“Yes. Wretched beasts.”
He nodded. “I was wondering…”
“She should sleep straight through the night now. But no more water before bedtime.”
“No. Not about that.”
“Oh. What then?”
“Are you still seeing the baker’s son?”
She looked down. “You are the one that ended what was between us.”
“But what if I wanted to begin things anew?” he asked, reaching a hand toward her face.
She stepped back faster than either of them expected, her back bumping up against the door. “No,” she said, the word a frantic puff of air. “No.” She looked back toward Meg’s room—the dark spot from which soft snoring much like the purr of an oversized barn cat sounded. “She needs stability. And we”—her eyebrows slid closer together—“are anything but stable when we’re together. We’re like powder and match.”
“That merely means explosive,” he insisted, taking a step forward again.
“No.” She ducked beneath his arm. “We
Chapter Eleven
No one conquers who doesn’t fight.
—GABRIEL BIEL
The pounding on the door of Rowen’s chamber was only rivaled by the pounding in his head. “God,” he groaned, pulling the pillow tighter over his forehead and pressing it against his ears so hard his head echoed with the throbbing of his pulse.
“Rowen!”
He recognized the voice and rolled out a groan again.
The pounding changed to a nearly-too-polite knock. “Young Master Rowen, it seems you are running behind by a bit today, young sir.” Jonathan. “You do have…” There was a pause, a sigh, and muttering between Jonathan and Catrina. “You do have a rather imperative previously scheduled engagement, young sir…”
“What time is it?” He released the pillow and let go of the bedpost long enough to press the heels of his hands into his eye sockets and growl. “What day is it…?”
“Open the door for me!” Catrina demanded.
“Young lady, that is quite unseemly … I daresay he is in a state of undress…”
There was the noise of a scuffle, a few words exchanged between the two outside that caused Rowen’s eyebrows to rise in surprise.
A key turned in the lock and the door swung open, Catrina lunging in with Jonathan right on her heels, grasping for the key and settling for her wrist instead. She thrashed against him for a moment, but froze when she spotted Rowen on his bed. In only his loose-fitting nightshirt.
Catrina had the good graces to blush.
Jonathan took advantage of the moment and wrested the key from her hand, holding it high in victory.
Rowen glared at them both and pulled the quilt around him.
It was not nearly fast enough that Catrina failed to notice the strength in his bare legs or the slight bit of hair on his chest, just viewable between the open laces at his neckline.
“What the devil are both of you doing here?” Rowen demanded, following the question up quickly with, “Jonathan, trousers, please?”
“Yes, milord, of course, milord.”
“Did you truly drink that much that you do not remember what occurred last night?” Catrina asked. “Everyone knows of it!”
Rowen drew back, worry plain on his face. “What occurred last night … between
Catrina blushed. Harder. “No, no. Of course not … Do you not recall your challenge?”
Rowen looked at Jonathan askance but took the buckskin breeches he offered and, clearing his throat and pointing with his chin, instructed Catrina to turn her back on him. As soon as she was facing his armoire, he dropped the quilt long enough to pull on his pants and tuck in his shirt.
Then he paled, remembering. “The duel.”
“Yes!” Catrina spun around, disappointed. At seeing him nearly dressed or at the fact he’d challenged a man to a duel? “You could send Jonathan with an explanation that you were quite in your cups when you threw down the gauntlet, and that with the return of daylight your senses also returned and you realize now that Lord Edward was right. This is precisely why duels occur most oft in daylight—so you might sleep off stupidity. They would surely be lenient if you admitted being so horrendously wrong due to the evils of alcohol…”
“But I was not completely soused. Not until after they left.”
Jonathan grumbled something as he put away Rowen’s nightclothes.
Catrina wrinkled her nose. “True, but they do not know that. So you just say—”
“So you would make me a liar twice over? I was not drunk. And not wrong.”
“Rowen. You made a bad decision. In the heat of an argument. You tried to protect someone’s honor— someone whose honor was not hers to give—all because of some time you spent with Jordan in the past. You were wrong to do so. Many times over.”
He glanced at her and then at the window and the light flooding in. “What time is it?”
“The bell in the main square rang out eight just moments ago,” Jonathan said.
“Just enough time,” Rowen muttered.
“Yes,” Catrina agreed. “If you write the note and send Jonathan—”
Rowen fixed his gaze on her. “Just enough time to make it to Watkin’s Glen,” he corrected. “Are my sword and pistol ready?”
“Wh—”
Jonathan nodded. “Yes, sir.”
“You can’t be serious!” Catrina shouted. “I will—I will…” Her eyes widened, realizing what the most potent threat was. “Tell your mother.”
Rowen sighed. “Do so. My head is already pounding, my fate already sealed. I am no marksman. Tell her so she might at least scream something akin to a good-bye to me—as it will surely not be a farewell that passes from her lips.”
“Why … I…”
“Do not, Catrina. Do not bring additional drama to me in this, the last hour I will likely spend on this Earth. Let me at least do what I said I would. Let me at least be enough of a man to be true to my word.”
“Rowen…” she protested weakly.
He addressed Jonathan. “Will you do me the honor of standing as my second?”
“It is not even legal…”
Jonathan ignored her, nodding. “Of course, young sir. ’Twould be my honor.”
“And if the moment comes—you will be man enough to end my agony?”
“I pray that is not necessary, sir.”
Rowen shrugged. “We shall see.”
