At the door Eliana paused. She looked back at him over her shoulder, and something in her face softened. She glanced down at the painting she’d left on his desk, and he realized she’d done it on purpose, as an offering. If she’d taken it with her, he’d never have seen her again.
“Gregor,” she said.
His heart leapt at the unexpected softness in her voice, and he held his breath, waiting. She smiled, and Gregor thought he’d never seen anything quite so sad in his entire life.
“I’ll send the courier by for the…” She trailed off and glanced at Celine, then back at him. “Packages. Does next Monday give you enough time?”
He nodded, and she nodded back. She glanced down at the carpet and then quickly back to his face. Her expression now was unreadable, her voice cool, but he imagined both held the palest echo of relief. “Thank you.”
Then she turned and disappeared through the door, leaving him with a curious emptiness resounding through his chest.
“There’s something so
2
A Morbid Kind of Obsession
“He’s getting worse, Constantine.”
It was a statement of fact, not an accusation, but for Constantine the two were indistinguishable when the subject was Demetrius. Guilt made him hyperaware of every nuance of voice; even the most innocuous comment regarding their brother Demetrius—universally called D—set him on edge.
“He’ll be fine,” Constantine snapped, folding massive arms across a broad chest. “He’s just having a bad day.”
Lix snorted his opinion of that.
They stood together in the cool blue shadows at the back of the low-ceilinged sparring chamber, observing the crowd of young
“You can’t deny his dreams are getting worse,” Lix persisted as they watched D wave another opponent into the ring. He’d already been through three, and the training session had only started twenty minutes ago. Two
The Transition hung like a hangman’s noose over the head of every half-Blooded
Constantine remained silent. He knew what Lix had said about D’s dreams was true because he’d heard the screams with his own ears. An almost nightly occurrence, D’s dreams—more correctly nightmares, though he never said what they were about—weren’t the dreams of ordinary people.
D was Gifted with Foresight, a talent he’d had since birth that had of late been torturing him with visions of which he refused to speak. It had everyone on edge, and not just because his screams echoed eerily through the winding corridors of the catacombs, fading to silence around dark corners while the children in bed pulled the sheets over their heads.
The things D dreamed came true. And if his terrified screams were any indication, something awful was headed their way.
“Does he ever talk to you about her?” Lix murmured, watching as D’s new sparring partner began to circle him in the ring. D stood still, hands with taped knuckles lowered to his sides, tracking his opponent’s every move with only his eyes. They shone with a murderous light.
“He barely speaks to me at all anymore,” replied Constantine. Then, lower, “Not that he was much of a talker before, but now he’s perfected the silent treatment into an art form.”
Lix nodded his agreement. Then, as D threw a vicious punch that slammed his opponent into the ropes where he clung, wavering for a moment, before he fell face-first onto the tarp and lay still while the crowd went wild, he said, “He’s going to kill one of them, Constantine. He’s supposed to be training them, but it’s like he wants to
Constantine watched as D, who’d apparently had enough of beating trainees senseless for the moment, jumped the ropes and leapt down from the ring. The crowd, still cheering, gave him a wide berth as he stalked away into the gloom of the far corridor and then broke into a run. After only a few long strides, he was swallowed by blackness.
The gathered
“Maybe it’s not anyone
Even in the semi-gloom that was the constant of the catacombs, he saw Lix blanch. He turned to Constantine, his long hair falling, as always, into his eyes. “He would never…do that,” he said, scandalized. “It’s forbidden.”
“You know as well as I do that D doesn’t give a damn about rules. Ours, the gods’, anyone’s. I hope you’re right, though, brother.” He sighed, feeling a lead weight settle into the center of his chest. “I really hope you’re right. But we’re going to have to do something about him soon—before we find out the hard way.”
The therapeutic waters that fed the underground baths of the thermae were bubbling hot and faintly salty, as always, but for D they provided little relief. His muscles would be helped, but that wasn’t where the real ache lay. He settled his heavy bulk lower into the water, dragged his hands across his face, and closed his eyes.
Her image sprang to life beneath his lids. She was on the forefront of his mind every moment. Sleeping, waking, fighting, eating…he carried her with him always, and the need for her was like a sickness that had spread to every organ, eating him alive.
There would be no relief from it until he found her…or died.
He’d been in love with Eliana so passionately and for so long that the pain of her disappearance three years ago had transfigured itself into a morbid kind of obsession, burning and black and weirdly alive, like an agonizing cancer in his gut that was slowly devouring him from the inside out.
It was relentless, this obsession. He thought of nothing else. He dreamt of nothing else. He ate and breathed and lived for one thing only, and that was the day he’d find her and apologize for the mess he’d made and explain that contrary to what she thought, it wasn’t him who’d done the terrible thing that had driven her away in the first place.
Unfortunately, D had no idea where Eliana had gone. Rome was a huge city, ancient and sprawling, with a million places to hide. Or disappear altogether. But he knew the city and the particular musk and heady sweetness of her scent equally well and had high hopes he’d be able to find her before too much time had passed. Before