pretty sure by speaking, I’ve messed everything up.
“It’s not her fault.” The words come out of Shayne’s mouth slowly and clearly, as if he wants to make sure Minos doesn’t misunderstand a single one. I have no idea what he’s talking about, but I’m smart enough to know now’s not the time to ask.
Before I know what’s happening, Minos jumps up from the chair and grabs me, pressing something hot and sharp to the softest part of my neck. It’s not cutting me, but it’s so tight, I don’t think I can breathe. Minos holds me like a vise with his other hand. And he spins me to face Shayne.
“You know the penalty for killing a phoenix.” Minos’s scratchy voice snarls in my ear, mixing with the sound of my pounding heart.
My eyes flash to Shayne, but he doesn’t meet them. He’s staring at Minos and looks like he’s ready to pounce on a kill.
“Let her go.” It’s a direct command, and the part of me that’s not worrying about staying as still as possible wonders if Minos will obey it.
Minos’s hot breath seeps into my ear. “You know the penalty.” And though I don’t think it’s possible, Minos presses the knife even closer until I feel it cut into my skin.
“Let her go. Now.”
I can’t believe how calm Shayne’s being, especially when I feel a trickle of blood moving down my neck. The knife is so close, I can hardly get air out, and my heart is pounding in my ears so loudly the room seems to spin.
“Consider this a direct order.” And Shayne is every bit the king when he says it.
I feel Minos’s muscles tighten, and I know he’s about to either slit my throat or let me go. In a single move, he shoves me away, lowering the knife, but not before slicing under my ear with the blade. Warm blood pours from the cut down my neck.
Shayne catches me, but still, he doesn’t look at me or talk to me. His grip is like steel, but it also fills me with comfort.
“She belongs in Tartarus.” Minos moves away, widening the distance between Shayne and himself. I think he knows he’s gone too far.
“It’s you who should be in Tartarus, Minos. If I need to come here one more time, I promise you that will be the end result.” Shayne turns his back on Minos. I’m not sure if this is a good idea, but Shayne is the king here. I try to convince myself he knows what he’s doing. And all I really want is to stop my heart from exploding and get out of here now. I try not to run, but Minos doesn’t follow us as we show ourselves out. The blond ghost man waits outside the door, but a single look from Shayne, and he doesn’t follow us, instead heading back into the glass room where Minos is. And it’s not until we leave the house completely and get down the hill that my heart slows down enough that I dare to speak.
“What the hell was that all about?” I’m holding a hand over the cut in my neck, but I still feel the blood seeping out. I want to stop and rest, but I don’t dare suggest it. If Minos really does want to send me to Tartarus for some unknown reason, I don’t want to help him.
We stop walking, and Shayne turns to me, taking a deep breath. “Minos is getting power hungry.”
I squeeze my eyes shut and shake my head. “No! I mean the part about him trying to kill me and dump me in Tartarus. He said I’m a criminal. And yeah, I may not be the best person in the world, but I certainly haven’t done anything worthy of eternal torture.”
Shayne actually smiles. “No, you haven’t.”
“So what did he mean? Criminal?”
Shayne looks back at the house, which is still and haunting, and then back at me. “It means there are things I can’t tell you.”
“Can’t tell me? To Hell with that! I’m sick of hearing that!” I pull away from him and slam my fists down on his chest.
He grabs them and holds me. “Then remember.” For all the anger in my voice, his is a whisper. And I want so badly to know what he’s talking about. What secrets and mysteries lie in my past? Before I can stop it, the tears come, and I’m sobbing onto his chest. His arms are around me, and he’s stroking my hair. Holding me tight. Why does it seem like there’s so much I don’t know and no one will tell me anything?
We stay like that in Asphodel, and the ghosts avoid us. I’m not sure when I stop crying, but by the time all my tears are cried out, all I want to do is lie down and sleep. I don’t even want to find Randy anymore. I just want to find out why my life has gone crazy. But we still need to get out of this hellish purgatory and back across the River Lethe. Back to the safety of Shayne’s sanctuary. I don’t try to press him or question him on our trip back. I’ll figure out a way to get the information I need from him, because whatever it is, he knows it, and I plan to find out.
Chapter 26
Phoenix
Shayne pretends he’s got his anger under control, but the red flashes in his eyes so fast it looks like sparks.
It’s only when Cerberus pounds through the clay, meeting us on the bank of the river, that Shayne’s eyes finally stop their flickering madness and his muscles relax. I, on the other hand, can’t stop thinking about Minos.
Criminal. Tartarus. His haunting words keep coming back to me. Killing a phoenix. We walk down the long tunnel, Cerberus only steps ahead of us as if sensing Shayne’s unease. We’re almost to his sanctuary ahead. Already, I smell the fire burning. Once we’re inside, he pours us each a glass of wine. I finish mine in one long sip, and he refills the glass, but already the wine’s moving through my veins, flushing the fear out of my body.
Shayne lets out a long sigh. “Your visits haven’t gone so well, have they?”
I glance at him, but don’t respond.
“I’m sorry,” he says.
“What does a dead bird have to do with anything?”
“Nothing. Everything.” Shayne gets up and walks to the bookcase. He pulls a red leather book from the shelf, bringing it back over to me. Flipping it open, he stops on a page with a hand-drawn purple and red bird amid a mass of flames. I suck in my breath when I see its tail: five long red feathers—feathers which look identical to the one I found in the box Melina had given me.
“What?” Shayne has turned away from the page and is studying me.
I shake my head. “Nothing.” But images of the box and the feather stay in my mind.
He doesn’t press me but turns back to the picture. “The phoenix lives for a thousand years, but when it’s time for the phoenix to die, it bursts into flames, burning until it’s nothing but ashes. Once the ashes have cooled, the phoenix is reborn again, all on its own.”
I look down at the picture, studying it. “Does that mean it can’t be killed?”
And why did Melina give me a box with a phoenix’s tail feather in it?
Shayne flips the book shut and turns to the fire which crackles when he looks at it. “It’s almost impossible to kill a phoenix.”
“But it can be done?”
Shayne nods. “Yes. It can be done.”
“And for someone who kills a phoenix…” I know how the sentence will end, and I don’t want to finish it.
Shayne takes a long breath. “The penalty is eternity in Tartarus.”
I’ve never seen a phoenix, and part of me doesn’t even believe they exist. But here I am in Hell drinking wine with Shayne—Lord of the Underworld, and I know it’s possible. There was a feather to prove it. Or maybe it was a feather to prove my guilt. “Did I kill a phoenix?”
Shayne moves so close, the warmth of his body smolders next to me. He takes my hands, and the smell of the wine on his breath sends a wave of exhilaration through me, blending in with his sweet burnt taste.
