But I
So I trudged to the hotel and was soon clambering up the main steps. On the second floor, I slowed and glanced into the lab. The door was ajar, the white curtains drawn back, and Joseph was within, focused on a stack of papers.
As if he sensed me, his gaze flicked up. A furrow dug into his brow. He beckoned to me.
And I realized with crushing relief that Jie had not yet told him about Oliver.
So, with a fortifying breath, I stepped to the doorway and poked my head in. “I thought you were away.”
“My business ended early. Perhaps
“Right.” I slunk in—but almost instantly stopped again. Four waist-high, pine crates stood in a row beneath the windows.
“Daniel’s latest inventions,” Joseph explained. “Yet you have not seen our other . . .
He flourished a hand to the far-right table. Atop it lay a man-shaped mound beneath a white sheet.
“The butler?” I asked.
“
Despite being an incredibly morbid reaction, the corpse’s presence made me smile. Madame
Marineaux must have remembered, even if I had not.
Joseph hurried to the body, waving for me to follow. I gathered up my skirts and warily approached, the faint stench of carrion drifting into my nose. He waved to the corpse’s head. “So far, the ears and eyes are the only regions I have found that are desecrated.”
“You inspected the whole body?”
“Not yet. I cleaned one of the ear wounds. I thought perhaps I would uncover a ritualistic way in which the organ had been removed—some special incision I could find referenced in my books.” He ran a gloved hand along his jaw. “But I found nothing.”
“May I?”
At Joseph’s nod, I gulped in clean air and yanked back the sheet. Up close and a day older, the butler managed to look even worse than he had before. Though his mouth was clamped shut, the waxy skin around his lips had stretched to the point of ripping—presumably from chomping so desperately.
And I was most assuredly
Placing a gloved hand over my mouth, I moved in close. Through the jagged flesh—it had not been a clean cut—was the beige gleam of the man’s skull.
It was sickening . . . and yet
—
I straightened, horrified by my thoughts. This man had been murdered. I ought to be repulsed.
Disturbed.
I swallowed tightly. “Do you think he was dead when he was cut up?”
Joseph winced. “Judging by the amount of blood around the wounds, he was alive during this procedure.”
My stomach flipped—that
“
A demon. Sacrifices.
My stomach curdled. What if it
week lull in
I towed my mind back to the lab—I would deal with that darkness later—and, glancing at Joseph, I tried to don a happy face. “So . . . shall we begin this first lesson?”
“Yes.” He scratched absently at his cheek. “To begin, you must first understand why using self-
power is so dangerous. It is no different from opium—each time you draw on your spiritual energy, your soul rots.”
“Rots?” I repeated doubtfully. He had said something similar the day before, and even knowing that the magic was addictive, I still found the idea of a festering soul to be rather . . . dramatic. I told
Joseph as much.
“But nonetheless, it is true.” He scrubbed roughly at his scars, motioning with his other hand that we should return to the main table. “It is addictive, Eleanor, and as with any addiction, one’s morals degrade.”
“So what you’re really saying,” I declared as we moved to the stools, “is that my scruples will rot —not my soul.”
Joseph’s jaw clenched. We reached the table, but neither of us sat. “Eleanor, look at what became of Marcus. Of Elijah. They lost all sense of what was right and wrong—”
“But I am
“You are right that I cannot raise a body or make a phantom limb, yet I can blast away the Dead.
That is all that I need to do.”
“But that is limiting.”
“Listen to yourself,” he hissed. “Do you not hear how the magic controls you, even now?”
“That isn’t true,” I said, teeth gritting. “I have fought and
He relaxed slightly. “Good. I am glad you say that. You must keep fighting. All you need is electricity.”
I swept my skirts to the side and took a seat. “Can I talk to a spirit with electricity?”
His eyes thinned. “Why do you ask?”
“If we could talk to
“Talk to these