health.
“Lorraine!”
I heard my nom de plume but kept walking. I hated nothing more than being late to class. These teachers at BFA could wither a winter rose with one look.
“Lorraine,” she called again.
While my friends in New Mexico knew me as Lorelei McAlister, aka my real name, the students and faculty here in Maine knew me as Lorraine Pratt, a transfer student from Arizona. Fortunately, I’d been to
Arizona a couple of times, and knew just enough to fend off questions from the more curious students.
I walked the halls with my head down and my gaze glued to the floor. Now that I was no longer a novelty, I could slip relatively unnoticed from class to class. At first, everyone had stared. Everyone.
That’s what I got for transferring in the middle of a semester. But once the other kids found out I was a scholarship student, and not a particularly interesting one at that, they stopped staring and ignored me altogether. Most of them, anyway.
I could handle being ignored, but the scholarship was a mystery I had yet to figure out. I’d been secreted away from everything I’d ever known in the middle of the night. Driven in four different vehicles with four different groups of caretakers for more than two days straight, and delivered onto the steps of
Bedford Fields in the bitingly frigid pre-dawn hours with little more than a suitcase and a hair tie. How on earth did I suddenly have a scholarship? That was clearly a part of the plan my grandparents forgot to mention.
“Lorraine, wait up.”
I finally slowed and let the eighth-grader catch up to me. She was the only student still enamored with my shiny newness. I’d been there for weeks. Hopefully my gleam would wear off soon, because she could be a little annoying.
She beamed at me when she caught up, her cerulean eyes sparkling behind round-rimmed glasses on a face framed by thick dark braids.
Well, annoying in a charming way. She was another scholarship student, a science whiz who was destined to be the next Stephen Hawking if I had anything to say about it. The girl’s mind was like a supercomputer on steroids.
“Hey, Krystal.”
“Hey,” she said back, breathless from trying to catch up to me. “So what are you doing?”
I tried not to chuckle and indicated the door ahead of me with an index finger. “Just headed to class.”
“Oh, right, okay, that’s a good idea.”
“Isn’t your next class across campus?” I asked her.
She looked around in utter cluelessness and spun in a complete circle to get her bearings. I felt the crush of students acutely, especially when one knocked me forward as he rushed past. I felt a tug at my coat and started to say something, but I barely caught sight of the back of his head before he disappeared into the crowd.
“Yes, it is.” Krystal’s pale face had a light sprinkling of freckles over cheeks slightly chapped from the crisp winds of Maine, and she had a bow-shaped mouth like a doll’s. She stopped then put one foot behind the other. “I guess I should jet, then.”
I couldn’t help but grin. “Okay, you jet. I’ll see you later?”
After flashing me a smile that could have melted the heart of that Ice Queen in Narnia, she nodded and hurried away.
I watched her leave, a little enamored myself with such a guileless creature, then turned and ran right into the one girl in school I did
She gaped then pushed me away. I stumbled back and barely kept myself from tumbling head over heels by grabbing on to another student’s backpack. He scowled over his shoulder then jerked out of my grip before I could apologize. Or right myself. I almost fell anyway, but I managed to get my footing without any more humiliation than absolutely necessary.
“Nice save,” she said, raising her brows as though impressed.
But I was still reeling from what I’d discovered from our little encounter. I wasn’t fond of Kenya. She wasn’t fond of me. But it disturbed me nonetheless to watch her die.
Unfortunately for me—and everyone around me—I have, for lack of a better word,
Her death had flashed before my eyes the moment we touched. The visions were thoughtful that way.
And now I had a decision to make. I’d struggled with the question of divulgence before. Many times. And this scenario was no exception. I might be able to prevent her death if she listened to me, but that took a lot of faith. And since she threatened me with a switchblade every chance she got, I didn’t figure faith was her strong suit. Especially faith in me. The new girl. The girl she most liked to harass and promise a slow and painful death to. I was pretty sure I’d developed a nervous twitch after meeting her.
But this was different. Maybe it was a timing thing. She was going to die too soon. Too young. She literally had only days to live. And the vision stole my breath with its vividness.
In it, a storm rolled in, darkening what had been a sunny afternoon. She was on a boat with her aunt, uncle, big sister, and little brother, but it wasn’t a vacation or a pleasure trip. She was scared. Her aunt and uncle were scared too, terrified, in fact, running, trying to get away from something, to escape. The clouds roiling overhead like a cauldron of a dark witch’s brew dipped lower and lower in the sky. If
Kenya reached up, she could have touched them, but she was busy clinging to her brother for dear life.
The water churned and crashed against her uncle’s sailboat. Rain slashed horizontally through the sky, the stinging chill cutting to the bone. Her sister had wedged herself between two seats, huddled there, shivering, worried she’d fall overboard.
I could feel the unimaginable fear that blinded Kenya to everything but those clouds. Yet it wasn’t the storm she was afraid of. It was something else. Something inside them.
Before I could ascertain the origin of her fear, another wave hit. It slammed against the boat causing one side to tip and rise with the swell until the small boat had no choice but to succumb to the fates. The water hit Kenya hard, slapping against her as she crashed into it. She tried desperately to keep ahold of her brother, reached blindly for her sister, but the pull of the waves was too strong. It sucked her deeper and deeper into its icy grip. She kicked. Fought with every ounce of strength she had. Then, left with no choice, she exchanged water for air and filled her burning lungs. Panic seized her with such a violent force, she gagged, tried to swallow the entire ocean, searching for oxygen in the thick liquid. Found none.
The last image that flashed in my mind was of her floating in the deep gray depths of the arctic water.
Her eyes open. Her mouth a grim line as though she’d accepted her fate at last, but did so unhappily.
And she knew. She knew who was to blame.
Ricocheting back to the present, I sucked in a sharp gulp of air, fighting the feeling of suffocation, of drowning. I doubled over and coughed, then clamped a hand over my mouth when I felt bile slip up the back of my throat.
What were they running from? Why were they so scared? And why would anyone be to blame for a storm?
“Pratt?” she said, her voice edged with wariness instead of her usual menace.
I ignored her, turned, and began fighting my way to the bathroom when I bumped into a boy. Another vision gripped me and performed a hostile takeover of my brain function. And just like the vision of
Kenya and her family, this boy’s expiration date was rocketing toward him. And it was disturbingly similar to hers. The storm. The dark clouds. The roaring winds. The boy was running toward his dorm on the school campus, but unlike Kenya, he was scared of the storm and nothing else. He died when a tree was uprooted and took down some electrical wires near him. The currents hammering through his body brought me down, because I didn’t just see what happened to people in my visions, I felt it. Every spike of fear. Every wince of anguish. Every
