affectionately known, is like a hornet’s nest which has been hit by a big stick. All kinds of people, some wearing polished brass, some just in neat blue suits, keep dropping in on him and asking him the same damn questions, again and again. It’s clear from the consternation that they are worried about damage control. It was bad enough when cops were just victims; but when one of them — a lieutenant at that — turns out to be a serial murderer. .
What’s also clear is that the tape of Franklin’s confession is making all the difference. Without it, Doyle suspects that there would be strenuous efforts to pin the blame on him — or at least to cast doubts on his version of events. Even so, there is a lot of emphasis on certain unanswered questions. They want to know, for example, what Franklin is referring to when he says on the tape that Doyle consorted with known criminals. Doyle’s answer is that he talked to a lot of known criminals in his efforts to unmask his persecutor; other than that, he has no idea what the hell Franklin is babbling about.
So what, they ask him, about Franklin’s death? Who was responsible for his brutal murder, and why? On that one, Doyle pleads ignorance. Obviously, Franklin must have made himself some vicious enemies in the course of his nefarious dealings. A stroke of luck that they caught up with him when they did, hmm?
Lucky also, they remark, that Franklin didn’t notice that the tape recorder was still running when you brought it into the house, him usually being so meticulous and all.
Yeah, says Doyle, I really got the luck of the Irish there, didn’t I? Except for that small malfunction in the middle, the wire seems to have picked up damn near everything.
When it becomes apparent that there are no more answers to be had — at least for today — they tell Doyle he can go. They also inform him that he remains suspended for the time being, and that he needs to remain available for questioning in the next few days.
Doyle nods his consent to one and all. Anything to get out of there.
There’s only one place he wants to be right now.
He puts the key in as slowly and quietly as he can. Pushes the door gently open.
There’s nobody in the living room, but he can hear them in Amy’s bedroom — Rachel helping their daughter out with a tricky part on her Nintendo game.
He softly closes the door behind him. And waits.
When Rachel walks out and sees him, she jumps with the shock, her hands leaping to her mouth. That’s when he thinks maybe the surprise idea wasn’t such a good one, him looking like a man who’s just walked out of a train wreck.
But he forgives himself when he hears her call his name and sees her fly across the room at him and feels her crushing his bruised, battered body until it feels like his organs are about to pop out.
And when Amy pokes her head out to discover what all the commotion is, and sees her Daddy — the man who chases the burglars away for her — she too clings to him with arms too tiny to go all the way around and yet powerful enough to squeeze every last teardrop out of him. Later he will tell her that he has something for her — a huge cuddly toy rabbit called Marshmallow — but right now he doesn’t want her to let go.
He would skip and dance with his wife and daughter like he did all that time ago at the hospital, but he hasn’t an ounce of energy left, so instead he dances with them in his mind, and he pictures himself dancing with them every day from now until at least Christmas, when he will give thanks for the presents that have come slightly earlier this year.
The man in the hospital bed flicks through the pages of his magazine before tossing it with disdain to the foot of the bed. He adopts a more quizzical expression as Doyle comes over and plonks a brown paper bag onto his bed table.
‘You look worse than me,’ says Paulson. ‘I think maybe we should trade places.’
‘This is nothing,’ Doyle says. ‘You shoulda seen me in my boxing days. I was just one big bruise.’
Paulson aims a finger at the table. ‘What’s in the bag?’
‘Coffee and donuts. On me.’
‘I don’t know if I can drink coffee. I think it might come pouring outta the hole in my side.’
‘Saves going to the bathroom, I guess. Maybe you could plug it up with the donut.’
‘Yeah. I might try that. Thanks.’ He gestures at his magazine and frowns. ‘I don’t suppose you thought to bring me any porn?’
‘Hey, have you seen the nurses in this place? Who needs paper when you’ve got it all in 3D?’
‘True. Remind me to pass on your thoughts to the staff before you leave. Especially the hairy one with three eyes and a humor bypass.’
‘How’s the. . the uhm. .’
‘The massive injuries I sustained while heroically throwing myself in front of an assassin’s bullet meant for you? Bearable, I suppose, although I still get twinges when I do too many back-flips.’
‘You seem pretty upbeat.’
‘Yeah, well, ’tis the season to be jolly, and so forth.’
‘They letting you out for Christmas?’
‘I hope so. I’m supposed to be moonlighting as Santa at Macy’s. Good thing it’s a sit-down gig.’
‘No, seriously. You coming out?’
Paulson nods, but Doyle detects a sadness there. Like maybe he hasn’t got much to look forward to when he gets out of here.
Paulson pulls on a happier mask and clears his throat. ‘Yeah. A day or two. I should be back trying to put your ass in jail before you can say Internal Affairs.’
Now it’s Doyle’s turn not to see the funny side. ‘Maybe you won’t have to worry about me.’
‘You planning to deprive me of the one thing keeping me going? What are you talking about?’
Doyle shrugs. ‘I’m not sure the job’s gonna take me back. In case you didn’t hear, I raised a pretty big stink. There are some who think it’ll always follow me around.’
Paulson stares at him for a while. And then he starts laughing.
‘Ow! Don’t do that to me, Doyle. The doc tells me I can turn myself inside out if I laugh too hard.’
‘What’s so funny?’
‘You. You’re so fucking pessimistic. Try flipping it over, will ya? You’re a hero, goddamnit. You were victimized, driven to the depths of loneliness and despair, but you rose above it and uncovered the identity of a cop killer. What’s not to admire?’
‘There’s a lot of cops won’t hang those clothes on it.’
‘Well, fuck ’em. They don’t know shit, and they don’t deserve to be cops if that’s how they decide to treat a brother.’
Doyle notices something in Paulson’s tone. Bitterness, maybe. Something that suggests he may not be talking just about the man sitting at his bedside.
‘Besides,’ Paulson adds, ‘I
‘Yeah? You read my horoscope in your magazine there?’
‘I been asking around. Just because I’m confined to bed, it don’t make me totally incommunicado. When Mohammed can’t go to the mountain, et cetera.’
‘Paulson, what are you talking about?’
‘You’re not my only visitor, you know. It can get pretty crowded around this bed at times. Admittedly, a lot of them just want to ask about you.’
‘Me?’
‘Don’t act so modest. They want to know why you came to see me. They also want to know why you booked the scene after I got shot.’
‘What’d you say?’
‘On the first count, I told them you were working on the notion that the guy doing the number on you might be a cop, and so you asked me if I had intel that might point to that. On the second count, I told them that, despite my orders to chase down the perps who shot me, you insisted on staying with me right up until the medics arrived. Only when I was in safe hands did you then go after them. It’ll all be in my report.’
Doyle finds it hard to believe that the man in the bed is the same guy who, only a year ago, chewed him up and spat him out. It’s like he’s experienced some kind of epiphany.
‘Thanks. You didn’t have to do that.’
