Honor Calhoun.
I’m going to get you out of there, Honor.
It was a promise. It was a vow. I never broke a promise. And I never left a man (or woman) behind.
I’m scared.
Those two words did something to me. She could have said a million other things. But she chose those two words. Two words that made her even more vulnerable than clearly she already was. I swallowed past the lump in my throat as my fingers moved over the keypad.
I know. We’re going to figure this out.
What’s your name?
Nathan.
Someone at the table whooped with joy, and I heard the sliding of a pile of chips across the table. It was Lex. I felt my lip curl in contempt as my body filled up with suppressed rage and adrenaline. I could just beat her location out of him.
I had ways of persuasion that would surely work.
But something inside me whispered to hold back. That a beating was letting this sicko off easy. If what I suspected was true, then he hadn’t just kidnapped one woman, but at least two… and if he did it twice, I had no doubt there was a string of violated and dead bodies behind him and plans for more in the future.
This guy deserved something far worse than just a beating.
Besides, Honor had been stuck God knows where for God knows how long. She was probably cold and hungry, and from the looks of her, I knew she was injured.
I set the still full beer on the bar and tucked my phone into my pocket. “Sorry, guys, I gotta head out.”
“So soon?” one of the guys said, glancing at me.
“Yeah, someone from work texted me, needed me to fill in for duty tomorrow all day.” I lied. I didn’t have to stand duty for another two weeks.
“That sucks.”
“You’re telling me,” I drawled. That wasn’t a lie. Duty sucked. I had to go sit at the desk all day and night, do patrols around the facility, and answer the phone in case messages came down and needed to be passed to the higher ranks I worked with. It was boring. It was endless. It was part of the job.
“Gotta go get my beauty sleep,” I cracked. “I’ll see you next week? Same time, same place?” I asked, stopping beside the table and glancing at Lex.
“Absolutely, man,” replied Patton. He was the one who introduced me to these weekly poker games. I was starting to rethink my decision of ever coming.
“Just don’t let Lex bring the beer next time. We need that shit on time,” I said, grinning at Lex. I hoped it looked more friendly than I felt.
Lex grunted. “A guy runs late
“I sent you a text, man. Did you get it?” I said, watching closely for his reaction. I hadn’t seen his phone in his hands all night. Now I knew why. Part of me hoped he would pull it out of his pocket and check it for the missed message. Part of me hoped I really was wrong about what I was thinking. I couldn’t think of anyone who would want to be right.
He made a face, like he didn’t know what I was talking about. He reached around to his back pocket where I assumed he sought out his phone. I watched the alarm pass through his eyes as he patted his pockets a little more furiously.
He stood and reached into the front pocket of his jeans. They were empty too. His eyes flashed up, meeting mine. I recognized the look that lay deep within. Panic and fear.
Well, shit. If that wasn’t guilt, then I wasn’t a Marine. A little surge of unease rippled through me. Would he know Honor had it? Would he leave here and go seek her out? Would he punish her for what I said?
Maybe I should have said nothing at all.
But I had to be sure… I had to be sure that this fucker really was guilty as sin.
And now I knew.
I forced myself to smile, not wanting to let on that I suspected a thing. “Probably fell out of your pocket on the way over here. It’s probably in your car.”
He relaxed, a relieved look crossing his features. “Yeah, probably.”
“My damn phone is always disappearing on me. Too bad it hadn’t disappeared tonight before I got called in to stand duty.”
Lex laughed. “Yeah, I think I’ll enjoy my break without it and look for it later.”
I offered him the beer I hadn’t even bothered to take a sip of. “Refill?”
He took it and smiled. “Hell, yeah.”
After a few jokes, I made my way out of the house and walked toward my Wrangler. It was olive green with a black top.
I sat in the dark inside my Jeep for several minutes, making sure that Lex hadn’t been faking his relief, making sure he didn’t rush out into the driveway to search his truck for his phone.
As I waited, I called up the picture on my phone once more and stared down at the photo. Even beaten and scared, she was beautiful.
Once I was sure Lex wasn’t going to be rushing away from the poker game, I fired up the Jeep’s engine.
Give me all the details about where you are, I texted and slid the phone into a cup holder behind the gear shift.
I knew it would likely take a few minutes for her to reply. She must be somewhere with a shitty signal. I put the Jeep in gear and pulled out onto the road.
I had somewhere to be.
9
Honor
He threw me in a hole in the woods, I texted, desperately searching my brain for any kind of detail that would help save my life.
In the dark of the hole, I crouched, gripping the phone like it was my entire universe and desperately awaiting Nathan’s reply.
None came.
I brought up the screen and peered down at the message. It had a red exclamation point beside it. The message hadn’t sent.
“Damn it!” I yelled, pissed at the shitty cell service. Pissed at being tossed into a hole like yesterday’s garbage.
My entire body hurt, my fingers and toes had gone numb from the cold, and a different type of exhaustion was beginning to cloak my entire body. I knew I couldn’t surrender. I knew I had to fight.
Why did fighting have to be so damn hard?
I forced myself to stand up, to walk around the small hole, sticking close to the sides and walking in circles. I was like a hamster running on a wheel but never getting anywhere.
I needed to generate all the warmth I could. Thankfully, it wasn’t winter, but it was fall, and at night the temperatures here dropped. I was only wearing a pair of spandex running capris, sneakers (with socks), a white Under Armour T-shirt, and a fitted hot-pink jacket.
It wasn’t enough protection against the elements at night or trapped in a damp hole. As I walked, I pulled out the phone and glanced at the screen. The battery was still less than half, but at least it wasn’t dangerously
