to help you. And once your shoulder’s back in the socket, you’re gonna be grateful. And that’s how I’m gonna get you on my side,’ Payton murmured to me.
‘See? It’s not even about you, really. It’s about this gang. My little gang of cadets. See, we’re recruiting!’ He threw his arms out wide, like he’d announced a new national holiday. The cadets cheered.
‘I’m gonna recruit you by setting your shoulder, Deano. I’m going to take care of you and Jake. You’re my doolies now! Get him up,’ he commanded Kildow and Zarember. They hauled me to my feet.
‘Please, don’t,’ I begged. ‘You don’t need to set my shoulder! I’m recruited! Please.’
But he pulled my arm so that my elbow bent and it was at a ninety-degree angle. He pushed my hand toward my other arm, across my body, then away, then toward it again while I screamed and my vision went electric and then God had mercy on me and everything went black just as I heard a
18 ALEX
THE STAIRS WERE WHITE, with black scratch pads on each step to keep you from slipping. Sahalia went first, then me behind her. At the base of the stairs was a series of plastic sheets hanging from the ceiling. The long plastic pieces hung down like a fringe. We stepped through them. Lights automatically went on as we entered.
We were in an underground bomb shelter.
It was a long, skinny space, like a train car. We were standing at one end of it, in a sort of living room area, with two couches on either side, and a coffee table in between them. An old, ratty easy chair sat off to the far side of the couch. Lining the far wall completely was a bookshelf crammed with novels, reference books, and board games.
Beyond the living room was a kitchenette. It had a sink and a single electric burner and closed wood cabinets.
It was hard to see beyond that but I was pretty sure there were bunks back there for sleeping.
I put my hand on the wall – cold metal. The whole bunker was made out of steel, though some of the furniture was wood.
Batiste and then Ulysses stepped in behind us.
‘Praise the Lord,’ Batiste whispered and I fully agreed.
Suddenly a machine came roaring to life and there was a strong sucking sound near our feet. Everyone jumped.
‘What is it?’ Batiste asked me.
I sniffed. The air tasted weird. Like ozone.
I reached down and felt a long, thin vent at ground level. It was sucking in the air.
‘It’s an air-filtration system,’ I guessed. ‘It must come on automatically when it senses impurities in the air.’
Batiste and Ulysses lay down on the two couches. Niko struggled down with Max in his arms.
‘You two get off the couches,’ Mario ordered. Batiste and Ulysses slunk onto the floor.
‘Put the hurt boy there,’ Mario ordered Niko.
Mario unzipped his coveralls, removed them, and bundled them into a rubberized stuff sack. He did it pretty quickly, for an old guy.
‘Gotta think here. Gotta think about what to do first,’ he muttered.
He went past the kitchen to a closet set in the wall.
‘What can I do?’ Niko said. He was standing, hunched over, near the couches, and looked about a million years old.
‘Get his boots off if you can.’
Niko started to tug at Max’s boots and Max let out a shrieking howl.
‘All right, all right, just let him be for a moment,’ Mario said, tottering in with two of those plastic caddies people sometimes use to carry around cleaning stuff. You know the kind I mean. These two were filled with medical supplies. Mario put his hand on the couch and lowered himself down to sitting so he was perched next to Max.
‘Okay, should be okay now. You kids take off your layers. They’re loaded with compounds.’
‘You.’ He pointed to Sahalia. ‘There are trash bags under the counter. Get one and collect all the clothing.’
Sahalia groaned, but got onto her hands and knees and crawled over to the kitchen.
The rest of us, I guess we didn’t move fast enough for him.
‘Get on there! Take off your layers! You can’t be that tired, now!’
He was wrong. We were more tired than it’s possible even to be. We were completely wrung out, each one of us.
We started to peel off the layers, moving as slow as zombies.
‘You kids need to hurry! The air filter’s automatic. It’ll keep sucking until you guys are clean. And that’s not going to happen with those filthy outfits on.’
Mario went over to Ulysses and started pulling his sweatshirt off.
‘I don’t think you understand. The air filter’s automatic. It’ll keep running until all our solar is used up. Then it’ll start in on the gas generator. I only have a couple days’ worth of gas. So you kids gotta hop to and get these layers off and closed up in a bag.’
Ulysses started to cry. Mario was scaring him.
Ulysses had the outline of his face mask etched in red around his face. His tears spilled down his dirty face.
‘Oh, for God’s sake. Don’t cry,’ Mario said, his voice softening a little. He let go of Ulysses’s sleeve. ‘We’ll get you cleaned up, son. Just get these clothes off.’
As the layers came off, we became the shape of little kids again.
There was Batiste, his straight black hair matted to his head.
Ulysses’s pot belly hanging out from under his monster truck T-shirt. The T-shirt had something dribbled down the front. Vomit, I think.
Niko took off his layers and got thinner and thinner. Was he so thin before? He looked like a skeleton. He looked tiny. I had remembered him as being so big and grown-up. Now he looked just like a sick teenage boy.
It was weird, taking off the layers. They felt like a part of me. I felt sort of naked without them.
But in the end I was just wearing the navy-blue long johns that were my base layer.
I remembered picking them out back at Greenway. I’d felt so hopeful then.
Dean, if you ever read this, you were right. If I’d known what would happen, how horrible and difficult it would turn out to be, and that Brayden would die anyway, and that Josie would go wild and run away and leave us, I never would have supported Niko’s decision to go.
Was it so stupid to think we could get to Denver? I guess so.
What do we know? We’re just stupid kids.
Sahalia took off her last sweatshirt and the whole T-shirt came off, like sometimes happens. I saw her boobs in her lacy bra. Big whoop.
We threw the clothes on the floor and Sahalia gathered them up. She put them in the garbage bag. Then she got out another one for our boots and masks.
Mario had Max’s mask off and was opening a little foil pack of pills.
I didn’t like what I saw. Max’s face was mottled with blisters. Around his mouth they were the worst. It looked like he’d had some kind of bike accident. Like he’d skidded across the pavement on his face. His eyes were screwed shut and he was stifling his cries.
Mario carefully opened up Max’s lips and teeth and placed a pill in his mouth.
