He nodded. I grinned. “Me too. I always add extra, but I wasn’t sure if you’d like it or not.”
“Add it in there, woman.”
I added another generous heap.
“That’s the stuff,” he said.
After it was all tossed together, I poured it all in the crust and added the top layer, crimping the edges and cutting a few slits in the top. Nathan watched me carefully as I added an egg wash and sprinkled extra sugar over the top.
When it was done, he held open the oven door as I slid in the pie to bake.
“Want some coffee?” I asked.
Once we both had coffee with generous amounts of cinnamon creamer, I led him into the living room where I settled on the couch. He sat down beside me and I was glad he was close. That’s one of the things I liked so much about Nathan. There was an unapologetic honesty about him. A “this is who I am” attitude. He didn’t sit farther away from me because he was nervous or because he thought it would be more appropriate. He did what he wanted.
I was really hoping he wanted me.
“Wanna tell me about your dream?” he asked quietly.
I wrapped my hands around the mug, letting the warmth seep into me. I think one of the reasons I loved coffee so much was just because I liked holding the warm cup. “Not really.”
He nodded and didn’t press. “How’s the ribs?”
“Peachy.”
He chuckled. “When’s my pie gonna be ready?”
“
“Do you often make apple pie in the middle of the night?”
“All the time.” I scoffed.
He grinned. He knew I was lying.
“Will the dreams go away?” I whispered.
His smile slipped away. He sat forward and placed his mug on the coffee table and turned his body toward me. “I hope so.”
“You have them too,” I said, knowing his understanding went far beyond empathy.
“Sometimes.”
I glanced at the scars on his face. Then I leaned my cheek against the cushions. “You should tell me about your problems. It’ll make me feel better.”
He chuckled. “Hearing about someone else’s drama will make you feel better?”
“Yep.”
I thought he might tell me to bug off.
“You really want to know?”
“I really do.”
“I work as an armor man in the Marines. I’m in charge of inspecting the weapons, cleaning them, putting them together properly, stuff like that. A couple years ago, my unit deployed to Afghanistan. It’s a rough country. A hellhole really. The Corps’s presence over there was fairly new when I was sent. There wasn’t much in the way of comfort. We hadn’t been there long enough to get things fully set up. We didn’t have phones, the Internet was shoddy, and mostly we slept in tents.”
I listened aptly, taking it all in, and the writer in me constructed a setting in my head that went along with his words.
“I’m not a grunt, meaning I don’t fight on the front lines… but that doesn’t mean there wasn’t danger.”
“I would think being there was danger enough. For anyone,” I said.
He nodded. “For some more than others. It really just depends on the person’s billet—their job.”
I nodded and he continued. “One night the guys were short staffed and due out for patrol. It’s basically routine—some guys go out and walk the perimeter of the base. They check certain areas, make sure our security is still tight. Make sure no enemy threat is lurking or lying in wait.”
“Right,” I agreed and took a sip of my coffee. The sound of his voice was incredible. I could listen to him talk for hours and not once get bored. There was a richness in his tone, a southern lilt that made his words a little more drawn out than most of the people that lived in this area.
“I volunteered to go with them, me and a couple other guys. We got some weapons and all of us headed out, small groups of us going in different directions.”
He got this faraway look in his eyes, and I knew he was going back there, that whatever scene he was reliving replayed vividly in his mind. I scooted a little closer, something pushing me forward, like I instinctively knew he was going to need the comfort.
“It was pretty typical at first, us just patrolling, making sure everything was fine. And it was. Until we were attacked.”
His voice took on a more gravelly tone. “I was out with two other guys, good guys. Young guys. They had their entire lives ahead of them. One of them just had a baby. All he could talk about was getting home to meet his baby girl.”
“We were on the far side of the base, near the weaponry tent. We didn’t keep too much else around the weapons. It was just a safety precaution. There were a few tents here and there, as was the tent I spent a lot of my time in, readying weapons. It was night, so there weren’t many men around. Most were at chow or already bunked down for the night.
“Everything seemed fine and we were about to head back toward the other side of base when I caught a slight sound. The sound of a weapon being cocked. I knew that sound. I knew it better than most. I heard it hundreds of times a day. It was my job to know that sound.
“I pivoted toward the sound, only it wasn’t coming from within the base—it was coming from outside our boundaries.”
A look of sheer despair crossed his face, and I reached out, wrapping my hand around his. He looked down to where my hand touched his. Without saying anything, he threaded our fingers together and gave mine a gentle squeeze.
Then his brows knit together when he took in the bruise and rash across the top of my hand. He lifted my arm and pressed a soft kiss to the irritated area. “IV?” he asked once his lips left my skin.
I nodded. “I have sensitive skin. That tape was brutal.”
“I should have watched the nurse.”
“You did more than enough for me,” I told him.
His thumb began to make slow circles across the back of my hand, and his eyes began to slip away once more. “I called a warning as enemy fire started peppering the sand around our feet. We all dropped to the ground and returned fire, but it was so dark out there it was hard to know where to aim. I listened for the popping of gunfire and aimed in the direction of the sound.”
“If this is too hard,” I told him gently, not wanting to hurt him further by making him speak.
He shook his head. I think he wanted to get it out there.
“There were more of them than there were of us. It became evident that they wanted to raid the weapons tent. They wanted to take all of our supplies and use them against us.”
I said a dirty cuss word. He smiled.
“Gidding radioed for backup, and I knew the men close by were able to hear the gunfire. It wouldn’t be long until we had numbers and weapons on our side. Unfortunately, the enemy seemed to know that too. They launched some sort of grenade right as, blowing up a couple tents and taking out one of the guys. It was Gidding. He was my friend.”
He looked at me. “Sometimes at night, I can still hear him screaming.”
I scooted a little bit closer. He pulled up his left knee and dropped his right foot onto the floor. I settled myself in the small opening between his legs.
“One of the hostile’s made a run for the main weapon tent. Me and Prior went after him. Prior was the one with the new baby. As we ran, a couple of them appeared out of nowhere, aiming their weapons and letting go a
