Benedict turned and looked at her with surprise. 'You know Robert of Normandy?' he repeated.
Julitta smiled at the look on his face. She enjoyed being the centre of attention and she had certainly grabbed Benedict's. 'Oh not well, although he spoke to me kindly, and to my mother too. He used to visit Dame Agatha's bathhouse when he was in London — he had taken a great fancy to Merielle, one of the girls there. He gave me a silver penny to buy ribbons for my hair, and chucked me beneath the chin. I thought he was nice, but I also thought that he had no more depth than a puddle in sunshine.'
Benedict shook his head in bemusement. She did not belong here, he thought. She was like a caged animal. 'Robert is always surrounded by beautiful women,' he said. 'Already he has one son to his name.'
Julitta put her hands behind her back and gently swayed her body. 'If I had stayed at the bathhouse, who knows, I might have become his mistress too,' she said provocatively.
Benedict muttered something beneath his breath which she did not ask to have repeated, but the heat at her core pulsed gently in response. 'I wonder what he would think if he could see me now,' she murmured. 'I do not think he would remember me… but sometimes I think I would go with him if he asked.' She glanced at Benedict for his reaction, but his expression was carefully controlled.
'You are fortunate,' he said dryly, adding what at first seemed like a non sequitur, 'his brother Rufus prefers men.'
'Why am I for… ?' She broke off, unable to continue. It would probably be tactless to ask him if Rufus had made advances when he came with his brothers to look at Ulverton's bloodstock. It was not given to every young woman to know about the preferences some men had for other men, but her upbringing had shown her facets of life that would have horrified Arlette and Gisele. King William's own son, the heir to the throne. 'Oh,' she said.
Benedict smiled without humour. 'Gisele could not understand his interest, but I see that you do.'
'Did you yield to him?'
The smile became a short laugh. 'I spent my time with Robert – and you know all about his particular lusts. I took them to a place I know on the Winchester road, where they cater to all tastes. Gisele thinks that we went to a monastery to discuss an endowment. In a way we did. The place is commonly known as 'The Convent'.' Benedict's expression changed, becoming a trifle perplexed. 'I feel I can tell you anything, Julitta, and you won't leap to condemn me. It's like having a confessor and not having to do the penance. If I told Gisele any of this, she would run to the nearest priest in horror and go down on her knees for my soul.'
Julitta gazed across the bailey. Mauger was approaching them, leading two mares by halter ropes. 'Who else is there to shield Gisele from life but her mother and God?' she murmured. 'I have neither.'
She and Benedict had to step aside to let Mauger pass. His features were set in a heavy scowl but nothing was said, making his hostility all the more tangible.
In the darkness, half-asleep, Benedict rolled over and threw his arm across Gisele's sleeping form. She was wearing her linen undershift, and had covered her hair with a net cap, signalling that tonight, like so many other nights, her body was out of bounds. He sighed and nuzzled his lips into her soft nape anyway. Her breast was beneath his fingers, the curve of her buttocks a cushion to the growing pressure in his loins.
Gisele woke up. 'Stop it,' she whispered fiercely. 'Do you want to wake my mother? Have you no sense of decency?'
'I only wanted some comfort,' he hissed back.
'Aye, and I know what sort. You're always at me!'
'And you always turn away.'
'You expect me to yield to your lust in the very same room where my mother is sleeping?' Her spine was rigid. She shrugged him off, punched the bolster and rammed her head down into it. The covers were dragged over her ears.
Benedict turned on his back. From the great bed there was silence, but he knew it was not the silence of sleep. Arlette was listening. He thought about inviting her with sarcasm to join their argument. She was the reason behind most of their problems as it was. My mother wouldn't approve, had become the bane of his life. He had thought that the months away from Arlette in England would give Gisele time to develop a mind of her own, but instead she had pined, complaining all the time about how much she hated England, the people, the weather, he food. He had tried being patient, he had tried being the tern husband, neither to any avail. In the end, defeated, he had brought her back to Brize, to her mother. That decision had its dangers, not the least of them Gisele's half- sister with her mowing innocence. He sat up.
'Where are you going?' Gisele whispered.
'To the hall,' he answered, not bothering to lower his voice. There is no point in staying here.'
She lay in silence for a while after he had gone, biting her knuckles, not knowing whether to feel anxiety or relief. At length, she too rose from the bed, but not to follow him. She slumbered in beside her mother and curled up against her, seeking a comfort that would not compromise her soul.
CHAPTER 47
Father Jerome was a Cluniac monk from the foundation at le Bee, and distantly related through a cousin to Arlette. He was erudite, ambitious, and delighted that his house had been invited to found a convent on lands granted to them by the lord of Brize-Sur-Risle.
He sat in Arlette's private bower, his powerful hands resting upon his knees, while his hooded blue eyes took in the wealth of the tapestries and hangings warming the walls, the glazed cups, the superb pale wine, which was far more expensive to produce than its rough, red counterpart. He remarked upon its excellence to his hostess.
Arlette blushed with pleasure and thanked him. In her gown of sombre-coloured, heavy linen, a silver cross shining on her breast, she was the image of the pious aristocratic lady, nor was it a disguise donned to impress the monk. It was her habitual garb. And when the time was ripe, she intended to retire behind the walls of the convent she was founding. 'My son-in-law's father is one of the foremost wine merchants in Normandy and England,' she replied. 'Doubtless you have heard of Aubert de Remy.'
'Yes indeed, my lady. He is a generous benefactor of our order, as was his father before him.'
'I trust the tradition will continue,' Arlette replied. 'Benedict is heir to a considerable fortune, albeit that the wine-trading will be conducted by Aubert's nephews.' She frowned at the sound of shouting below the window and the hollow thumping of drums.
'Gisele, close the shutters,' she said stiffly.
The young woman left her embroidery and went to do her mother's bidding.
Father Jerome raised a questioning brow.
Arlette cleared her throat. Even through the shutters the beat of the drum could still be heard as a muffled thump, thump. 'The villagers are celebrating May Eve,' she said with distaste. 'I know that it is unchristian, a terrible pagan thing, but I can do nothing while my husband permits it to flourish. Time and again I have entreated him to give it up, but he refuses. He says that it is tradition, that the villagers expect it. I have tried all ways to cure the people of their ignorance, but they pay no heed. Perhaps when the convent is built and they are set an example by the nuns, they will be deterred.'
'Perhaps, but most of humanity are weak reeds, easily swayed by the pleasures of the body,' said Father Jerome, and without the slightest twinge of conscience, took another deep drink of the wine. He was a worldly man, who knew the right words to say in the right places, the correct balance to strike with each person. He desired Arlette's patronage, but not at the expense of alienating her husband, or Benedict de Remy, who stood to inherit a great deal of wealth, and who, if he lived to a ripe age, could be milked for the next forty or fifty years.
'What then should I do?' Arlette pleaded.
The priest eyed mother and daughter, pale, nervous, moth-like women. The younger one was fiddling with what he took to be her wedding ring, tugging it on and off her finger. 'Let them celebrate,' he said.
'But…'
He held up his hand to prevent Arlette from speaking further. 'But let it be in God's name. Let them give thanks for His gift of the new season. Let the tradition prevail, but let the rejoicing be in God's name. Year by year
