There was no way the rest of the Assembly would dare breach the confines of the Alpha’s inner sanctum.
At least that’s what she hoped.
She just needed time to think. She needed time to decide how exactly she was going to keep her promise to Morgan, how she was going to convince Leander to do something that would basically amount to treason on his part. She hadn’t come up with any brilliant ideas yet.
Tonight was supposed to be her debut, as Morgan kept calling it. The cut on her foot was fully healed, she could Shift again. And she had been on board with the idea, had thought it might actually work. Just tell the Assembly, just show them a little something, like maybe one foot turning to vapor, her arm or a lock of her hair— just enough proof to get them off her back and allow her to drop off the radar and escape back to her old life. And escape was exactly what she was planning.
But the minute she’d seen their ominous, arrogant faces as they gathered to lurk behind Leander in the ballroom, she knew she wasn’t going to show them anything.
Because they planned to
And then Leander, with that kiss...well, he took the choice right out of her hands.
She was a fool. She knew it, as sure as she knew the sun would rise tomorrow. She was a fool to keep thinking of him, hour after hour, day after day, thinking and dreaming and wanting even as she tried her best to stuff it all down into the pit of her stomach.
She knew he was exactly like the rest of them. All he wanted was her cooperation, her submission, her
Especially
“I thought I’d find you in here with a pair of scissors, shredding up my entire wardrobe,” an amused voice said, low and silky soft, from a few feet away. “Not trying it on.”
Jenna’s head snapped up. He was right there, his outline barely visible in the middle of the darkened room. She smothered an angry gasp.
How had she not heard him? How had she not heard his heart?
“I was hoping you wouldn’t find me at all,” she retorted hotly, moving one step back into the row of coats, her hands clenched around the wool collar, drawing it closer. Another step and her back hit the closet wall.
“Don’t be ridiculous. You’re one floor up from the drawing room. I can easily hear your heartbeat from there.”
Through the murk she saw the sheen of Leander’s teeth as he smiled. Then his scent hit her, spice and smoke and virile man. His heartbeat pumped to life in her ears, an echo of her own. She realized with a start she hadn’t heard it before because he had entered the room as vapor and Shifted back to man.
Which now meant he was standing there nude. As nude as she was under this coat.
“And just for the record, I’m not trying it on,” Jenna snapped. “I’m...” She floundered, hating herself for letting him get under her skin. “I’m just trying to stay warm!”
He stepped forward, put a hand out to push away a dove-gray cashmere overcoat that was partially blocking her face. The skin of his sculpted chest was swathed in shadows, but she saw its polished gleam as he moved. A ripple of dusky light fell over the muscles in his abdomen; ambers and charcoals and deepest grays outlined the planes and angles of his flesh. She pulled her gaze away before it drifted farther down.
“I can think of better ways to keep you warm,” he murmured.
“I’m sure you can,” she said acidly, unnerved. Did he have to be so masculine? So muscular? So damn good looking?
Jenna blew out a little breath between her teeth, not realizing they’d been clenched together. “Like throwing me into a pot of boiling water. Or staking me to the ground in the desert. Or pouring honey all over my body and dumping a beehive over my head. Or—”
He tsked. “You have my intentions entirely wrong, love. Except possibly the honey part.”
She caught the phosphorous glow in his eye as he smiled, slow and languid. “Minus the bees.”
She swallowed and tightened her fingers around the coat. Her heart began to hammer in her chest. “Well, then you’re the only one. The rest of your friends are hell-bent on doing something nasty to me because I won’t —”
“But you did,” he interrupted, still with that same silken, caressing tone that sent tremors over her skin. “And now they’ve got their proof. You’re no longer in any imminent danger.”
“From
He dropped his hand and curled his long fingers around the collar of the wool coat. His other hand came up and grasped the lapel. He pulled her closer until their bodies, separated by only a fine layer of wool, grazed.
She looked up at him and time slowed to a crawl.
He was a head taller than she, radiating heat from his unclad skin, his face hidden in shadow and locks of thick ebony hair that fell over his forehead and cheekbones. The hard and substantial muscles of his shoulders and arms were folded in darkness, outlined black against the meager light.
But his eyes were clearly visible, wide and unblinking and glowing fiercely green.
“You could never be in any danger from me,” he whispered. “You know that. Tell me you know that.”
“Only in danger of losing my ability to
“And why would that be?” he asked, husky, amused. “If you hate me so much?”
She should run. She should push him away and turn to vapor and get the hell out of—
“Jenna.”
His thumbs were on her jaw, tilting her head up. Her eyes fluttered open. She peeked up at him through her lashes, then bit her lip to keep it from trembling. She felt panicked. She felt frozen. She could not look away.
He said her name again, barely audibly, bent his head, and now the amusement was gone. “
She hesitated, then shook her head once, quickly. “But I
He laughed, a low, relieved exhalation. “I’m sorry I made you Shift, but you are the most stubborn creature I have ever met. You’ll put yourself in mortal danger just for the sake of making a point. I couldn’t stand for that.”
She felt his warm breath on her neck as he whispered into her ear. The skin on her arms rose in gooseflesh. Over her pounding pulse, she heard herself say, “How did you know...how did you know that would work? That you could make me Shift like that?”
“I gambled.” He stroked a finger lightly over the soft spot under her earlobe. “Unlike any other half-Blood, your trigger seems to be linked to your emotions, especially the strong ones. Including murderous rage.” He chuckled, then nudged her hair aside with his nose and breathed deeply against her neck.
Jenna held perfectly still as the tip of his nose trailed down her throat. His unshaven jaw was a surprising rough scrape against her bare skin. She willed her hands to stay where they were and not wind up around his shoulders, willed her shaking knees to support her weight.
“That wasn’t fair,” she said, her voice cracking. “And I hate being forced to do anything. I hate bullies.”
“I know,” he murmured. He stroked one thumb across her jawbone, back and forth, light as a feather. “Which is why I’d like to ask your permission to do something.”
Jenna knew he heard her heart beating wildly in her chest, just as he heard her uneven breathing, felt the way her body was primed tight as a bowstring under his touch. The knowledge that he could, in all likelihood, almost
“You promised,” she said, stiff and breathless, knowing what was coming.
“Yes,” he agreed, unmoving. “I did. So this time I’m asking your permission.”
The sound of his breathing seemed suddenly deafening in her ears.
“I want to kiss you again,” he said quietly. “Will you let me?”
She didn’t answer because she could not speak.
She breathed steadily through her nose, willing herself to say no and mean it. She clamped her eyes shut, fighting her desire, fighting her fear, fighting the knowledge that her entire future might hinge on whatever she did