it?”

“Much too late. We’ll just rest awhile. We can call a taxi to take us to supper.”

“Elma.” He licked his lips.

“Yes?”

“Oh, I forgot.” He glanced away at the wall.

“Why don’t I just get out of my clothes into my bathrobe?” he suggested, five minutes later. “I can dress in a rush when we stroll off for a big filet supper on the town.”

“Now, you’re being sensible,” she agreed. “John?”

“Something you want to tell me?”

She gazed at the new shoes lying on the floor. She remembered the friendly tweak on her instep, the slow caress on her toes.

“No,” she said.

They listened for each other’s hearts beating in the room. Clothed in their bathrobes, they sat sighing.

“I’m just the least bit tired. Not too much, understand,” she said, “just a little bit.”

“Naturally. It’s been quite a day, quite a day.”

“You can’t just rush out, can you?”

“Got to take it easy. We’re not young any more.”

“That’s right.”

“I’m slightly exhausted, too,” he admitted, casually.

“Maybe,” she glanced at the clock, “maybe we should have a bite here tonight. We can always dine out tomorrow evening.”

“A really smart suggestion,” he said. “I’m not ravenous, anyway.”

“Strange, neither am I.”

“But, we’ll go to a picture later tonight?”

“Of course!”

They sat munching cheese and some stale crackers like mice in the dark.

Seven o’clock.

“Do you know,” he said, “I’m beginning to feel just a trifle queasy?”

“Oh?”

“Back aches.”

“Why don’t I just rub it for you?”

“Thanks. Elma, you’ve got fine hands. You understand how to massage; not hard, not soft—but just right.”

“My feet are burning,” she said. “I don’t think I’ll be able to make it to that film tonight.”

“Some other night,” he said.