reputation. And here was Rolf offering her that ruination. She contemplated assaulting him with the hot, soapy forked pole. 'I am no man's whore,' she said stiffly. 'I'll not argue the point with you. Just go away.'
'I haven't finished speaking — you misconstrued my meaning,' Rolf responded patiently and came around the side of the cauldron until they stood eye to eye and she was forced to look at him. His features were marred by the shadows of yesterday's excesses, and lack of sleep. He had not returned from celebrating the coronation until almost dawn, and Ailith knew that he had not been to bed – at least not to his own. 'I need a chatelaine for Ulverton, someone to bring order to the chaos of my household.'
'Then ask your wife.' She remained unbending.
'Arlette has responsibility for Brize-sur-Risle, and she speaks no English.' He grimaced. 'Besides, I don't want her at Ulverton. She would make the household a replica of Brize, and I do not think I could bear that.'
'You think I could better a great Norman lady?'
'I know you could. Look, it would only be the same as managing Aubert's house, or the one you shared with your husband, but on a larger scale. I always feel a sense of belonging when I come here, far more than I ever do at Brize.'
Ailith began to feel a treacherous glow of warmth at his flattery. She imagined herself dressed in the tightly laced Norman fashion, with a huge hoop of keys hanging from the belt at her waist. 'But Wulfstan has offered me marriage and wealth and high status.' She pounded the pole, forcing him to step back.
Rolf folded his arms. -I offer you your freedom,' he delivered triumphantly. 'From Wulfstan, from all that hems you in. If you come to Ulverton as its chatelaine, all that I require of you is that you run my household. I will expect no more than that. Indeed, it may be in the fullness of time, you will find yourself another English husband from among the people there.' He gave her his white, sharp, smile. 'Of course you will have a deal of competition. Since the great battle, there are more women than men. It has been on my mind to make you the offer for a long time; I would not have you think it is done lightly.'
Ailith stared at him, trying to see through his ingenuous expression. If all he did indeed desire was a housekeeper, then his offer was heaven-sent. 'You swear on your soul that the position will be an honourable one?'
Had Goldwin been making the proposition, he would have been mortally offended by her doubt of his intentions. Rolf, however, smiled ruefully.
'On my soul.' He signed himself with the Cross. 'As proper as you choose.'
She chewed her lower lip and stared at him. She had many doubts, but they were accompanied by a spark of anticipation. No Wulfstan licking his lips and rubbing his hands. She and Felice could become friends again instead of rivals… No Benedict. Her breath caught in her throat and she looked at Rolf with stricken eyes.
'The baby, I cannot leave him, he is still taking suck.'
'He is well grown and he has his teeth. He only takes sustenance from you for the comfort, and for that, surely he should turn to his natural mother. Ailith, I do not mean to be cruel, but you have to let go a little. If you do come to Ulverton, it does not mean that you will never see Ben again. I am his Godfather and that means I have a duty to visit him. You can come with me as often as you want.'
Ailith shook her head, her mind filled with the vision of Benedict's laughing, rosy features. 'I… I do not know what to say.'
'I leave for Ulverton in two days' time with a wain load of supplies. Indeed, there are still some things I need to buy. When you have finished murdering those linens, perhaps you might accompany me to Chepeside?'
Wulfstan had given her a week to think upon her decision. Rolf, in his generosity, was giving her no time at all. Nor, she discovered, did she need it. There had been too much time of late to brood and fear. 'This will take until prime,' she said, not wishing to appear too eager.
Rolf nodded in a businesslike manner, but there was a gleam in his green agate eyes. 'I'll be in the stables,' he said, and without further ado, walked away.
She watched his lean, retreating form and began methodically beating the washing once more. She still mistrusted him, but she was aware of trusting Wulfstan's solid, mercantile bulk even less. Rolf had sworn on his soul that the position at Ulverton was an honourable one, that in time if she wished to remarry, she could choose her own mate. And she would not be losing Benedict entirely. Ailith began singing to herself as she worked, and thought that she would need to change her gown if she was to go visiting the markets of Chepeside.
