And lightning parts the sky
When there is no one there to guide you
And no one there to help
Your courage is the key
To freeing yourself
“I remember that song. Though singing of storms is … unseemly stuff. Lower ranks and Witches only, that.” Lady Astraea’s eyes narrowed. “How old are you, girl?”
“Seventeen.”
“And do you have a fellow?”
Laura blushed. “There is a lad who is courting me.”
“Ah, good. Does he treat you well? And you he?”
“Yes, milady. Quite so.” The girl took a rush from the metal container hanging on the wall and lit its tip to start the candles. The room shined with both stormlight and flame. Still not comparable to daylight, but fine nonetheless.
Lady Astraea smoothed her skirts. “Good, good. You may be about your business. You may lock me in for safekeeping.”
“Oh.” Laura blinked. “But…”
“I do not require a nanny. I am simply going to occupy myself here. Read a bit by the fire. Perhaps knit. I will not allow anyone in unless it is Chloe, Cynda, or Lionel.”
Laura ducked her head and bent her knees in a curtsy. “Of course, milady. That sounds fine and good to me.” She pursed her lips and glanced about the room. “Ah,” she said, remembering the poker. “Certainly Chloe would ask me to bring this along…”
Lady Astraea nodded. “Of course. Precautions should be taken so that no one does anything rash.”
Laura smiled. “Yes, milady.” She headed to the door, pausing to address her employer once more. “May I say, milady, it has always been a wondrous treat to serve within your employ. I do so love your family.” Again she curtsied, this time slipping out the door and shutting it.
There was a heartbeat before the key clicked into the lock and the tumblers turned and Lady Astraea knew she was safely ensconced inside. She waited until she heard the girl’s footsteps retreat down the hallway before she pulled out her yarn and began to knit.
To work on a sweater her husband would likely sooner burn than wear.
She muffled a cry in the mesh of knits and purls and, clearing her throat, pulled back up, straight and proud as ever a woman of the Fifth of the Nine could be. For a moment she sat perfectly still but for the slight rise and fall of her chest and the rapid pulse fluttering along her neck.
Haltingly she continued the same song Laura had begun. “No storm that ever strikes, Shall leave me helpless and afraid, And if darkness lingers heavy, I’ll be fearless and brave…”
Then, as memories overtook her and she remembered the words, her confidence grew and so did her volume—just loud enough to make the room feel a little less empty.
The stormlights flickered and for a moment Lady Astraea felt a darkness as black as her now-ruined silhouette. “Be brave,” she whispered before resuming the song as the light returned.
The stormlights died. For a moment Lady Astraea lost her voice. If the Weather Workers had shared their condemnation and it had reached the Hub then everyone knew. Gossip spread faster than storm clouds.
“When there is no one there to guide you, And no one there to help…”
The fire crackled and popped in the fireplace but it seemed so distant—so small in the gathering darkness.
Lady Astraea picked up the song where she had left off and slid the knitting needles free of the sweater she was so close to completing, examining them in the pulsating firelight. In the adjoining room she heard her husband slam a door. Something shattered against their shared wall. He cursed. And then, cursing again, he added her name into the mix. The tips of the knitting needles glowed, wicked and sharp, and she set the sweater on her lap and knew then what she must do.
“Your courage is the key
To freeing yourself…”
Clenching her jaw and gritting her teeth, she did the thing more easily than she had expected. It was true. Nothing was merrier than the light of a fire.
The needles clattered onto the floor and she curled atop her bed, holding her husband’s sweater to her chest as she watched the struggling flame go from spark to ember. “Ashes to ashes,” she whispered.
The poker was added to the pile of dangerous implements in the kitchen and Chloe looked up, surprised there was one she’d somehow overlooked. Her eyes widened when she saw Laura step away from the pile. “Why are you not with her ladyship?”
The girl shrugged and Chloe grabbed a candle, curling her free fingers in her skirts to hike them above her ankles. She headed toward Lady Astraea’s chambers at a jog, the girl close behind.
“She insisted she was fine. Had me lock her inside. Insisted she was going to read and knit.”
Pulling her skirts beyond her knees, Chloe doubled her speed, calling over her shoulder, “The key—give me the key!”
Laura raced up to her, handing her the key as they arrived at the door. “Milady?” Chloe shouted, dropping her skirts and thrusting the candle at her companion. “Milady?!”
The key rattled in the lock and she twisted it, shoving the door open with her shoulder and bursting in on the scene.
The fire was naught but glowing embers, one candle out, the other flickering sadly to cast a pall across a small patch of the room—barely catching the butt end of the knitting needles.
Chloe took a deep breath and another step into the room. “Milady?” she asked, her voice catching.
In the darkness something dripped.
The light from the candle crept over the floor and Chloe snatched it back, holding it before her like some magickal wand, color edging shadow back as light reclaimed the bed’s edge and the sleek tips of the knitting needles, obscured in a pool of something dark … something that leeched from the quilt’s hem, dropping onto the floor at a pace far slower than that of Chloe’s thudding heart.
One last step forward and the story of the sad and nearly silent scene was made clear.
Laura dodged out of the room and dropped to all fours, gagging in the hall.
“Oh, milady,” Chloe whispered, seeing the woman’s body, so much like sleeping, but with long gashes down her forearms where she’d opened her own wrists with the knitting needles.
Chloe set the candle on the bedside table and felt for heat, a pulse, some sign of life, as she pulled a ribbon from her lady’s hair and, tearing it into two equal strips, bound up her lady’s wrists.
It might yet be enough.
If she hurried.
Closing the door behind her, Chloe turned the lock and grabbed Laura by the back of her apron to hoist her to her feet. “Now. You’ll do exactly as I say.” Her voice cracked again. “You’ll clean up this mess. Starting with the mess you just made.” She pointed to the weeping pile of vomit that oozed across the hall floor.
Then she had her skirts in her hands again and was running back to Lionel—if for no reason other than to know where he was so she could better avoid him as she did the next dark thing that needed doing. In the service of the Astraea family for five years already, Chloe was not ready to face the rest of her life without them. Not yet. Not quite so soon. She had lost her first family far too early—she would do whatever it took to keep this family together. Her familiarity with the house’s layout made it nearly no problem to run in the dark back the way she’d come—
She slammed into him at top speed, the solid mass of his body enough to throw her onto her rump. “John?” she asked as he reached down for her hand, begging her pardon.
“Yes, Miss Chloe. Is John.”
“Perfect. I need you to help me carry something heavy. And we need to make haste.”
“I can make haste, Miss Chloe.”
