how much she missed him, and he’d materialized before her.
His broad shoulders etched a shadow on the ground. When his dark eyes landed on her, the same eyes she’d fallen in love with, she found it hard to breathe. The very nearness of him made her heart swell, and, for once, she found something that blotted out her appetite.
“I was just about to head out.” A relieved smile crossed his face. “I thought I’d missed you.”
“I just took a while cleaning up.” She motioned back to the theater behind them.
“How was the show tonight?” Alex asked.
“It was good. Everyone clapped at the end, so it must not have been too terrible,” Gemma said, and she was pleased when he laughed at her lame attempt at a joke. “Did you see it?”
“No, I wanted to.” He shook his head. “I thought about it, but I was afraid you’d get mad if you saw me.”
“Why would I be mad?” Gemma asked.
“I don’t know. I guess…” He paused, gathering his thoughts, before looking down into her eyes. “I have no idea how you feel about me anymore.”
“Alex. My feelings for you haven’t changed. I’ve never stopped…” She wanted to say
“I know, but I acted like an ass for a while, and I haven’t been there for you like I should’ve been,” Alex said, sounding angry with himself.
“You weren’t there for me because I wouldn’t let you be,” Gemma said.
“But I should’ve…” He turned his gaze to the sky and took a deep breath. “It’s so dumb because I’ve been standing out here, practicing what I wanted to say to you over and over again, then it’s like every time I see you, all my words just disappear. You make rational thought so impossible.”
“I’m sorry,” she said softly.
“No, don’t be sorry.” He looked back at her, and there was something smoldering in his dark eyes that caused a heat to grow in her belly and her breath to catch in her throat. “What I want to say, what I really want to say is…”
He put a hand on either side of her face, then he leaned down and pressed his lips to hers. All she could do was kiss him back and relish the warmth of his mouth against hers, and the way his fingers tangled in her hair.
When he stopped kissing her, breathing roughly, as he looked at her, Gemma saw her whole world in his eyes. For a moment, he was the only thing that existed in her life, and there was an exhilarating simplicity in that. If only she could just love him, then everything else would be all right.
“I want to be with you,” Alex said, his voice low as his eyes searched hers. “I don’t know if that’s what you want or what’s best for you. And I don’t care if it’s dangerous or what might happen to me. I just want to be whatever you need me to be, whether it’s your friend or your boyfriend or a total stranger. Whatever you need, whatever you want from me, I’ll give it to you.”
Gemma wanted nothing more than to accept his offer, to throw her arms around him and say that as long as they had each other, everything would be okay.
But she knew that wasn’t true. The cold reality of her life, of the monsters she had allowed to take over everything she held dear, wouldn’t let that be true.
Tears formed in her eyes, and she struggled to find the words. “Alex, you know I want to be with you, but —”
“Then nothing else matters, Gemma,” he said firmly. “Not the sirens, not your curse, not even your sister. I’ll do whatever it takes to be with you.”
“Are you sure?” Gemma asked, and she felt her resistance fading.
“Gemma, I’m in love with you, and I have been for …
“I love you, too.” She smiled. “And I promise never to try to make you stop loving me again.”
Gemma stood on her tiptoes and wrapped her arms around his neck. He leaned down, kissing her, and she tried to let herself enjoy the moment with him instead of thinking about the hundreds of ways this could all end badly.
She loved Alex, but more than that, she needed him, and she wasn’t ready to give him up again.
FIFTEEN
Rehearsing
Gemma had meant to go home after the final show on Sunday. She’d made tentative plans with Harper to go for a swim later today, and she was excited to get out and do that. Besides, she’d spent enough time lingering around here last night.
But as she was leaving, she heard the clattering of boards and the sound of Daniel’s grunting. She’d climbed up the back stairs of the theater, so she came up backstage. There was Daniel, in a flannel shirt and ripped jeans, taking down the set.
“Working overtime?” Gemma asked as she walked toward Daniel, her footfalls echoing through the empty theater.
“You know me. I can never get enough.” He glanced back at her with a grin.
“Where’s everyone else?” Gemma asked, referring to the rest of the crew who had been working on the sets and production. Daniel had been the head of it, but he hadn’t done it all alone.
“I sent them home. I’m trying to salvage some of this for other plays or odd jobs, so I figured I might as well do it myself.” He was working at pulling nails out of a fake awning above a plywood doorway, and he looked back at Gemma.
“Want any help?” Gemma asked, looking up at Daniel.
“Sure.” He motioned to another awning.
Gemma had to use a stepladder to reach it, but she had no problem pulling the nails out from the wood. She got the other two awnings down in the time it took Daniel to get one down, and under her breath, she began to hum.
“What has you in such a fine mood this morning?” he asked, referring to the cheerful tune on her lips.
“I’m not…” She paused, hesitant to tell him about Alex, but then decided to go for it and hurried ahead. “I got back together with Alex last night.”
“Oh yeah?” Daniel glanced back at her. “Well, that explains it.”
“That’s it?” she asked uncertainly.
He turned to face her. “What do you mean?”
“You’re not gonna lecture me on how it’s a bad idea or it’s dangerous or how I should be focused on things like breaking the curse?” she asked, and Daniel laughed, surprising and confusing her.
“I assumed you were as focused on breaking the curse as anyone possibly could be,” he said. “And you and Alex want to make a go out of it, then why would I try to stop you?”
Gemma shrugged. “I know Harper would.”
“Yeah, well, Harper tried to convince me it was bad news getting involved with her, and look how that turned out,” Daniel said, turning his attention back to the set.
“Are you glad that you’re with Harper?”
“Yeah, of course I am,” he answered without hesitation.
“You don’t regret any of it? Not even after everything you’ve been through?” Gemma asked.
“No. I mean, yeah, it would be nice if monsters didn’t try to kill me, but the situation is what it is.” He’d pulled enough nails free from the plywood as he spoke. “I’m not gonna stop caring about Harper because things get rough and occasionally really