Felice emerged from the house, her hands occupied by a drop spindle, her eyes by Benedict, who was toddling along at a merry pace in pursuit of a soft leather ball. He squatted, laboriously picked up the toy and threw it with a giggle, then lost his balance and plonked down. Laughing, Felice stooped and set him on his feet. Then, alerted by a sound she had never heard before, her gaze flickered to Ailith and widened.
'Your mood has changed somewhat since yester evening,' she said cautiously.
'What?' Ailith glanced round, her expression startled. She had been so deep in thought that she had not noticed Felice approach.
'I said your mood has improved since yesterday. I do not think I have ever heard you sing before.'
'Was I singing?'
'As loudly as a songthrush at dawn. I never knew that your voice was so true.'
Ailith smiled a little at the compliment and reddened too. Her singing had been for her own ears and she was embarrassed hat Felice had heard it.
'Does this mean you have changed your mind about Wulfstan?' Felice raced after Benedict as he toddled towards the dung heap.
Ailith's generous pink lips tightened. 'No,' she said with quiet dignity. 'I will never change my mind about Wulfstan. As it happens, I have received another offer, one I intend to accept.'
'Another offer of marriage? Who from?' Felice grabbed her an and stared at Ailith in astonishment. 'I did not even know that you were courting!'
Ailith reddened. 'It is not an offer of marriage. Rolf wants le to be his chatelaine at Ulverton. He says that his wife has enough on her trencher with Brize-sur-Risle. He has promised that I will be treated with all respect and honour,' she added hastily as she saw the look on Felice's face.
Benedict began to cry, his face growing dusky with temper, slice set him down once more. 'And you believed him? Oh, Ailith, you goose!'
'Why should I not?' Ailith said defensively. 'He has never behaved less than honourably towards me. He swore an oath l his soul that there would be nothing improper about the arrangement.'
'Rolf's ideas of improper tend to be somewhat liberal,' Felice said dryly. 'He has no morals below the level of his belt.'
Ailith fished a linen napkin out of the cauldron and began to bring out the water. 'I know that,' she said with a toss of her head. 'I once caught him in the stable straw with Gytha the Alewife, and from the tales I have heard, there have been many others. I know I must be careful, but I am not afraid of Rolf as I am afraid of Wulfstan. Rolf will only take what is willingly offered. Wulfstan will seize what he wants without thought. I know to which man I would rather trust my virtue.' She dropped the napkin in the large basket beside the cauldron and gave Felice a challenging glare. 'I know that it would be more convenient for you if I married Wulfstan, and for that I am sorry. If he was a good man in the mould of Goldwin, I would do so, but he isn't and there is nothing more to say.' Her chin started to quiver and she turned back to the cauldron and fished out another piece of linen.
A moment later, she felt Felice's hand on her shoulder. 'Ailith, I'm sorry, you must do as you see fit. I just don't want to see you hurt any more than you have been already.'
Ailith draped the linen over the side of the cauldron and put her arms around Felice, hugging her. 'Then let me make my own mistakes,' she said, and then with a small cry of alarm, she pushed out of the embrace and ran to the dung heap to snatch Benedict out of the muck and straw.
The baby squealed his delight at being swung up in Ailith's arms. 'Oh, you rascal!' Ailith could not help but laugh as she cuddled him. Her eyes filled with moisture. The baby would be the hardest thing to leave behind despite Rolf's assurances that she would still see him often. But as she carried him back to his mother, her decision was made and her heart was filled not only with determination, but a new sense of purpose.
Wulfstan's shop occupied a prime position in the heart of London's goldsmiths' quarter. The frontage was more generous than usual for business premises in the heart of the city. Morning sunshine gleamed on the whitewashed walls and the open counter with its cover of dark green cloth. Two apprentices were erecting a
