And so did Willie. Phin was thinking about how he didn’t have a family anymore and how the one he’d once had paled to the Darcys. How he’d grown up in squalor, how his mum had been addicted to laudanum and his pa addicted to gambling. Memories within a memory, intensified by raw emotion. Willie trembled under the tremendous impact, but she did not break.
Willie dwelled in the shadows, watching the same scene and wrestling with Phin’s emotions as well as her own. They watched as one by one the eccentric tinkerer gifted his children with a modified version of some twentieth-century gadget.
To Jules—a handheld Dicta-player that operated with some sort of “cassette.” Something he could carry in his pocket and speak into at any time recording spontaneous ideas for his fantastical novels.
To Simon—an electric shaver. Since he seemed to have an aversion to conventional razors, Mr. Darcy said with a good-humored wink.
Then he’d presented Amelia with night-vision goggles accentuated with a telescope loupe so she could better study the skies for her someday flight to the moon.
The Darcy siblings accepted their secret gifts with the same enthusiasm as they were given and Phin was reveling in their good fortune and remembering his bad luck when it came to family. More memories within a memory. Willie reeled. Her knees felt weak and she’d swear someone gripped her shoulder to hold her steady.
Then Mr. Darcy called Phin forward and she could feel his embarrassment and excitement as Mr. Darcy presented him with a brightly painted box.
Willie leaned out of the shadows, wanting to see, but someone held her back. No, someone
The memory faded and her heart cracked at her last sight of Mr. Darcy, his mischievous smile wide as Phin reached for the present. . . .
“Willie!”
Reality flooded her senses. Simon stood behind her, gripping her shoulders, and she thanked God for his presence as she wilted back against him. “It’s okay. I’m back. I’m good.” She looked at Phin, embarrassed that she was still holding his hands. “What did he give you?”
Phin broke contact, reached into his inner coat pocket, and pulled out what looked to be a complex version of a set of brass knuckles. “Knuckle Shocker Stun Gun with an attached distress whistle. Supposed to help protect me from sky pirates,” he said with a wink to Simon.
“Does it work?”
“Not properly. Not since the day after he gave it to me.”
But Phin kept the faulty weapon with him anyway. Because it had been a gift from a kind and caring man, a man so unlike his own neglectful father. A man who presented his children with customized secret gifts every year and that Christmas had extended the same kindness to Phin. Somehow Reginald Darcy had understood Phin’s secret misery.
Tears blurred Willie’s eyes as she turned to Simon, heart in throat. “I’m so sorry,” she choked out. “For the loss of your father. For that wretched article.” Emotionally spent, she buried her face against Simon’s chest and wept.
Holding her tight, Simon turned his frustration on Phin. “What the hell did you do? What did you show her?”
Phin cleared his throat, clearly choked up by his own emotions. “A great man.”
CHAPTER 21
JANUARY 21, 1887 CANTERBURY, ENGLAND
By the time Phin had landed the
Simon had been on pins and needles whilst Willie had traced Phin’s memories. He’d glance over every few seconds, happy that he saw no distress, just two people daydreaming. Or at least that’s how it appeared. For the most part, Simon’s attention had been riveted on Willie’s pocket watch, his heart thudding with every tick of the second hand. His own thoughts had whirled as seconds ticked to a minute and then to a minute and a half. Upon the two-minute mark, he had gripped Willie’s shoulder and called her home. His pulse had stuttered when she’d remained deep in her trance.