ours is not to reason why, or is it?
Carlos (overt, dark-skinned), having unzipped the
hero’s pants, has started kissing his glorious equipment:
Woman Hating
Here I was standing in this tiny YM CA room, naked as
the day I was born, with a pretty boy queer, kneeling
in front o f me playing with my cock. The whole thing
was sickening, but the worst part was that I was enjoying it.. . . Suddenly I didn’t give a fuck if he was queer. I just relaxed and surrendered to his sucking
mouth. 11
The resultant orgasm is fantastic, mind-blowing, as
aren’t they all in
much to bear. Being sucked by a queer is one thing.
Reciprocity is something else. Could it be reciprocity
that makes one queer?
He was a fucking queer but I wasn’t. If he had hot
rock that was his problem not mine. He’ll just have to
find some other queer to suck his cock. 12
Hot Rock Carlos is undaunted. After much patient
persistance, our supermale hero succumbs, with reservations: “The idea was repulsive to me, but I wanted to make him happy. ” 13 The moral of the tale is simple.
Says our hero:
Funny I do not consider myself queer, just damn lucky
to be able to attract so many good looking young boys
so they could have their rock inside me. 14
Only now does the definitive definition of queer seem
to emerge. Cocksucking isn’t the definitive experience
after all. One must conclude that anal intercourse,
the closest corollary to female penetration, really defines the queer. One must conclude that being fucked in the ass separates the queers from the men and places
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them squarely among the women. O ne must conclude
that being penetrated is queer, not to mention debasing,
disgusting, and humiliating, which one had already
guessed.
Homosexual men are not only penetrated like
women —they also lust after pain and degradation. T h e
author o f “T h e Suction Game” has given us another
example o f homosexual pornography, this one engagingly entided “T ough Young Dicks for Hot Kicks. ”
Five young toughs are cruising; they pick up a longhaired boy, shove him in the back seat o f the car and order him to blow them all; the boy considers refusing, since he’d love to be beaten then and there, but instead submits since greater abuse can always be had through submission than through resistance; the young
toughs brutally rape the long-haired boy, then piss and
shit all over him. He is, o f course, ecstatic:
Gee did I smell o f come and teenage sweat and urine
and I had two more toss-offs myself thinking about