“You’ve got to be kidding me,” Bryn growled low. “Khol’s done enough. I’ll be fine. The poison will pass out of my system. Besides”—and he grinned at me mischievously—“I can think of plenty of ways to
I chose to ignore his remark about Khol and laughed. “That doesn’t even make sense, Bryn. I’m going to label that innuendo as failed.”
“It’s not failed because you got what I was going for,” Bryn protested with false indignance.
“Yeah, okay, whatever.” I rolled my eyes at him as I turned to leave the room. It felt so good—beyond good—to be able to talk to Bryn like this again. I’d missed him so much. He might be more, but he was still my best friend—my best friend with tons of extra benefits. “By the way”—I stopped and met Bryn’s gaze with narrowed eyes—“if you ever try to leave me again.” I paused for dramatic effect. “I’ll more than just slap you.” I don’t know why I felt the need to tell him that at that moment, but I did. Maybe on some level I felt most things we could move on and not talk about . . . bury our heads in the sand . . . but not that.
Bryn gave me a tight-lipped smile. “We’re mated now. Nothing to worry about.”
I bared my teeth at him, feeling every bit the full-blooded dragon that I was. “If something happens—like before—if you walk away from me—you’ll regret it.”
Bryn’s brows furrowed together as he studied me. “Are you threatening me, Peej?”
“Yeah, I guess I am.”
Bryn’s full lips turned up slightly at the corners showcasing his dimples. “I wonder if it’s the whole being mated thing, but I kind of think it’s hot, how you’re reacting to the thought of me leaving.”
I quirked one bemused eyebrow at him. “Seriously?”
“Yeah.” His eyes darkened to show the sudden heat in them that was burning for me. “I know I was stupid, Peej—beyond stupid. But you know I did it all out of love for you.”
I flicked my gaze to the floor, not wanting to get caught in the magnetic pull of his sea storm eyes. “That almost makes it worse,” I mumbled.
Macon appeared in front of me, causing me to jump about a mile. One would think I’d be used to dragons popping in and out around me by now, but I wasn’t. And I could only sense the ripple of power letting me know someone was about to appear if I was paying attention, and not fully focused on Bryn. “My lord sent me to bring you to question the Rider known as Cliff. He wanted to remind you that you also have queenly duties that go beyond seeing to your mate Bryn.” Harsh. But then again I guess Khol reserved the right to be a little mean to me after everything we’d been through together.
“Lead the way,” I said, somehow managing to curb my sarcastic tongue.
Bryn and I trailed along behind Macon silently hand in hand. The tension between Macon and us was palpable. I had the feeling Macon wanted to say something to me but just couldn’t bring himself to broach whatever subject it was. I was sure it either had to do with Jenna, or the fact that Bryn and I were mated . . . again. Either way, I was glad he didn’t want to go there at the moment.
When we came to a huge wooden door, much like the one that Jenna was stashed behind, Macon pushed it open and stepped back to allow us entrance. We both slid past him, and I for one didn’t make eye contact.
“It’s about time,” Khol’s annoyed voice greeted us as soon as I crossed the threshold. I looked up to meet his eyes and beyond his annoyance was a world of pain. I had completely crushed him by choosing Bryn. I knew that on some level, but seeing it was something else entirely. I dropped Bryn’s hand as my face heated. How could I be so callous? I didn’t have to rub it in Khol’s face, did I?
“Hey,” I said as my entire face flushed. I was a horrible, horrible person. But then again I couldn’t really be considered a person so . . . I was a horrible, horrible dragon. I then looked over to see a tied up and bloodied Cliff. “What the hell? What did you do?” Oh, please don’t tell me that Khol has been taking out his anger on Cliff. I was still holding onto the hope that we could return him to his normal life once we figured out a way to get the Rider out of him.
“What needed to be done,” Khol responded coldly.
Yeah, okay. I could tell by Khol’s face that there would be no arguing with him over this. If I had wanted it to go differently then maybe I shouldn’t have stayed in bed with Bryn and been there to protect Cliff’s body instead. “Did you get any useful information at least?”
“Nothing exceptionally useful.” Khol strode over to stand inches away from Cliff, who flinched away from him with fear. “The time for questioning is over.”
“Okaaay,” I drawled out. “So why am I here then?”
“We need to figure out how to remove a Rider from his host.” Khol waved his hand over Cliff’s head as if I should have known that. “Here is the perfect candidate for us to experiment on.”
“What?” I was so not using poor Cliff as a guinea pig.
“Would you rather use Jenna?” Khol asked as his mouth pushed into a thin line.
“No! Of course not . . . It’s just . . .” I shook my head with dismay. “. . . Poor Cliff.”
“Every war has collateral damage. You, as a queen, should get used to that fact.”
“And I guess Cliff is a better choice than Jenna for that,” I mumbled to myself. I lifted my head and met his steel gaze square on. “What do I need to do?”
“What else can we try?” I ground out with frustration. We had spent—Khol, Bryn, and myself—the last couple of hours trying to force the Rider out of Cliff’s body with everything we could think of. I just didn’t understand it. My birth mother said it was possible, and she said I was the one to do it . . . But how? When neither Bryn nor Khol responded to my question, I repeated it with more vehemence. “What else can we try?”
“I don’t know,” Khol replied with exhaustion as he scrubbed a hand down his face. “I just don’t know.” Bryn just remained silent as he stared at Cliff, his dragon blue eyes blazing brightly.
“Well, we can’t just give up!” My voice climbed a few octaves.
“No one’s giving up,” Khol grumbled. “Maybe we just need a break, to take some time to think about this.
“I want that thing out of Jenna now!” I would not cry again. I would not cry again.
Bryn put his arm around my shoulders and pulled me into his side. “I know,” he murmured as he brushed his soft lips against my temple. “I know.”
“Fine. We’ll take a break.” I stood, breaking all contact with Bryn and stalked toward the door. I was letting my anger take hold in me so I wouldn’t feel the anguish of not having the answer to save Jenna yet. But I would find it if it was the last thing I did.
“My lord!” Macon burst through the door nearly knocking me over. “We’re under attack!”
“The Riders?” Khol asked but it sounded more like a statement.
“Yes.”
“How did they breach our wards?” Khol swore under his breath. “Someone had to have led them here.”
I was supposed to be queen but I didn’t have the experience and scope of knowledge to deal with this kind of thing, so I looked to Khol for answers. “What should we do?” I tried to hide the panic in my voice and failed miserably.
Khol was already leaning down to untie an unconscious Cliff when he responded. “We retreat, and re-gather ourselves. We have something they obviously want very badly, but we’re not in a position to use it to our full advantage when we’re on the defensive.”
I had no idea what that meant exactly. “So we run away?”
Khol grimaced. “I would prefer a different choice of words, but yes.”
“We need to bring Jenna with us!” I ran from the room, not waiting for anyone anyone’s response.
“Peej!” Bryn was close at my heels. “I’ll help you!”
I nodded my head at him but didn’t turn to acknowledge him. I was on a mission. I had to get to Jenna before the skeevy Riders did. Just as I made it to the door of Jenna’s prison, Jeremy came barreling out with her slung over his shoulder, unconscious. “What’s the plan?” he blurted out as soon as he saw us.
“Well, you already have the first part covered. I guess the next step is to get the hell out of Dodge,” Bryn answered for me.
“We’ll use a Gate,” Jeremy said and he turned and led the way down the long corridor.
Anxiety built up in my mind. What if we didn’t make it? Pushing my worry down I sped along quickly behind
