I'm going to get Mike out of there.'
'Go right ahead.'
She strode to the door. 'Jubal, it's locked.'
'Thought it might be.'
'Well? What do we do? Break it down?'
'Only as a last resort.' Jubal went to the inner door, looked it over carefully. 'Mmm, with a battering ram and twenty stout men I might try it. But I wouldn't count on it. Jill, that door would do credit to a bank vault - it's just been prettied up to match the room. I've got one much like it for the fireproof off my study.'
'What do we do?'
'Beat on it, if you want to. You'll just bruise your hands. I'm going to see what's keeping friend Boone-'
But when Jubal looked out into the hallway he saw Boone just returning. 'Sorry,' Boone said. 'Had to have the Cherubim hunt up your driver. He was in the Happiness Room, having a bite of lunch. But your cab is waiting for you, just where I said.'
'Senator,' Jubal said, 'we've got to leave now. Will you be so kind as to tell Bishop Digby?'
Boone looked perturbed. 'I could phone him, if you insist. But I hesitate to do so - and I simply cannot walk in on a private audience.'
'Then phone him. We do insist.'
But Boone was saved the embarrassment as, just then, the inner door opened and Mike walked out. Jill took one look at his face and shrilled, 'Mike! Are you all right?'
'Yes, Jill.'
'I'll tell the Supreme Bishop you're leaving,' said Boone and went past Mike into the smaller room. He reappeared at once. 'He's left,' he announced. 'There's a back way into his study.' Boone smiled. 'Like cats and cooks, the Supreme Bishop goes without saying. That's a joke. He says that 'good-by's' add nothing to happiness in this world, so he never says good-by. Don't be offended.'
'We aren't. But we'll say good-by now - and thank you for a most interesting experience. No, don't bother to come down; I'm sure we can find our way out.'
XXIV
ONCE THEY WERE IN THE AIR Jubal said, 'Well, Mike, what did you think of it?'
Mike frowned. 'I do not grok.'
'You aren't alone, son. What did the Bishop have to say?'
Mike hesitated a long time, finally said, 'My brother Jubal, I need to ponder until grokking is.'
'Ponder right ahead, son. Take a nap. That's what I'm going to do.'
Jill said suddenly, 'Jubal? How do they get away with it?'
'Get away with what?'
'Everything. That's not a church - it's a madhouse.'
It was Jubal's turn to ponder before answering. 'No, Jill, you're mistaken. It is a church? and the logical eclecticism of our times.'
'Huh?'
'The New Revelation and all doctrines and practices under it are all old stuff, very old. All you can say about it is that neither Foster nor Digby ever had an original thought in his life. But they knew what would sell, in this day and age. So they pieced together a hundred timeworn tricks, gave them a new paint job, and they were in business. A booming business, too. The only thing that scares me is that I might live to see it sell too well - until it was compulsory for everybody.'
'Oh, no!'
'Oh, yes. Hitler started with less and all he had to peddle was hate. Hate always sells well, but for repeat trade and the long pull happiness is sounder merchandise. Believe me, I know; I'm in the same grift myself. As Digby reminded me.' Jubal grimaced. 'I should have punched him, Instead, he made me like it. That's why I'm afraid of him. He's good at it, he's clever. He knows what people want. Happiness. The world has suffered a long, bleak century of guilt and fear - now Digby tells them that they have nothing to fear, in this life or hereafter, and that God commands them to love and be happy. Day in, day out, he keeps pushing it: Don't be afraid, be happy'
'Well, that part's all right,' Jill admitted, 'and I concede that he works hard at it. But-'
'Piffle! He plays hard.'
'No, he gave me the impression that he really is devoted to his work, that he had sacrificed everything else to-'
''Piffle!' I said. For Digby it's play. Jill, of all the nonsense that twists the world, the concept of 'altruism' is the worst. People do what they want to do, every time. If it sometimes pains them to make a choice - if the choice turns out to look like a 'noble sacrifice' - you can be sure that it is in no wise nobler than the discomfort caused by greediness? the unpleasant necessity of having to decide between two things both of which you would like to do when you can't do both. The ordinary bloke suffers that discomfort every day, every time he makes a choice between spending a buck on beer or tucking it away for his kids, between getting up when he's tired or spending the day in his warm bed and losing his job. No matter which he does he always chooses what seems to hurt least or pleasures most. The average chump spends his life harried by these small decisions. But the utter scoundrel and the perfect saint merely make the same choices on a larger scale. They still pick what pleases them. As Digby has done. Saint or scoundrel, he's not one of the harried little chumps.'
'Which do you think he is, Jubal?'
'You mean there's a difference?'
'Oh, Jubal, your cynicism is just a pose and you know it! Of course there's a difference.'
'Mmm, yes, you're right, there is. I hope he's just a scoundrel - because a saint can stir up ten times as much mischief as a scoundrel. Strike that from the record; you would just tag it as 'cynicism' - as if tagging it proved it wrong. Jill, what troubled you about those church services?'
'Well? everything. You can't tell me that that is worship.'
'Meaning they didn't do things that way in the Little Brown Church in the Vale you attended as a kid? Brace yourself, Jill - they don't do it your way in St. Peter's either. Nor in Mecca.'
'Yes, but - well, none of them do it that way! Snake dances, slot machines? even a bar right in church! That's not reverence, it's not even dignified! Just disgusting.'
'I don't suppose that temple prostitution was very dignified, either.'
'Huh?'
'I rather imagine that the two-backed beast is just as sweaty and comical when the act is performed in the service of a god as it is under any other circumstances. As for those snake dances, have you ever seen a Shaker service? No, of course not and neither have I; any church that is against sexual intercourse (as they were) doesn't last long. But dancing to the glory of God has a long and respected history. It doesn't have to be good dancing - according to eye-witness reports the Shakers could never have made the Bolshoi Ballet - it merely has to be enthusiastic. Do you consider the Rain Dances of our Southwest Indians irreverent?'
'No. But that's different.'
'Everything always is - and the more it changes, the more it is the same. Now about those slot machines - ever see a Bingo game in church?'
'Well? yes. Our parish used to hold them when we were trying to raise the mortgage. But we held them on Friday nights; we certainly didn't do such things during church services.'
'So? Minds me of a married woman who was very proud of her virtue. She slept with other men only when her husband was away.'
'Why, Jubal, the two cases aren't even slightly alike!'
'Probably not. Analogy is even slipperier than logic. But, 'little lady'-'
'Smile when you call me that!'
''It's a joke.' Why didn't you spit in his face? He had to stay on his good behavior no matter what we did; Digby wanted him to. But, Jill, if a thing is sinful on Sunday, it is sinful on Friday - at least it groks that way to an outsider, myself? or perhaps to a man from Mars. The only difference I can see is that the Fosterites give away, absolutely free, a scriptural text even if you lose. Could your Bingo games make the same claim?'
