and let it wash over me, calm me, bring the relief we deserved. Relief that we had our son, and we’d rid the world of an evil sorceress. Relief that although we’d lost Rina, she’d no longer be sick and weak. Relief that the fighting had ceased, and we would lose no more. At least not tonight. For the moment, anyway, we could live with a little peace.
But hot tears streamed down my cheeks as I took in the scene surrounding us.
Blood soaked into what once had been sacred grounds. Several Norman soldiers lay bloodied and dead after taking hits from their own men. Others stood like statues, no life in their eyes. Noah lay on the ground, though not dead. Blossom tended to Jax’s injuries off to the side of the circle of men, while Vanessa and Sheree helped other hurt Amadis. Charlotte and Owen remained unconscious, but their chests rose and fell, so I knew they weren’t dead.
But Winston appeared to be.
And Rina definitely was. My grandmother was . . . gone.
A familiar, icy voice resonated from the dark on the other side of the abbey: “Such a shame, all of this destruction because of a mother’s wrath.”
Tristan and I both stiffened.
Lucas walked out to where we could see him, and he stood with the toes of his black boots inches away from the far side of the abbey proper, inches from the line of the sacred grounds. His white-blond hair was pulled into a ponytail that draped over his shoulder. His brow was scrunched together over his eyes that looked dark now, but I knew were ice blue like Vanessa’s. And he held Sasha in his arm, his other hand slowly petting her.
He had been behind Dorian’s kidnapping all along. Behind the mages’ deaths and Sasha’s injuries. And her disappearance, too, apparently. He’d orchestrated it all. And he was ultimately responsible for the destruction around us. Including my grandmother’s death.
My eyes cut to Tristan.
His cut to me.
We both lifted our chins in a slight nod.
And we charged the fucker.
My hand held my dagger as I streaked toward my sperm donor.
In the two seconds it took to cross the lawn, however, Noah and several of the Norman soldiers gathered around Lucas. And they were
Tristan suddenly stopped in front of me and threw his arm out. I slammed into it as though it were an iron bar.
Lucas snickered from behind the wall of men. “Too bad you can’t hurt them, eh? They’re only
Tristan let out a growl.
“That’s what I thought. Your Amadis vows won’t let you do anything. Not with human lives at stake.”
“Those things don’t
“Ah, yes. They do have some of Noah’s blood. Oh, and some of your lykora’s.” Lucas’s icy blue eyes glanced behind me to where Owen’s and Charlotte’s bodies lay, and then came back and pierced into me. “Thank you for that, by the way. I’d smelled lykora on you when you came to visit me and sent Victor to get her. But Kali took the opportunity to send warlock-boy in to snatch your son and make
“
“Oh, yes, indeed,” Lucas said. “These soldiers here—
“I already have my son,” I said through clenched teeth.
“Only because I allow it. I have no use for him until he comes to me on his own. Do you know why I let you go when I had you in Hades?”
I glared at him, refusing to indulge him with a guess because I still didn’t know. Yet, I remained quite curious.
“For the same reason. I have to admit, I still have hope for your potential. And I know one of these days, you’ll come around and see things my way when Katerina and Sophia never would. They live in a sugarcoated, lovey-dovey world whereas you, Alexis, my daughter, you know differently. You’ve had your own dark thoughts. You know that some people do deserve to die.”
His words were like a knife in my heart. The
“I have no qualms about killing my own when they betray me. In fact, I thank you for taking care of Kali for me. She’d become quite the hindrance. You shouldn’t have such qualms about killing either. You
“I’ll never fight for you,” I said, my voice quiet but full of determination.
“We’ll see about that. You are your father’s daughter, I do believe.”
“Never!” I screamed as I lunged for him, my dagger out.
One of his soldiers snarled and snapped, and when I didn’t back off, he threw himself at me. My hands flew up. I stopped him in midair, and his face filled with surprise. I hadn’t even set him on the ground, though, when his body flew at me. Lucas laughed as his soldier landed on top of me, my dagger piercing straight through the man’s body. He immediately became dead weight.
“So what will you do for your son?” Lucas asked. “How far will you go for those you love? What will you do to keep him
“Leave him out of this,” Tristan seethed.
Lucas ignored him, and called out, “Dorian? Come here my boy.”