luck.
“Well let’s not start thinking he saved the world yet,” Javier said. “We don’t even know if they’re dead.” He took his gun out from his waistband and snapped back the clip. “But if they aren’t they will be.”
He trotted across the parking lot, his shaggy hair blowing behind him, and crossed the street, gun held low. I looked over at the hotel lobby and saw a few people gathered, some on cell phones, perhaps to call the police.
I looked up at Camden. “We have to shoot her up and get her out of here.” I held out her good arm and he grasped it around the forearm while I quickly found a vein near the crook of her elbow. “This will pinch. And then you’ll be flying, okay sweetie?” I tapped the vein and stuck the syringe in, injecting the morphine in one push. She immediately relaxed in my arms, but not too much. Javier had put enough in there to take away the pain but not as much as she had the night before.
“Why don’t you go wait in the car?” I told her, smoothing back her hair.
“Can I drive it?” she asked lazily.
I smiled. “Not yet. But you can listen to the radio if it will make you feel better.” I put the car keys in her hands and sent her off.
I turned to Camden. “I think we have five minutes tops before shit hits the fan.”
He nodded at the broken windows and blasted walls. “I think it’s already hit the fan.”
“True but–”
“No!” Javier’s scream cut through us. We snapped our heads to look. He was running across the street toward us, screaming and waving his hands frantically. “No!”
I looked to Violetta, where he was headed. She had just gotten in the car.
She adjusted her seat.
She started the car.
Jose made a strange grinding sound.
My lungs, heart, soul collapsed.
And Jose exploded.
One minute I saw Violetta’s dark hair through the back window, Javier running across the street for her, a look of absolute horror on his face, a look I’d never seen before and a look I’d never forget.
The next minute, there was a fireball, hotter than hell, larger than life and I was flying backwards, blown into the wall by the fist of heat.
I slammed into the wall and fell to the ground, heat taking over my body, my brain humming with blood and echoes of the blast. I lay there for a few seconds, trying to figure out what had happened. Where was I? Why was the world on fire?
Violetta.
I lifted up my head and saw the flames that licked high into the sky, Jose a burning carcass of memories. Violetta. She’d been inside.
I had given her the keys.
She was dead.
Burning alive.
A messy, anguished sob came out of my mouth. Even though the heat was searing my eyeballs, I couldn’t look away from the flaming wreckage, the cries around me muffled, like my ears were plugged with cotton balls.
I felt hands wrap around my shoulders and pull me up to my feet. A strong arm went around my waist and I was turned away from the inferno and brought into a room.
My hotel room. It seemed like a cave now with the fire raging outside. Violetta was dead. Jose was gone.
“Ellie?” Camden said softly, running his hands down my face. “Fuck, you’re hurt.”
I looked up at him, seeing him but not seeing him. He gently touched my temple and I saw blood on his fingers. “Come on, we’ll get you cleaned up.”
Cleaned up? Who cared about being cleaned up? What the fuck just happened?
“Violetta!” I cried out suddenly, tears rushing to my face. I tried to run back outside but he held me in place.
“No,” he said roughly. “There’s nothing we can do for her.”
I looked at him with wild eyes and he brought me closer to him. “I gave her the keys.”
He shook his head. “You couldn’t have known there was a bomb in the car.”
“Javier!” I cried out. “Javier knew! He was running and yelling and … oh my god, Camden, what happened to him?”
His dark brows came together and he bit his lip, his eyes searching me. “Ellie …”
I shook my head and pushed him out of the way. “No!” I ran out of the room and back to the scene of the crime.
People from the hotel were gathered around the blaze, some with fire extinguishers, trying to put it out with futile sprays of foam. I didn’t see Javier anywhere.
I swallowed the bile that was coming up my throat. Had Javier been swallowed up by the same blast that was currently consuming his sister? Was he there now, a charred skeleton amid the flames?
I promptly leaned over and threw up on the ground.
Camden’s hand was on my back in seconds. “Come on, come back inside.”
I made a pitiful noise, wanting nothing more than to scream, cry, run.
“Please, Ellie, you’re hurt.” I felt him reach for my head. I moved out of his grasp getting hit with dizziness instead. I staggered a bit then froze when I saw Dom coming out of the crowd of people, heading toward us, a gun noticeable in his waistband as the breeze lifted back his slick suit jacket.
We needed to run. But I couldn’t even move.
Dom stopped right in front of us, a sympathetic smile on his lips. “You two need to come with me.”
“Why?” Camden asked, his voice strong and steady.
Dom glanced at the burning wreckage, at the people who were now stealing glances at us.
“Because we have to go,” he said simply. “You don’t want to be here when the police get here. And the men who did this? They’re still out there.”
“Where’s Javier?” I asked him, not quite certain that he wasn’t one of the men who had tried to take our heads off and blew up my beloved car and Javier’s beloved sister. And possibly Javier.
He looked over my shoulder into the room and said, “Just grab your stuff and go. I’m parked around the corner.” Then he took off toward the bar. I watched until he disappeared around the building.
“What do you think?” Camden asked. “We don’t have to go with him. We can go out on our own. It could be a death trap in that car.”
I couldn’t even think. I didn’t even care.
Camden sighed and brought me to him, wrapping his arms around me and holding me tight. I could feel his heart beating against mine. I closed my eyes, feeling waves of darkness trying to swallow me whole. This was all too much and my brain couldn’t even take it in. It was spitting it all out, rejecting reality, leaving me with a numbness I welcomed too much.
“You tell me what to do,” I whispered into his chest. “I can’t.”
I don’t remember much after that, maybe it’s because I had a concussion and pieces of Jose still in my hair or maybe because my head was protecting me from the brutality of the truth. It was all like a dream. Camden brought me inside and we gathered up the rest of my stuff, everything that had been in Jose. Then we hurried along the row of rooms toward the bar. I could hear the cries of people behind us, as if we were the bad guys and we were getting away. But no one came after us as we rounded the corner and saw a shiny black Escalade at the curbside, its engine running.
It was all a dream until I got into the car.
Este was sitting by the door in the back to make room for me.
And Javier was sitting in the front seat.
Alive.
My heart churned like a cement mixer, a million competing emotions running through me. Relief he was
