style.”
He feigned shock, then boomed in his baritone, “Who said anything about sex? Of course if that’s what
“Oh, my Playboy penthouse… Lower your voice, dammit.” She glanced around, but people seemed to have lost interest in her. They continued their own conversations or preoccupation with the football game.
“What’s your penthouse got to do with anything?”
She chuckled. “I don’t live in a penthouse. I live over the bar. That’s just something I do when I’m shocked. Instead of saying, “Oh my God—I substitute some other word or words for God.”
“Are you religious? Don’t want to take the Lord’s name in vain or something?”
“Heck no. It’s just way overused. I don’t want to wear it out.” She faced Sadie, who she knew took an interest in all the waitresses’ love lives. Sadie shuffled her tarot cards with a knowing smile on her face.
He chuckled. “I’m not going to lie to you, Brandee. I think you’re sexy as hell, and redheads are my weakness, but if you can’t allow yourself a night of fun without some damn commitment…”
She sighed. “It’s not like that.”
“Then what is it?”
She couldn’t put her feelings into words. Sure she’d like to have a good time, but was one night worth the trouble and expense of getting a full body wax and a mani-pedi and buying a new outfit? She needed her tips to pay for her photography supplies. A night with the handsome cop would probably steal her breath away, but she didn’t want to risk losing her heart too.
He waved and walked away. “Forget it.”
By the time he had retaken his stool and started watching the game, Brandee regretted her hesitancy. Damn it all, Nick was hot. His blond hair was growing out just enough to curl around his ears, and his sapphire blue eyes were impossible to ignore. A suspect wouldn’t stand a chance against that intense stare. Hell.
Still, “No casual sex, no matter how tempting the guy might be” was a good policy
A man who only dated to have a night of fun with a different woman each time must be extremely superficial. How satisfying could that be? What would make someone do that? Had he been hurt so badly he didn’t want to risk it again? She couldn’t think of any other reason.
Sadie caught her attention and held up her empty glass, calling for another.
When Brandee delivered Sadie’s fourth White Russian, the fortune-teller said, “You know, my Dmitri was like that once.”
“Like what?”
She smirked. “You should know better than to feign innocence with a psychic.”
Brandee rolled her eyes. “Fine. So, you had a commitment-phobic boyfriend.”
Sadie shuffled the cards again. “It wasn’t that as much as he wanted to be free when the right woman came along. He really didn’t like the idea of hurting anyone.” She flipped over a card. “I think your Nick is doing the same thing.”
“First of all, he’s not
Sadie pushed the card across the table toward her. “If you say so.”
Brandee glanced at the card, then stared more closely. It was the same one. A man and a woman entwined in a passionate embrace. The Lovers.
“What’s got your jockstrap in a twist?” Konrad asked.
Nick sat across from his twin brother, with a big mahogany desk between them. “It’s nothing.” He reached out and ran his hand over the polished surface, glancing at the gleaming brass plate that read Dean Konrad Wolfensen. “Jeez, I can’t visit you without feeling like I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.”
Konrad laughed. “Maybe you were there too many times when we were kids. What’s going on?”
“I quit.”
Konrad’s jaw dropped. “The force?”
“Yeah, what else do I have to quit?”
“Why?”
Nick fidgeted in his seat. He couldn’t very well say his brother’s high-profile court case had damaged his credibility, could he? Just because they looked exactly alike and Konrad had incurred public wrath and humiliation, Nick couldn’t be absolutely sure that was the only reason his honor had been questioned—more than once—even though he had done nothing to deserve it. He hated the idea that it might be his brother’s fault.
“I was butting heads with some of the guys.”
“What about?”
Nick shrugged. “Nothing in particular. John Q. Public has been pissing me off too.”
“Are you sleeping?”
“Not well.”
“You look like you’ve lost weight.”
Nick glanced down at his baggy Dockers. “Yeah, maybe a little.”
“Sorry, Bro. I hate to say it, but it sounds like symptoms of depression.”
Nick laughed. “Me? What do I have to be depressed about?”
Konrad gave him a sympathetic smile. “You just stood up for me as my best man. Maybe withoutrealizing it…”
“You think I’m jealous? Of you?” Nick was about to let out another bellowing laugh, but he thought better of it. He didn’t want to insult his brother—or his new sister-in-law. Roz was a great girl and Konrad had found his true mate. Marriage was right for him. Nick didn’t want to settle for less than that, and he didn’t have to. He just had to be patient—correction—
“So tell me about quitting the force after nine years. It can’t be over a few personality clashes.”
Nick shifted uncomfortably. “What are you, my shrink now?”
“No, of course not, but you called and said you wanted to see me.”
“I was bored.”
Konrad leaned back in his big, oak armchair. “You were bored? You interrupted my workday because you were bored?”
“Hey, sorry I bothered you.” Nick rose, ready to walk out.
“Stop. I didn’t mean to run you off. You’re here now, and I’m sure you weren’t in the neighborhood. Newton isn’t exactly around the corner.”
“Nah, you’re right. I should let you get back to work.”
“Not if you need me. Look, I know you’re not telling me everything. What’s going on?”
Nick let out a long sigh. Konrad was right. There was more to it than just quitting his job. His lifestyle didn’t hold the same glamour it once had, but he didn’t dare voice that thought. Everyone was quick to tell him he needed to find a nice girl and settle down. Better to blame his boredom on job dissatisfaction. “I need to work for myself. I’m tired of taking orders, but I don’t want to give them either.”
“Then you’re kind of fucked.”
“Not necessarily. I thought of a way to work for myself without taking on a bunch of pesky employees. I’m getting my PI license.”