Matt Zaleski had dropped into a chair. His head came up. 'Live!'
'That's right,' Barbara affirmed icily. 'We won't be married; neither of us wants to be. We'll merely share the same apartment, the same bed . . .'
'No!' Matt roared. 'By God, no!'
She warned, 'Just try to stop me!'
They faced each other briefly, then her father dropped his eyes and put his head in his hands. His shoulders shook.
'I'll pack a few things for tonight,' Barbara told Brett, 'then come back for the rest tomorrow.'
'Listen' - Brett's eyes were on the dejected figure in the chair - I wanted us to get together. You know it. But does it have to be this way?'
She answered crisply, 'When you know what happened, you'll understand.
So take me or leave me - now, the way I am. If you don't, I'll go to a hotel.'
He flashed a quick smile. 'I'll take you.'
Barbara went upstairs.
When the two men were alone, Brett said uncomfortably, 'Mr. Z., whatever it was went wrong, I'm sorry.'
There was no answer, and he went outside to wait for Barbara in his car.
For almost half an hour Brett and Barbara cruised the streets nearby, searching for Rollie Knight. In the first few minutes after putting her suitcase in the car and driving away, Barbara explained what had occurred before Brett's arrival. As she talked, his face went grim.
After a while he said, 'Poor little bastard! No wonder he took off at me too.'
'And me.'
'I guess he figures we're all alike inside. Why wouldn't he?'
They drove down another empty street, then, near the end of it, their headlights picked up a shadowy figure, walking. It turned out to be a neighbor of the Zaleskis, going home.
'Rollie's gone.' Brett glanced across the front seat of the car inquiringly. 'We know where he lives.'
Both knew the reason behind Brett's hesitation. It could be dangerous in downtown Detroit at night. Armed holdups and assaults were commonplace.
She shook her head. 'We can't do anything more tonight. Let's go home.'
'First things first.' He pulled to the curb and they kissed.
'Home for you,' Brett said carefully, 'is a new address - Country Club Manor, West Maple at Telegraph.'
Despite their shared depression from tonight's events, he had an excited, breathless feeling as he swung the car northwest.
Much later, lying beside each other in the darkened bedroom of Brett's apartment, Barbara said softly, 'Are your eyes open?'
'Yes.' A few minutes previously Brett had rolled over onto his back.
Now, hands behind his head, he was regarding the dimness of the ceiling.
'What were you thinking?'
'About something clumsy I once said to you. Do you remember?'
'Yes, I remember.'
It had been the night Barbara had prepared dinner here and Brett had brought Leonard Wingate home - the first meeting for the three of them.
Afterward, Brett tried to persuade Barbara to stay the night with him, and when she wouldn't, had declared, 'You're twenty-nine; you can't possibly be a virgin, so what's our hangup?'
'You didn't say anything when I said that,' Brett pointed out, 'but you were, weren't you?'
He heard her gentle, rippling laughter. 'If anyone's in a position to know . . .'
'Okay, okay.' She sensed him smiling, then he turned sideways so that their faces were together once again. 'Why didn't you tell me?'
'Oh, I don't know. It isn't the sort of thing you talk about. Anyway, was it important, really?'
'It's important to me.'
There was a silence, then Barbara said, 'If you must know, it was important to me, too. You see, I always wanted the first time to be with someone I truly loved.' She reached out, her fingers moving lightly down his face. 'In the end, it was.'
Brett's arms went around her, once more their bodies pressed together as he whispered, 'I love you, too.'
He had an awareness of savoring one of life's rare and precious moments.
He had still not told Barbara of his own decision, made in Los Angeles, or spoken of his future plans. Brett knew that if he did, they would talk until morning, and talk was not what he wanted most tonight.
Then urgent desire, reciprocated, wiped out all other thoughts.
Afterward, again lying quietly, contentedly, beside each other, Barbara said, 'If you like, I'll tell you something.'
'Go ahead.'
She sighed. 'If I'd known it was as wonderful as this, I wouldn't have waited so long.'
Chapter 23
Erica Trenton's affair with Pierre Flodenhale had begun early in June. It started shortly after their first encounter, when the young race driver accompanied Adam Trenton home, following the weekend cottage party at Higgins Lake.
A few days after that Sunday night, Pierre telephoned Erica and suggested lunch. She accepted. They met next day at an out-of-the-way restaurant in Sterling Heights.
A week later they met again and this time, after lunch, drove to a motel where Pierre had already checked in. With a minimum of fuss, they got into bed where Pierre proved an entirely satisfactory sex partner, so that when she went home, late that afternoon, Erica felt better, physically and mentally, than she had in months.
Through the remainder of June, and well into July, they continued to meet at every opportunity, both in daytime and during evenings, the latter when Adam had told Erica in advance that he would be working late.
For Erica the occasions were blissful sexual fulfillments of which she had been deprived far too long. She also relished Pierre's youth and freshness, as well as being excited herself by his lusty pleasure in her body.
Their meetings were sharply in contrast with the single assignation she had had, months earlier, with the salesman, Ollie. When Erica thought about that experience - though she preferred not to - it was with disgust at herself for letting it happen, even though she had been physically frustrated, to the point of desperation, at the time.
There was no desperation now. Erica had no idea how long the affair between herself and Pierre would last, though she knew it would never be more than an affair for either of them, and someday would inevitably end. But for the moment she was enjoying herself uninhibitedly and so, it seemed, was Pierre.
The enjoyment gave each of them a sense of confidence which led, in turn, to a carelessness about being seen together in public.
One of their favorite evening meeting places was in the pleasant colonial surroundings of the Dearborn Inn, where the service was friendly and good. Another attraction at the Dearborn Inn was a cottage - one of several on
