But I didn’t.
He waited in the shadows at the side of a building whose roof had long ago surrendered inward, leaving only the walls to remain in defeat. The warm sunshine on the cracked and broken pavement of the road heading west beckoned to him, promising to drive off the stiffness that clamped itself around his left side every night.
The Boy waited.
When he hadn’t heard the ululations for some time, he walked Horse forward into the sunshine.
Later that morning he rode back to the town, disregarding the warnings Sergeant Presley had given him of such places.
Whoever the Ashy Whites were, they had gone.
And the others too, huddled within the circle of the Ashy Whites—that voice in the night, a woman he thought, calling for help.
Who were the others?
The answer lay in the concrete remains of a sign he spelled S-C-H-O-O-L.
School.
This had been their home. The fire that consumed it hadn’t been more than three days ago. But the Boy knew the look of a settlement. A fort, as Sergeant Presley would have called it. The bloated corpses of headless men lay rotting in the wan morning light.
This is where those who had huddled within the circle of the Ashy Whites had lived all the years since the end of the things that were.
Before.
He found the blind man at the back of the school, near the playground and the swing sets.
I do, he had told Sergeant Presley in those last weeks of suffering.
The blind man lay in the sandbox of the playground, his breath ragged, as drool ran down onto the dirty sand, mixing with the blood from the place where his eyes had once been.
The Boy thought it might be a trap.
He’d seen such tricks before, and even with Sergeant Presley they’d nearly fallen into them once or twice. After those times and in the years that followed, they’d avoided everyone when they could afford to.
He got down from Horse.
“There’s no more to give!” cried the blind man. “You’ve taken everything. Now take my life, you rotten cowards!”
The Boy walked back to Horse and got his water bag.
Not much left.
He knelt down next to the blind man and raised his head putting the spout near his lips. The blind man drank greedily.
After: “You’re not with them, are you?”
The Boy walked back to Horse.
“Kill me.”
He mounted Horse.
“Kill me. Don’t leave me like this. How…” The blind man began to sob. “How will I eat?”
The Boy atop Horse regarded the blind man for a moment.
How will any of us eat?
He rode off across the overgrown field and back through a broken-down wire fence.
Probably.
In the days that followed, the Boy rode Horse hard across the broken and barren dirt of what the map called Nevada. On the big road, Freeway, which he kept off to his right, he passed horrendous wrecks rusting since long before he’d been born. He passed broken trucks and overturned cars, things he’d once wanted to explore as a boy. Sergeant Presley would often let him when they’d had the time for such games—the game of explaining what the Boy found inside the twisted metal, and what the lost treasures had once meant. Before.
Hairbrush.
Phone.
Eyeglasses.
There was little that remained after the years of scavenging by other passing travelers.
The winding, wide Freeway curved and climbed higher underneath dark peaks. Roads that left Freeway often disappeared into wild desert. Sometimes as he rested Horse he would wonder what he might find at the conclusion of such lonely roads.
At one intersection the rusting framework of a sign crossed the departing road. From the framework three skeletons dangled in the wind of the high desert, rotted and picked at by vultures.
It was a cold day. Above he could see the snowcapped peaks turning blue in the shadow of the falling sun. Later that night as he rode down a long grade devoid of wrecks, snow began to fall and he was glad to be beyond the road-sign skeletons.
He made camp in the carport of a fallen house on the side of a rocky hill that overlooked the winding highway. He stacked rubble in the openings to hold in the warmth of his fire.
Chapter 5
She and her sisters came out that night, south out of the desert wastes ranging up toward the road. Winter was coming on fast, and they needed to make their kills soon and return south to their home near the big canyon. They had hunted the area lean of mule deer and for the last week had been reduced to eating jackrabbits. Far too little and lean for a pride of lions.
Did she think about what the world had become? Did she wonder how she had come to be hunting the lonely country of northern Nevada? Did she know anything of casinos and entertainments and that her ancestors had once roamed, groomed and well fed, behind glass enclosures while tourists snapped their pictures?
No.
She only thought of the male and their young and her sisters.
Tonight the wind was cold and dry. There was little moonlight for the hunt. If they could only come across a pack of wild dogs. It would be enough to start them south again. Once they were south, they would have food in the canyons. And if they had to, they could always search the old city. There was always someone there, a lone man digging among the ruins. There was always someone hiding within the open arches and shredded carpets, the overturned machines and the shining coins spilled out as though carelessly thrown down in anger.
She topped the small line of hills and saw the dark band of the highway heading west. They had always regarded this road as the extent of their northern wanderings. Now they had to turn south.
Her sisters growled. She watched the road, looking for a moving silhouette in the darkness. One sister came to rub her head with her own.