She revelled in his weight, the hard pressure of his hips upon hers. She found her way inside his braies and found him hot and hard, tight to bursting, and she could not bear it, she wanted him so much. ‘Oh please, now!’ she half-sobbed against his mouth in a fever of urgency, positioning herself to receive him and make herself whole.
The prickle of damp wool against her skin, the thrust of hot, smooth flesh, the grip of his cold hands lent exciting contrasts of texture and sensation to the experience and within moments she was thrashing on the crest of a wild climax as Joscelin surged to his own.
‘God send me this kind of homecoming every time!’ he said with a breathless laugh and, having kissed her tenderly on each eyelid, he sat up and removed the rest of his clothing. Linnet eyed his physique by the glow of the candle. He was not heavily muscled and broad like Conan. Indeed, he carried more than a hint of his father’s wiriness. Here and there were minor scars, reminders of his life as a mercenary, but she could see no new ones to worry about.
‘Now do you want to eat?’ she asked. Coupling had always given Giles a voracious appetite and she knew that despite Joscelin’s lean frame, he could put away vast amounts of food.
‘Again? Give me time to rest, woman!’
‘You know what I mean!’ She nudged him, then smiled impishly.
He chuckled. ‘Well, since I am ravenous on both counts, but have taken the edge off the most important, food would be welcome to replenish my strength for the subtlety to come.’
Linnet answered his pun with a laugh and went to rouse her women.
‘We heard about the battle,’ she said later as she watched Joscelin tuck into bread and thick slices of meat from one of the cold roasts. ‘All sorts of rumours have arrived with merchants and peddlers. Will there be peace now, do you think?’
Joscelin swallowed and shook his head. ‘Hard to tell. The king and his sons are still wrangling in Normandy. At least there’s a truce until the spring. Once the grass stops growing, there is not enough provender for the destriers. I’ve known winter campaigns before but if they can be avoided, they usually are.’ He cut another slice of meat and there was silence while he devoured it. Then he wiped his hands on a napkin and picked up his goblet. ‘I know that the earls of Leicester and Chester are imprisoned but there are still plenty of troublemakers left - Norfolk for one, Ferrers for another. His men were all over Nottingham making nuisances of themselves.’
Linnet refilled his cup. She had met Robert Ferrers on occasion: a strikingly handsome young man, although short in stature and possessed of sharp-cornered aggression. He was one of Nottingham’s greatest landholders and she knew it was a source of anger to him and jealous envy that he did not also own the castle, which was firmly in the hands of the Crown.
‘That was another reason I was late,’ Joscelin said. Rising, he dusted crumbs from the clean shirt he had slipped on and went to the bed where his hastily removed belt still lay, his knife and pouch hanging from it. He pulled open the drawstring of the pouch, removed something and returned to her. ‘I went to the Weekday alehouse and met up with an old acquaintance from my garrison days.’
‘You were late because you were gossiping in an alehouse?’
‘Some of Ferrers’ men were making fun of him and had to be dealt with. And then I saw Gamel safely home. He’s a bone carver now, a skilled one. I bought this for you.’ He placed an intricately carved comb and matching mirror case in her hand. ‘I thought they were appropriate, ’ he said softly. ‘A token of our wedding night.’
Linnet looked at his gifts, turned them over in her hands, and felt the pressure of tears at the back of her eyes. The carving on the mirror case was exquisite, depicting in miniature a man and a woman riding out with hawks and dogs. ‘They are beautiful,’ she said a little unsteadily. Giles had never given her anything. ‘He’s a member of the garrison, you said?’
‘Used to be. He lost his leg in battle and had to find a different living. He has a small booth on the weekday market up near Hologate.’ He smiled. ‘Gamel even carves his own legs now.’ Resuming his seat, he prepared to assault a dish of raisin honey-cakes. ‘I’ve commissioned him to put the carving on two new chairs for the dais.’
Linnet was about to enquire if they could afford such luxuries, then remembered what the messenger had said about the battle at Fornham. ‘Did you take many ransoms?’
He gave her a look of irritated amusement. ‘Do you want me to show you a tally of the keep’s accounts? I assure you I haggled a good bargain out of him - although not as good as yourself, I do admit, having seen you at work in London.’
She blushed but nevertheless held his gaze steadily. ‘Well, did you?’
Joscelin sighed. ‘Enough to keep Conan and his men until Easter. Enough to pay for two new chairs, a set of bridle bells for my stepson’s pony and a gift for my beautiful wife.’ He dusted crumbs from his fingers and finished the wine in his cup, adding a little pensively, ‘And enough to repay my father for what he lent to us in the summer. He has need of coin and comfort now.’ He frowned and shook his head. ‘I never thought my prowess with the sword would lead me to contribute to my brothers’ ransoms.’
Linnet ran her forefinger across the teeth of the comb. Although she disliked Joscelin’s father, she was slowly coming to understand that his brusque arrogance was the blazon on a battered shield of pride behind which lay accumulated years of lonely pain. ‘Will he find them, do you think?’
Joscelin shrugged. ‘I expect so, unless they’re at the bottom of a bog. The battle was chaos but we held the better ground and the spine of Leicester’s army was made up of untried Flemings. Once they broke and ran, it was all over.’ He pushed his hands through his hair. ‘I helped my father search among the dead and the prisoners the next day but there was no sign of Ralf or Ivo. If they escaped the killing and there is any sense in their skulls, they’ll try and make their way back to Norfolk’s keep at Framlingham.’ He turned to face her as she rose from the stool by the hearthside.
‘If we have sons other than Robert, or indeed daughters, God forbid I should ever raise them the way my father raised us. I thought his face was going to crack beneath the strain of keeping it blank when we were looking at all the bodies laid out. Do you know, the only time I’ve ever seen him weep, the tears were made of usquebaugh.’
Linnet came to him across the dimness of firelight and wrapped her arms around him. ‘You fear needlessly,’ she said. ‘Our sons and daughters, should God grant them to us, will know love and joy from the moment of their birth. Neither of us would have it otherwise because of what has gone before.’ She stood on tiptoe to kiss the side of his mouth. ‘It’s very late my husband. Come to bed.’
Chapter 25
Drawn by the sound of gleeful squeals, Linnet left her sewing and went to look out of the unscreened window into the area of greensward between inner and outer baileys. Joscelin and Robert were playing a chasing game, a romp of duck-and-dodge, catch-and-cuddle. Her heart filled with an ache of love that was almost too much to bear and tears prickled her eyes.
Beyond the keep walls, the forest was an ocean of gold and russet leaves tossed by a frisky wind and it was with delight that she watched the tints ruffle and surge. She had Joscelin to herself for the remains of the autumn and all the long winter. No campaigning, no dangerous separations, just time to gain fulfilling knowledge. She was not in the least dismayed by the thought of short, cold days and even colder long nights. Their chamber faced south to catch the best of the light, it had a fire and they could always pile furs upon the bed if their body heat was not enough. She smiled at the thought, warmth settling in her loins.
The sound of a throat being cleared made her jump and turn quickly round.
‘I’m sorry to disturb you, madam,’ said Henry from the doorway, ‘but Matthew the peddler - the man you looked at last night - well, he’s worse and I think Father Gregory ought to be fetched. Me mam gave him that willow-bark tisane like you told her but he just spewed it back up and his fever’s greater than ever.’
‘Is he so bad?’ Linnet said anxiously.
‘I fear so, my lady.’ Henry tugged at one earlobe in a worried manner. ‘When me mam looked at him there
